I don't know why
Why I feel this way
The empty feeling in my chest
That never goes away.
Maybe I'm to blame
Maybe I take it too far
I need to keep it to myself
My eternal internal war.
They come and they go,
Or they take root in my head.
Waking up every morning,
Wishing I was dead.
I'm sure I'll get better.
I'm sure it'll end.
And that's the only reason
I continue to live.
5/4/16 3:35 a.m