i don't own bonivers songs! (if you like bon iver todays your lucky day)
i woke up on a hotel bed with a pounding headache and clothes from last night
i looked over to my right and saw roger sleeping with his arm around me, snoring lightly
i looked to my left and saw john, sleeping like a cute little baby wrapped up, snoring lighter then roger
i slowly moved rogers arm off me as i made my way to my suitcase, i grabbed clothes and went to the bathroom
i took a shower and halfway through i heard the door open
"don't look" a tired john said, i kept the curtains closed
soon he flushed the toilet as i screamed "sorry!" he yells as i was pressed against the wall, the water went really cold
soon i reached my hand out and it was hot again
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after my shower i was in my clothes, i left the bathroom door open a bit so the steam can go out
i was standing in front of the mirror drying my hair
the door opened as i turned and saw a sleepy roger rubbing his eyes, hair everywhere with no shirt on
"lost my girl" he says smiling a little as i smiled at him
"don't look" he says as i hear him go to the bathroom "don't make this an everyday thing!" i say covering my ears as i face the corner
"your always in the bathroom when i need to go!" he says "well tell me to get out!" i say as i look at the opened door "and your using the bathroom with the door open!?" i say shutting it
"i don't close the door in my apartment so i'm not doing it here" he says as the toilet flushes as i give him a concerned look
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me roger and john were just laying there staring at the ceiling not saying anything
we heard two doors open and chris, veronica, brian, mary and freddie walked in
"hi ron!" i say waving at her as they all sit down on the couch in the room or on one of the beds
she smiled at me
"hey do you know," roger says looking at me "you cry in your sleep." he says as i look at him shocked
"what did you dream about?" he asks "tristen probably." i say looking back at the ceiling
freddie gave me a sad smile
"should i call room service for breakfast?" fred speaks up as we all nod
i was laying there when i rolled over and wrapped my arm and leg around roger
he wrapped his arm around my waist as we laid there
i could hear freddie on the phone behind us
i was mumbling poems as roger just smiled at me
"your so gorgeous." he says smiling at me, i shook my head
he leaned forward a bit and grabbed his wallet on the night stand and opened it and pulled out a photo
it was of me and him, me smiling widely
"ew my smile!" i say grabbing it "its cute!" he says trying to grab it back "is not!" i say holding it out of his reach
"aweh look at you! blushing like a idiot" i say as he grabs it "your idiot" he says immediately regretting what he said
"wait no-" he says as i burst out laughing he started laughing with me
"there so cute" mary says as we look at them
"you too boo!" i say blowing a kiss as i stood up
"i'm not done with you!" roger says pulling me back down
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after fighting with roger to let me go room service came and brought food
after we all ate i grabbed my guitar i bought the day before
i started picking a couple strings and humming a few songs
"so apropos" i say quietly
"saw death on a sunny snow
for every life
forgo the parable
seek the light
my knees are cold
running home, running home, running home, running home
go find another lover
to bring a-, to string a long!
with all your lies
your still very loveable
i toured the light, so many foreign roads
for emma, forever ago."
soon the song came to the end as they all clapped
"i call that for emma" i say sarcastically and standing up
"our show is tonight at around 8ish" freddie says as i walk over to john and look at his watch
"9 hours to go" i say jumping on the bed beside john and i laid beside him
"hey my girlfriend left!" roger yells across the room as i laugh
"you fancy her" i whisper in johns ear as i gesture to veronica
"do not!" he says going red "you do!" i say excitedly
"you literally are!" i say as he covers his face
"don't worry your secret is safe with me" i say crossing my heart "but i do gotta tell my boyfriend." i shrug as he looks at me
"i have too! i tell him everything! he won't tell though."
"tell me what?" roger says across the room "don't you dar-" john tries saying as i'm already on the other bed with roger
i whisper in rogers ear "he wha-" i covered his mouth "don't tell anyone taylor." i say pointing at him as he nods
soon there was a knock on the door
we all looked at each other confused and started counting who was all here
i slowly stood up and went and answered it
"hi- what the fuck." i say realizing who they both were
tate and james, my ex and his cousin
"em?" tate says as i look back at roger and them as they stare at me confused
"fuc- come." i say pulling them and dragging them to the bathroom
"how the hell did you guys find me and remember who i am?" i whisper yelled at them
"we live here, and we were here at the hotel and saw you come in last night" james says
"you do know your the reason why i left." i say to tate
"you hurt me." i say as he looks down
"i miss you." he says as i scoff "i have a boyfriend." i say as they look at me
"you guys cant be here. i have a boyfriend and i want you guys out of my life."
"we can try work it out." tate says "no." i say grabbing them
i opened the door and pushed them out "please don't do this now." i say sighing
they tried saying something as i closed the door
i sighed and went and laid down beside roger
"are we not gonna talk about-"
"no" i say closing my eyes as i lay on rogers chest
"okay" roger shrugs and plays with my hair
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"my girl. hey." i woke up to someone shaking me "my sweet girl. wake up. you need to get ready." i say opening my eyes and seeing roger
"its 6, get ready" he says as i groan
i sat up and went and changed
something like this
but without the necklaces
"don't you think its.. to revealing?" roger says with his eyebrows raised
"i don't care and i'm to tired to care" i say putting my hair into a pony tail and fixing my bangs
(u can have bangs if you want)
i put on my earrings and started doing my makeup
small eyeliner with mascara, i brushed my teeth and did my lipstick
i went up to roger
i was looking at his necklace and mine, i took off one of his and put it on
"borrowing" i smiled as he shook his head smiling
after i put on my shoes everyone came into our room
"is the girl ready?" freddie asked as i nodded
"lets go!" he said clapping his hands
i ran up to mary veronica and chris and we all started talking
we got on the bus and we were all giggling
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we were all backstage, roger and them changing, freddie doing his eyeliner
"i feel like roger would look good with a little eyeliner on his water line." freddie says
i looked at roger smirking
"oh gosh- freddie what did you do? no!" he says backing away
"just a little?" i ask as he sighs
"come on. i'm gonna cry it off on stage because i'll look so ugly!" he says as i pull out the eyeliner
"your not gonna look ugly" i say sitting on his lap facing him
"look up" i say as he does it "also. why are you shirtless?" i ask "i'm wearing this white leather thing" he says as freddie walks in wearing a cute outfit, white with some layers on it
"oh my gosh! i'm stealing that after the show!" i say gasping "i already planned on it" freddie says as i laugh and look back at roger
"yeah we're kinda matching" he says as i smile, i smudged the eyeliner under his eye a bit
"done" i say smiling at him
he went and put on that leather thing
"gosh your so hot" i say standing behind him in the mirror with my hand around his waist
"never take it off" i say smiling at him "your gonna have to work for it if you never want me to take it off" he says winking at me
"on in 5!" i heard someone shout behind us
"what do i have to do?" i say raising an eyebrow "woah- i was joking but if you say so" he says with his eyebrows raised
"hm" i say in a seductive way
"oh come on darling. we can do whatever." he says as i smile "your on!" i heard behind us again
"i'll see you soon my love." i say kissing him as he shakes his head at me "ill see you." he says walking off
me and the girls made our way to the crowd and we watched them play
havent posted in a couple days.