I pushed back from Harry's embrace and turned my face.
"Love?"
"Harry...I-I don't know how to say this. I can't move in here."
Harry's face dropped as I said those words. He put his hands in his pockets and looked down at his shoes.
"Harry, I want to but...I can't. I'm leaving for LA tomorrow. I...I got a promotion."
His face lit up. "Well, that's wonderful news, love. This can all wait until you come home. I actually prefer LA. Are you excited?"
I was taken aback by all this. Harry was happy for me and would be willing to wait until I got back. I shook my head and tried to form words.
"Harry, look, LA is going to be a life changing time for me. I-I don't know how much time I am going to have and after everything that just happened, maybe we need some time..."
I can't believe I was saying these words but something told me I needed to tell Harry how I felt.
"Harry, I love you with every part of my heart and every part of my soul but after the accident and Meredith...I just need time to figure stuff out. I lost who I was for a minute there. And, this promotion is a huge deal for me and I cannot mess this up. I don't even know how I didn't get fired from everything that happened in Ireland. I am kind of a mess."
Harry started laughing which shocked me. I basically told him I couldn't be with him.
"W-what's so funny?"
Harry took my face into his hands and pushed a strand of hair away from my forehead. I was utterly perplexed.
"Love, I know you are a mess but you are my mess. I will give you time to settle in LA and get acquainted with your surroundings. Once you are ready, I will be on the first flight or car ride out. Just because you have this huge thing going on doesn't mean this needs to end. I agree we need some time to heal and time to actually comprehend everything. Once we do that, then we can move on. Together. We will get through all this together. It doesn't need to be so serious, Rowan. I am pretty fortunate to have the connections I do to make sure I can see you. Whenever. Even in the middle of the night...when you are most vulnerable..."
With his last words, he moved his body against mine and I stopped breathing. His green eyes were staring into mine as he moved closer. His lips lingered inches from mine and I was overcome with his heavenly woodsy sweet smell. I closed my eyes and pushed my lips on his. I moaned into his mouth. I forgot how much I missed him kissing me. Nothing could touch me when Harry was kissing me.
I took a step back and looked at him. His eyes were hungry for me. The water from the pool was reflecting on his face and made his entire body glow. I looked him up and down as I took off my wedges. Harry watched me as I took off my dress. I was standing in just my bra as I slide my panties down. I heard Harry's intake of breath as I unhooked my bra. Harry advanced towards me but I put my hand up to stop him. I raised my hands up and tied back my hair. I turned away from Harry and took one step into the water. It was warm as I stepped further in. I turned and looked at Harry over my shoulder and gave him a smirk. He starting laughing as he took his shirt off, then his shoes and pants. I watched as he walked towards me, completely naked now. His tattoos were bright against his tan skin.
I was completely in the water now but Harry stood on the stairs and beckoned for me to come back towards him. His hand connected with mine and pulled me out of the water. He guided me towards the stairs and sat me on the top step, out of the water as he stepped down a few more and laid horizontal. It took me little time to see what he was doing.
My feet were still in the water as he traced his fingers up my thighs and onto my stomach. It sent chills throughout my entire body. I closed my eyes and felt tiny water droplets fall onto my chest. I opened them and saw Harry cupping water and sprinkling it on my body. I leaned back on my elbows and titled my head back.
I felt his warm breath on my inner thighs as he made his way to the middle. I felt his lips press against my hips and I moaned. His mouth made contact with my middle and I felt all the chills erupt over my body. I couldn't remember the last time I felt this pleasure from Harry. He continued to run his tongue over me at a rapid pace. I felt his fingers move in and out inside of me. The pressure was building in my stomach and my legs tensed. Harry was gently sucking on me which made my moan louder. My moans were echoing off the walls of the indoor pool as the pressure erupted from inside me. I gripped Harry's hair as I the pleasure became too intense and I jumped back. We both started laughing at my reaction but quickly found our way into the water.
The water was so warm and my legs felt like jello so I opted for floating instead. Harry disappeared under the water and swum under me. He popped back up on my other side. His hair was pushed back off this face and the lights from the pool were making the green in his eyes dance. I was mesmerized by his striking features and felt a pull in my groin as I looked down at his body in the water. I dipped my head back in the water and let my hair create a fan. I took a breath then ducked under the water and swan around Harry. I popped up behind him and wrapped my arms around him.
"Shall we christen the rest of the pool as well? Not just the steps?" Harry asked, turning around and facing me. I smirked at him and let my hands answer for me.
I grabbed at him and starting stroking him. He was already hard from going down on me so it took no time for him to be ready but he pulled back and looked at me.
"Love, I don't have any protection with me."
"Well, before...everything happened, I decided to get back on my birth control..."
His eyes widened then turned hungry again. He grabbed me by my hips and pulled me towards him.
"Harry, is this safe to do this, here?"
Harry looked around as if someone was going to walk in and started laughing. "Its fine, love. Besides, I cannot wait to be inside of you without a condom finally."
A smile broke across my face as Harry started kissing me. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and my legs around his thighs as he gripped my legs. He reached down and guided himself inside me. He left out a moan when he was fully inside me.
"Baby, I am going to come so fast. You are so tight and warm."
I lowered my head and bit down on his shoulder. The joyous pleasure I felt in every cell of my body was overwhelming as Harry gently moved inside me. I tightened my legs around him and his whole body shuttered.
"Baby, I am going to come if you keep making yourself tighter," he whispered in my ear.
I loosened my grip but continued to tease him. I moved my mouth up to his neck and kissed him gently before sucking on his ear lobe. He let out a moan and bit his lower lip. His fingernails were digging into my hips as his pace got faster. He quickly moved me over to the side of the pool and turned me over. I gripped the sides of the pool as Harry guided himself back in from behind. I floated my legs up and the sensation was insane mixed with floating in the water. I touched my toes together behind Harry so that my backside was floating out of the water. A few seconds later, I felt his hands wrap around my backside and grip down. I let out a moan as Harry was raising me out of the water. I used the pool wall to push and grind against him.
Harry then flipped me over and helped me rest my elbows comfortably on the pool side. I was halfway out of the water when Harry entered me again, faster and quicker. I reached my hand down and rubbed my clitoris which caused Harry's breathing to quicken.
"Yes, baby, don't stop," I said, as my fingers moved faster.
I felt the pressure building again in my stomach and came undone.
"Oh my God, you are so wet. I can feel it all, baby."
I tilted my head back and my wet hair was whipping against the pool floor.
"I'm going to come, baby."
"Come for me, Harry," I said, raking my nails across his chest. Seconds later, Harry shuttered and let out a moan that echoed. We both sat and floated there, leaning against the other for a few minutes. The water was dripping off our bodies as we sat there. I looked up at Harry and starting laughing.
"Well, that we have to do again."
Harry laughed and kissed my forehead. "The pool is officially christened. How about we the rest of the house now?"
I looked at Harry and bit my lip. As fast and as safely as we could, we jumped out of the pool and ran into the kitchen. Harry grabbed me by the waist and hoisted me up onto the glistening black counter as I wrapped my legs around him again. He reached down and pushed into me. His body shook as he filled me again.
"Oh, fuck. Oh my God," Harry said into my chest. His lips brushed against my chest and started sucking on my nipple. I titled my head back and leaned onto my hands as Harry pounded into me. For the third time, I felt the pressure building in my stomach and felt the muscles tighten as I came again.
"I'm coming, Harry," I moaned into his hair.
"I wanna taste you, baby."
Harry slipped out of me and his mouth attached onto my sensitive, wet spot.
"Fuck, baby," he said lapping me up with his tongue.
Before I could comprehend another movement, he was inside of me again thrusting and moving. I felt him shudder as he came undone. We sat for another few seconds like this. Harry leaning into me and my arms wrapped around his shoulders. Our hair was still wet from the pool as the water droplets fell. Harry looked up and kissed my forehead again.
"I love you, Rowan Emerson."
"I love you, Harry Styles."
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