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Sid impatiently wait out her OT the wave of fear rise in his body.....he is tapping his feet on floor coz of anxiety
kaushal is giving him needed support but his whole mind n heart is stuck inside that OT for his girl
he wanted to see her safe n fine in his arms as soon as possible
he knows everything will be alright as it's not a risky operation but if they continued to this pregnancy there might be the chances of risk...but luckily she had symptoms of miscarriage n she get agreed to terminate the pregnancy....
he is glad that she will be fine after this...but something in his heart wanted that baby also....he already imagined Shehnaaz holding that baby n he taking care of them....
they said some dreams are meant to be broken.....broken dreams might hurt but who knows what beautiful future holds....may be they will get what they are craving for n crying for
he just wanted her to be healthy n happy that he could take her along wid him n this time for a lifetime.....
he will give her all happiness which she deserves
after some time the door get opened n he stand up on his palce slowly he is so much scared that nothing coming out from his mouth...nor he is able to move....
kaushal run towards the dr n their team....
n sid is scanning the facial expressions of Dr trying to guess what's the matter what they are discussing
kaushal :- is she alright...
mitali :- yes but that was critical condition....she will take time to...
Sid feel his heart is beating loudly n before she complete he run towards mitali holding her from arms
Sid :- just tell me she is fine....
mitali :- sidharth we will talk....ok calm down
Sid :- I want to heard only one thing mitali can't u just said that
watching his craziest side Mitali utter what he wanted to hear
mitali :- ok ok .yes she is fine...ok...
Sid take long breath
but kaushal is in sane state he understand something is there that Dr wanted to share but coz of Sidharth's madness she said what he wanted to heard
kaushal come forward n take n ask again
kaushal :- what ur saying sometime before... what's that critical condition
mitali :- look towards sidharth
umm wo..
kaushal :- I will handle him just said
he raised his voice
n sid look towards kaushal wid confusion
Sid :- why the fuck u wanted to heard something nagative Haan...mitali already said she is fine...
he push him aside in anger.....
kaushal :- sidharth dek Bhai tu hosh m nahi hai....u just sit there I'll handle this
Sid :- why would I handle this...m hoon uske liye abhi...she is fucking my responsibility
he greet his teeth n utter on his face.....
n kaushal sigh... rubbing his face...he didn't feel bad he very well know what he is suffering from the moment he come out from OT
he just lost himself in stress n anxiety....he was literally walking back n forth for an hour in anxiety
he seriously..
crazily in love wid that girl..n there is no doubt in this
Dr john :- Mr thakur just listen to us we know u r tensed for your wife but I can explain u her condition can we sit n talk
n sid get come out from his zone.... listening his voice he came to reality...he was acting insane..... listening his words he realised the situation
n his steps get weaken....he was about to fall on floor but kaushal hold him.....
Dr john :- there is nothing to worry but still there is something u should know
kaushal :- I will send him in your cabin Dr....u guys go ahead
once they left towards the cabin which is in same corridor
kaushal utter holding him..his eyes are stuck on that OT door.. behind that door his lifeline is caged n he feel churn in his heart
kaushal:- bhai kya kr raha hai yar hosh m aa....we need to face this...to save her to protect her...right
Sid :- I want to see her...now...abhi...I want my Shehnaz back...right now... now..she is my baby yar....she is so fucking young to face this all Bhai....
he utter holding tears in his eyes n kaushal hug him
kaushal :- they said she is fine...just listen to them what they want to talk wid u....
Sid nod
n kaushal take him in mitali's cabin
he sit infront of them n mitali started
mitali :- we terminate that pregnancy successfully...there is no risk at all for this....the thing is that...her blood pressure dropped so suddenly but we...
Sid :- bang his strong fist on her table
she is doing fine mitali...she will be fine...am I right
mitali :- yes but she will take time to heal sidharth
Sid :- what does that mean
mitali :- her bp lowered down n that make evryone tensed but we somehow manage the situation....now she is stable she will take time to get back her consciousness coz of her continues fluctuations in bp... the matter for now is ...she will now bleed like girls regularly do in peroids but it will stay little longer than usual time
Sid :- how much
mitali :- normally it must be continued till 10 to 12 days like a heavy flow...but after that small spotting will continued till some more days but if the heavy flow continues then that's not a good thing coz she will fell sick....
Sid :- is that give her pain
mitali :- not much we operate on her... naturally abortion hota toh jada pain hota...cramps n all...but she will be fine after some weeks....just u have to check on her diet...she should take proper rest ..no stress no depressions ok...that will affect her mental health u know what I mean...we know she was not ready to loose that child....ask her..make her understand sidharth this is not end...she have beautiful future ahead....she can concive naturally any time she wants.....this is not a end....
n once she finsih her words
Sid rest his head on table sighing loudly
relaxing his heartbeats...that Dr wanted to share all this important things wid him only but he get panicked unnecessarily
mitali :- there is nothing to worry just make sure she come out from that trauma.... otherwise things will get worst coz stress can increase her uterus problems
it's like her new birth sidharth...she will feel the things that girls usually feel after postpartum....just take care of her as much as possible
Sid nod wiping his face
Sid :- she will be fine...I promise
mitali smile looking his crazy side ..n his insane love for her...
Dr john :- really sry for the loss me thakur....but this decision is good...if we will continue this may she face health issues at 3rd trimester....n off course that down syndrome of that baby...that will be not a good decision...I wish u guys cope up wid this n come out from this...may god give more strength to u both....
Sid give small smile to him
Sid :- I want to meet her...now
mitali nod although it's not allowed to meet anyone in OT but she knows his condition..he will die if they stopped him to meet her for even a single second
Sid nod n went outside....
kaushal ask him what they said n he explain in shortly....
kaushal :- that means her health can be better if we take proper care right
Sid nod
kaushal :- tu faltu m dar Raha tha bhai...dek sab sahi hai....ab tak sab sahi hua hau...aage bhi hoga
Sid :- zarur Hoga...hona hi hai...iss bar bat meri jaan ki hai....uski zindagi ki hai...jo meri hai
kaushal smile patting his shoulder
Sid entered inside the OT
his eyes fall on her sleeping figure
n he cry
he loosen his self...giant strong man like him shattered watching her laying between the machines n wires....
his eyes fall on her chest...which is raising n falling down frequently
he take steps closer near her wiping his own tears
n he place his palm slowly on the place where her heart is beating
n feeling her Heartbeats....his heart started to beat normally
he just feel he got back his Breaths again
he move that same plam upside cupping her face he bend down n rest his forehead on her.....
alone tear escaped n dropped on her cheek....
so much happened in just 2 days....
he actually cursed that city which always gives him bad memories....
he wished that he would not go there...then nothing happened to both of them....
Well what was supposed to happen happened
Sid :- I love you Shehnaz....I love u so much meri jaan....plz get up n hug me ...I am dieing for ur warmth....plz give me.....plz hold me....
he slip his head aside n digged his face in her nape.... smelling her skin
that actually calms down his nurves.....
he nuzzle his nose there n gently place his dry lips on her skin there....
that was so sensual yet so gentle.....he feel the goosebumps on her skin... finding his effects on her he feel like to kiss her..suck her lips...just drink her sadness n give her happiness
can't able to surpassing the urge that raised in his heart....
he lift his head up.... rubbing his cheek on her....he kiss her skin on the way towards her lips
n there he touch his lips on her soft one
this is first time he is feeling her lips on his
he just press his lips on her... didn't move...nor suck....just feeling her soft ones against his dry one he feel immense peace
his Breaths are falling on her upper lips....n he is inhaling her breaths...
he gently lift his lips little up n look towards her face....
n looking her closed eyes....he parted his lips little n touch her lips again... making her lips wet he close his eyes....his tip on tongue rolled on her lips outline....he give small suck on her lips....
n lifting his lips again...he utter on her lips
Sid :- just get up meri jaan...I want u .... badly
n Shehnaz move her eye balls the lids are still closed
he rest his head on her chest.... he close his eyes... entagled her fingers wid her.....
her pillowy melons are comforting him....
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After sometime.....they shifted her in room
kaushal ask him to get fresh n have food...but he just denied...he didn't left her for second....the moment he met her in OT after that kiss he just sit there staring her....nurses are doing there work....n he was doing his... adoring her....
he almost confessed all his feelings to her in his mind.... talking to her sleeping figure....he spend his whole time holding her hand
after coming back to room....
she slowly open her lashes....n found her hand is in strong hold of huge plam
he is sitting beside her bed.... resting his head on edge of bed....
she turn her face n look him....
she slowly lift her Needle pierced hand n place her plam in his hairs.....
feeling her fingers in his hairs he open his eyes in an instant....
n lift his head ... looking towards her face
n he watch her gaining her consciousness back....she blink her eyes
n sid without wasting time stand up n hug her sleeping figure
his face is exactly inside her nape
she close her eyes..... feeling him
Sid :- I was so scared mera baccha....
he kiss her cheek tightly....she is still laying closing her eyes
Sid :- u ok...right?....let me just call dr
n he is about to lift his face up but he feel her hand around his nape.....
she hug him.....
she herself was so fucking scared ...she is mentally broken....she need him as much as he need....
Sid stayed there....n rub his thumb pad on her cheek bones
Shehnaaz:- b...baby
Sid understand what she is trying to utter
Sid :- shhh relax....don..
Shehnaaz :- he...left us
she utter near his ears n he tighten his hold on her
Shehnaaz:- sidddhhhhaarthh
listening her painful voice....
he lifted his face n cup her face
Sid :- that has to be happened haina Shona...we know the situation right....it's ok...ur fine...this is not a end baby ...
she hold his plam n place it on her now flat belly....the slightest curve she used had is gone completely
Shehnaaz:- he left us
now she utter clearly.... without stuttering but the scary part is she utter without any expressions....
he bend on her face there noses touched n they both close there eyes
Sid :- that's destiny meri jaan...it's ok....we are fine together...right....
she open her eyes which have slightest of tears....n she look his face from so near
she agai utter the same thing but this time in dizy state
Shehnaaz:- he...le..left
n she close her eyes again falling uncouncious coz of medicinal drugs effect
he can feel her pain through her words....
Sid's pov
she is so broken...how can I make her understand that we are together in this....how can I help her to overcome this pain....I can't loose u mera baccha I will make everything better again....
he kiss on tip on her nose lovingly
finally after listening her voice after so many hours he feel calm....
his mind get relaxed
kaushal come wid her n his belongings....which sid ask shalu there maid to pack her stuff n kaushal did Sid's packing....
Dr suggested the diet chart n according to that only he ask shalu to prepare food for her....
they ask him to not feed her once she get up....they will start from something like soup or just cup of hot milk with protein powder
after discussing all things wid mitali taking her off duty timings for himself he eat her brain untill she explained him everything he finally returned back in her room...found kaushal there
Sid's eyes are puffy coz lack of sleep
kaushal ask him to get some rest until she wakes up but he denied
thinking what if he goes in deep slumber n she need him..he just saw how vulnerable she was just sometime before
in late evening when no one was there in room...just sidharth is sitting as usual near beds edge holding her hand ... reading articles on internet about post abortion care....
he feel she already opened her eyes sometimes before when he was lost in reading...n looking towards ceiling without blinking her eyes
he throw aside his phn n cup her face
she is still looking at one place...
he get scared looking her weird behaviour.....he knows she is in trauma...but this ..is scaring him
Sid :-hey meri jaan
he utter oh so lovingly n she break her gaze n look towards him
Sid :- ab kaisi hai meri jaan ki tabiyat....
he ask caressing her cheeks
she turned her face otherside
Sid stand up settled beside her....
Sid :- baby...what happened
she didn't turned
her plan is caress her belly
n sid notice that
he put his palm on her belly...n rub gently the place above her stitches
Sid :- just pour out whatever u have inside u mera baccha....I am here to listen u...to hold u
she still didn't look at his side.....
he bend n lay beside her on small place holding her from her belly n digging his face in her nape
Sid :- Rona hai ro le....m hoon hu tuze sambhalne.....
n that's it....she sob loudly turning her face otherside
loosing all control on herself she cry... really really painful cry escape from her mouth.....
Sid tighten his hold on her shaking body shading his own tears in her nape....he also reciprocate her in pouring out feelings
she cry in guy wrenching sound that sid started to kiss her jaw line exactly below her ear...
Sid :: it's ok....shhh relax...
he utter to calm down her.....but she shed tears for failing as mother....this is what she is feeling
she cry coz of her little mistake she loose her precious baby for whom she is ready to fight wid whole world
her reason of living just left her......
Sid :- ur tears are hurting me baby....
Shehnaaz:- I want to die....muze bhi jana hai plz ....
n sid pull her more in his hug...his arm around her melons tighten
Sid :- Don't say like that..... everything will be fine soon...
Shehnaaz:- I want to go wherever my baby is gone sidhaaartthh
Sid :- he will meet u...me...us...very soon baby...I already feel this ....
Shehnaaz:- why this happened wid me sidharth....whyyyyyyy
she cried holding her belly
n sid kiss her nape..... softly....
she get clamer than before....
Sid :- may be something beautiful is waiting for u....kuch accha pane k liye thoda dard sehna padta h na ....
Shehnaaz:- I don't want anything on cost of him.....he took my heart away wid him....he just kill that Shehnaz
Sid :- no ..no plz don't say like that.....I know one strong girl who always fight wid me for right things...she is the strongest girl who is ready to face this world alone...she can't get shattered.....she is the most strongest girl that she thought about her child's health n take correct decision....ur strongest mother meri jaan....
n she look towards him when he take out his face from her nape....
Shehnaaz :- sachhi
n he kiss her forehead
n nod in yes....
Shehnaaz:- what kind of syndrome is that...did I really save him
Sid turn n streching his arm he harb his laptop from side table....
he sit straight n play one one video
Sid :- see this type of syndrome mitali is taking about
he showed her some NGOs vdo n she saw the childs.... wiping her eyes
Sid :- dekh pati tu apne bacche ko aise.... possible hota hamare liye usko itne dard m dekhna....trust me...we take good decision baby ....
n Shehnaz lowering down her face sob again....
Shehnaaz:- hamre hi bacche ko q hua ye....
Sid :- there is an science behind everything Babu....Dr already ur are not physically ready for the child....that time I was blind wid my brother's love so I just focus on baby not u....fool i was that time....u also think about his last symbol..
we made mistake there only......well it's ok there is no reason to think those things again n regret...it's just we save our child meri jaan
n Shehnaz lowering down her gaze again cry.....
Sid rub her shoulders
Sid :- let's cope up wid this....let's come out of this together shona....
she just snuggle her cheek in his palm....
he heard knock on door
nurses come inside informing it's time to change her sanitary napkin
they ask Sid to go outside n wait which he did
the first thing he ask when he come inside about her bleeding to nurses which they said that was heavy than usual
she feel little embarrassed asking about her bleeding...but that's fine...this man already saw her panty n he is doing this out of care she didn't find this wrong..she don't have anyone for her who will take care...she have only him
after sometime kaushal entered along wid isha ....
Isha :- hey Shehnaaz sry to heard that ..how are u now
listening her sad n sympathy tone she just nod without any expressions
she is trying to get normal
kaushal :- hey sherni kaisi hai ab...
listening his Cheering tone she smile slightly n nod..
Sid ask nurse to serve her food...
but she instantly denied....
Shehnaaz:- man nahi hai
Sid sighed looking her thinking how he make her understand
kaushal :- sidharth ke liye khale yar...wo khud kal se bhooka hai...
n Shehnaz look towards him who just lower down his gaze folding his arms on his chest
she try to sit
but before she did that sid n nurses run to help her....
nurse :- be careful.. stitches are still fresh
Sid :- can't u just ask me to help u Shona
listening this Isha knitted her brows n look wid worry filled face to Sid .....
they help her to sit which she said thanks to them wid her small nod
one nurse holding soup come there..
Sid grab that n taking spoon ful near her lips.....ask her to have in eyes
Shehnaaz:- when u will eat then
Sid :- just after u finish eating...I promise meri jaan.....
n Shehnaz have that unwillingly
later kaushal cracks more jokes to lighten everyone's mood
Isha was all silent watching Sid's craziness for shehnaaz
he is taking care of her like treating a glass doll....
she get more worried coz she knows what will be the future of them if they actually share something serious
Isha :- Sid u have ur food I'll help her
Isha was about to take bowl but kaushal stopped her...
he knows how sidharth was behaving when Shehnaz is inside OT few hours of distance he couldn't tolerate n here she is thinking she will ask him to leave Shehnaaz...hell no...that crazy Hulk like man will get mad again if Shehnaaz gets away for a second now....
sidharth didn't hear her n Shehnaz was lost in her thoughts but kaushal pull Isha outside
Isha :- kya hai....
kaushal :- mar khayegi sidharth se kisi din
Isha :- q
kaushal :- Abey yar....he is doing his job tu rehne de
Isha :- that's not his job....nurses are there....
kaushal :- oye andhi Patel ab tak nahi samji....uncle aunty ne bachpan m complain nahi pilaya....dimag chota hi reh gaya tera
n Isha slap him on his arms
Isha :- kya samjna hai muze jo tuze samj aaya
kausal :- tu nahi samjegi...chod
Isha :- waise ye hua kaise...n shit that contract....uska kya...kya ab sid usko jail bhejeg... according that contract...if something happens to child she will have to face court...aisa hi tha hai na...
kaushal hold his forehead n utter
kaushal :- Isha ..meri nadan bacchi...jaa office sambhal...
Isha :- kutte tu bhi chal 2 din se akele sambhal Rahi hu sab kuch wo toh busy hai pampering krne m...tu toh chal....
kaushal sigh n go wid her feeling energy less to argue wid her....
here after feeding her sid help her to lay back n she ask him to have his food which he did...once he finishes she fell asleep coz holding her sleep from so long...the effect of medication are strong....
Sid kiss her forehead lovingly....
Sid's pov
I know ur broken...but I will make our selves more beautiful jaan....I promise
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Days started to pass
after complete 6 days....mitali ask them to fill discharge papers
in whole 6 days...he was sticked to her.... taking her good care.... from feeding her time to time to.. checking on her bleeding flow....
at night her bedsheets used to soaked in blood stains he stayed up all night taking care of her...call nurses time to time.... to change her sanitary napkins....to her first walk after operation..he was there holding her strongly in his arms n taking her care....in morning used to help her in get ready...then regular routine goes for diet...then he used to read books n she listen....later to just distract her whenever in between she sob remembering all things he console her paitently....
she literally cried after evry hour at some days...but he handle her maturely....
sleeping holding her.... giving her to many kisses on lips when she fell asleep... stealing lip kisses is now his favourite thing to do wid her.......n waking up holding her in his arms is best thing for both of them....she at first hesitate but when she come to know she needs this most...she allow herself to drench in his warmth n care ....she find strength from him n he get his sukoon in last 6 days....
in whole 6 days she speak less but slowly getting normal....only in his presence.....
she ask nurses to call him if he went to talk wid mitali on her everyday reports
she feel nice when he was around her whole complete day n night
He ask his office peon to grab there things n put in car trunk
Sid :- I'll back jaana after talking to mitali ok....
n she nod as usual
he smile slightly n went kissing her forehead
in this 6 months he didn't force her to behave according to him
..he is giving her much needed time n comfort n she is actually healing
Sid entered inside Dr cabin
Sid :- u called me mitali
Dr :- hmm sit ..
Sid had sit n she utter
Dr :- how's she doing I mean mentally..is she alright...is she responding u well
Sid :- better than before
Dr :- good ...as I said It will take time....but I wanted to tell others things also....
Sid :- regarding
Dr :- her sex life..
Sid :- that didn't started yet...she didn't said yes....wo Haan nahi bolegi tab tak m kaise kr sakta hu
Dr :- u didn't tell her about ur feelings
Sid :- soon I will...once she come out from all this
Dr :- ok whenever u will just remember one thing she is still healing n it will take more time...so conceiving again so soon might cost on her health....so...so just use protections I mean condoms...that will would be the safest option....
Sid :- yeah I will... don't worry will buy whole box on the day she said yes....
n mitali laugh loudly where he smile cheekily.....
hugging eachother they said good bye...n sid thanks her thousands times for giving her precious times to his over worried self for shehnaaz's health
after coming out from her cabin...
he entered in there room
she was sitting on bed edge.... looking towards the floor
Sid :- chale meri jaan...
n she nod ..n about to stand....but he carry her in bridal style....
Shehnaaz:- m...m chal lungi I am ok now....
she clutch his shirt from shoulder
Sid :- when u have me then why would u do trouble to ur soft feets.....ur king is at ur mercy my queen....
he utter in high pitch dramatical tone n she chuckled
thinking he might me micking the character from book which they are reading from past some days
this is the first time she chuckled....n sid kiss her forehead
they started to walk....
where those two nurses who are appointed for shehnaaz smile looking tej couple
they literally saw a crazy man n his crazy kinda love for shehnaaz in all those days ....
they used to discuss about how lucky she have him....
when they are walking in corridor...all look at them...
she feel little awkward...but he is enjoying attention n comments
he is holding his love in his arms n there is no need to think about others
they finally settled in car...n there journey started.....for there home....
After sometime they reached at there parking lot
Shehnaaz smile slightly finding batra n her daughter in law are there....
she is holding some piece of indian bread n water
once Shehnaaz get down from car
she hug her ....
mrs batra :- bura laga oye jab sidharth ke dost ne bataya sab kuch....
Shehnaaz look kaushal who is there....
mrs batra :- ab kaise hai putar
Shehnaaz smile slightly n nod in yes....
her face is as it is pale....but still she is trying to be normal for sidharth...she saw him taking to much efforts for her...
later mrs batra rotating around her head that bread n water remove evil eyes from her ( Indian way to remove evil eyes)
Shehnaaz feel her eyes gets teary.... getting homely vibes
this is so much overwhelming....she thought she don't have anyone
but wrong she was...she have her new own small family
she look mrs batra ..pooja....kaushal n then Sid...her biggest strength
she have her people....
pooja hug her
mrs batra :- waheguru jaldi teri god firse bhar de ...m toh mattha tek aaungi putra...tu fikar na kr
n here her smile dropped
but before she get hurt she feel Sidharth is holding her by arms tightly
she look at his face n he blink understanding her....
pooja :- sab kuch sahi hoga Shehnaaz...
she just nod...but look at her full grown belly
n sudden pain raised in her heart
she recall what sidharth once said
" tu bhi bahot cute lagegi jab Tera bhi baby bump hoga"
that was her dream to saw herself in mirror wid her grown up baby bump....
Sid :- baby ..
n she come out from her thoughts wiping her corner of eyes
he whisper
Sid :- u ok meri jaan
n she nod hurriedly hiding her pain.. don't want to disturb his state of mind again wid her tears....
pooja :- tum kabhi bhi gahr aa sakti ho Shehnaaz...jab ye aayega....tab tum bhi ana iske sath khelne....
mrs batra :- sahi kaha beta...bacha toh rab ki den hai...agar chin liya toh bura na man...dega bhi bahot jald hi wo...wo bhi sabse sundar sabse pyara....bilkul sidharth ke jaise
n kaushal laugh loudly
here Sidharth n Shehnaz widen there eyes....
Shehnaaz tried to remove his grip from her....but he didn't loosen his grip
Sid :- I knew it aunty u like me...
mrs batra :- oye tu toh hai hi Sona Munda ..dekhna tum dono ka agla baccha ladka hi hoga wo bhi tere jaisa....
Sid :- lekin muze toh iske jaisi ek pyari si princess chaiye....
haina meri jaan...
n he kiss her forehead infront of all
kaushal hooted for them...mrs batra laugh shyly covering her mouth watching them..n pooja blow whistle
pooja :- oye hoye Shehnaaz bhaiya toh bade romantic hai yar...aisi hi romance raha na...jald hi good news bhi aa jayegi ...
mrs batra :- na oye...Samy de teri votti nu....bacche vacche krne sari umar padi hai
n Shehnaz blush so hard coz Sid is looking her wid intense eyes n she didn't know why...she is feeling butterflies in her stomach coz of his gaze
kaushal :- wah aunty ur so cool...aj kal kaha aisi hoti hai sabki soch....waise apki koi beti hai
n mrs batra turn wid grmpy face...this question he literally asked many times to her in single day....
here sid is still looking towards Shehnaaz....who is all red listening this
she trying hard to not smile but it come when he wink looking at her.....
she thought he is joking to pretend they are husband n wife as they lied in there building....
but she didn't know he was serious...damn serious when he said that....
let's see what will happen in next part...
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