Dear Aden,
For one thing, I'm stressed. With everything that's happening and everything that's been going on.......its just a lot to deal with. And maybe that's okay, maybe I need something to do, something to distract me from the gaping hole in my heart. My days has consisted so far of about four tests and many pills and treatments. I go back to another hospital soon to have some rigorous therapies done. They're not fun at all and hurt like the devil himself. I wish you were here, things would be so much easier. Things wouldn't hurt so much, it would be all more....... bearable. In case you're wondering, Carters doing a bit better, there's a recent picture of her on the top. Anyways, how've you been? How's the afterlife? Send me a postcard huh?
Love,
N.G