I was awaken from the sunlight shining through the curtains, i turned my head to the side and saw the bed empty as usual, I sighed thinking when was the last time I woke up with him holding me which was a few months ago, I turned my body to the side letting my legs hang off the bed, I used both hands and push myself off the bed into the standing position, I placed one hand on my back and the other on my belly, I waddle my way into the bathroom and just stood in front of the mirror,
You-"what are you doing to
Mummy...?"
I said to my large 8 month old baby bump,
You-"I haven't seen my feet in months..."
Being pregnant was harder than I thought, weird cravings, back pain, my feet are swollen, and it hard to do house work and other stuff that needs to be done, for most women it's easier because they have a husband that's constantly by their side, I had a husband but he was never by my side,
You-"I love you baby but...mummy feels so fat...I can't remember the last time daddy actual look at me the way he used to....the lust is gone...sometimes I wonder if the love is gone too...but even though you've caused me to lose my figure I love you so much.....and if your daddy doesn't love us anymore...I can raise you on my own...I've been doing this pregnancy on my own...so I could do this...for you...for me....for us"