R-18
He held my cheek and gently caressed it, he wiped away my tears. The way he held me seemed to make me feel better.
"That's why I'm here, bae. I'm gonna fix everything okay hmm? Stop crying now I'm not leaving you again." He assured me.
That make me feel better after hearing his words. I nodded him before put my head on his shoulder in that position. He held my waist gently he fix our position to comfortable one and that's better.
I faced his neck and spoke to him. "Tell me." I said in low voice that only him can hear.
He gently caressing my back.
"Remember what i said to you before leaving you alone?" He asked me.
I remembered that even what he says to me before leaving me without any words. I nod at him as answer. He sighed before speak again.
"What I said that time is not what your thinking." He said.
Inalis ko ang ulo ko sa pagkakasandal sa kanya at tinignan siya ng nagtataka, ngumiti siya ng maliit sa akin.
"I know what are you thinking, but i want to clarify again what I said back then."
I look at him waiting for him telling me what is it. Gaya kanina ay ngumiti lang siya sa akin. Nakatingin pa rin ako sa kanya, hinawakan niya ang kamay ko at 'yon naman ang pinagka abalahan niya.
"I want to end our friendship Zarein Naya." He finally said.
Shock can be seen on my face because of what he said. Magsasalita na sana ako pero agad din siyang nag salita.
"And that not what your think." He added.
He rubbed my hand and gently hold that as if it was a glass.
"What do you mean by that? You want to end our friendship because of what?" Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko mag salita.
Ang kaninang magaan na pakiramdam ay bumigat na naman, binawi ko ang kamay ko sa kanya at tinignan lang siya.
"It's not what you thinking–" he doesn't finish his sentence.
"Then tell me." I feel any minute right now that I'm gonna cry.
"Baby listen don't overthink hmm, ayoko na magpatuloy na maging mag kaibigan pa tayo." He said he hold my hand again.
Bumigat na ng tuluyan ang pakiramdam ko at ayon na naman ang luhang kumakawala sa mata ko. Nakita ko ang pagkataranta niya at agad na pinunasan ang mata at pisnge ko gamit ang kamay niya. He looked worried but I don't care.
"W-why? You don't want to be my friend? Nakakapagod ba ako pakisamahan? Ang tagal na natin magkasama Alas... W-we've been friends since child, then why do you want to end our friendship?" Umiiyak na turan ko sa kanya.
Nanatiling tahimik itong nakikinig sa mga sinasabi ko, maya maya pa ay hinawakan niya ang pisnge ko gamit ang dalawang kamay niya, he cooped my faced.
"I told you don't overthink to much that's not what your thinki–"
I removed his hand from my face and look at him.
"Kanina ka pa sabi ng sabi nyan! Paanong hindi mag ooverthink yung tao hah! Para ka namang tanga eh. . ." I sobbed while telling that to him.
I heard his chuckled so i quickly look at him, he was smiling at me.
"I was about to say but you cut me off." He chuckled.
Pinunasan niya ang luha ko at tinignan ng kabuuan ang mukha ko. Hanggang sa dumako ang mga mata niya sa labi ko.
"I..." Lumunok siya bago tinignan ang mata ko.
Hindi ako sumagot sa kanya at hinintay siyang magsalita. Nakatitig lang siya sa akin, humigpit ang pagkakawak niya sa baywang ko.
"Alas. . ." I called him.
I stopped from crying now.
"I like you." Suddenly he said to me.
Hindi ako nakapag salita at tila ba napipi ako ng marinig ang sinabi niya sa'kin. Sobrang tahimik sa loob ng sasakyan niya at ang tanging naririnig ko lang ay ang paghinga namin kasabay din ng malakas na pagtibok ng puso ko.
"I like you Zarein Naya, no I've fallen in love with you."
Nahigit ko ang hininga ko ng bigla niyang hapitin ang baywang ko papalapit pa lalo sa katawan niya.
"W-what?" I stuttered.
"I want to prove myself to you, that's why i told you to end our friendship because i wanna start something with you." He said.
He held my face. "Can I court you?" He asked me.
He asked me!!
Hindi ako nakapag salita, nauubusan ata ako ng sasabihin. Hinihintay niya ang sagot ko pero wala akong maisagot sa kanya. Lumayo ako ng kunti dahil natatakot akong marinig niya ang tibok ng puso ko.
"You like me?" I asked him.
"Yes," he answered.
I see from his face that he relieved from something.
Huminga ako ng malalim at tinignan siya. Sa totoo lang ay para ding guminhawa ang pakiramdam ko, naging kalmado na.
"Rein? Baby... It's okay if you don't want to answer that I'm willing to wait." He carries my back down to my waist.
Umiling ako sa kanya at dahan dahang ngumiti. "You can," I said to him.
He look shock somewhat because of what I said.
Natawa ako ng mahina sa reaction niya pero agad din napatigil dahil sa uri ng ginagawad niyang tingin sa akin.
"You let me to court you? Are you not disappointed because of what I said?"
Umiling ako, 'yon ba ang naiisip niya? Natuwa pa nga ako eh.
"I'm not disappointed Alas... I was just shocked."
Nahigit ko ang hininga ko ng bigla niya akong yakapin at siniksik ang ulo niya sa leeg ko.
"I'm happy Rein," he said. "You don't know how happy I am right now."
Yinakap ko siya habang naka siksik pa rin ang mukha niya sa leeg ko. Tinanggal niya ang mukha niya doon at humarap sa akin.
Mas lalo kong nahigit ang hininga ko ng hinawakan niya ang batok ko papalapit sa kanya. Huli ko ng marealize ng maramdaman ang isang malambot na dumampi sa labi ko.
I stiffened, holding onto his shoulder tightly when he moved his lips to mine. He kissed me deeply and I felt him squeeze my waist which caused me to open my mouth as his kiss deepened, I didn't realize that I was going along with his kiss.
His tongue became naughty inside my mouth. He almost went around every corner of my mouth and I moaned softly because of that.
"A-alasmhmm..." I moaned softly in the middle of our kiss.
He tightened his grip on my waist and his hands moved around. One of his hands was on my neck and supporting me. The two of us kissed deeper and deeper when he let go. We were both out of breath.
"I love you," he said.
Napangiti ako at ngayon ako naman ang kusang humalik sa kanya.
He was still surprised when I kissed him but that also disappeared when his lips moved again, his lips went down to my jaw and kissed it down my neck. I tightened my hold on his shoulders and raised my head to give him the way to kiss me.
His hand on my waist moved to my legs and slowly put his hand inside my silky night dress. His lips on my neck went to my shoulders and pressed that kiss before looking back at me.
Mapungay ang mga mata niyang nakatingin sa akin. "Baby," he whispered.
"Wanna feels the ride baby?" I said attractively to him.
His eyes widen and my lips formed into a naughty smile.
"Silly." He squeezed my legs tightly.
"Why you don't want?" I naughty said to him.
Inayos ko ang pwesto ko sa pagkakaupo sa lap niya pero habang inaayos ko ang upo ko ng hawakan niya ng mahigpit ang baywang ko at tila ba pinapatigil ako.
"Stay still don't move." He said hoarsely to me.
My eyes widened as I looked at him when I felt something strange below me.
"Alas..." I called him.
Taimtim nito akong tinignan seryoso ito.
"Hmm?" He answered.
"Are you okay?" I asked him.
"Yes just don't move baby. He said sofly.
Instead i slightly move my waist that made him groan, he look at me like he warning me but i don't mind instead i move my waist again to his.
His breathing became heavy because of what I did, his grip tightened even more. I was about to speak when he grabbed me with a kiss that I immediately responded to, it was deep I let out a low moan as his kiss went down again to my neck and shoulder. The atmosphere inside the car suddenly warmed up.
"Alas mhmm!" I moan suddenly when he sucked my neck.
I held tightly to his shoulder, his hand became mischievous on my body. He put his hand completely inside my night silky dress now I can feel his warm hand caressing my back. His lips moved and landed on my shoulder. I saw him bite the garter of my dress and slowly take it down using only his mouth. He did the same thing, even though now he saw my bra.
I felt my face turn red, he looked at it and looked at me with a playful smile on his lips and I immediately turned my face away from him.
"You're so beautiful baby," he whispered on my ear.
"B-bolero."
Narinig ko ang mahinang tawa niya, nahigit ko ang hininga ko ng halikan niya bigla ang panga ko.
"Let's stop here before something i can do to you." He said.
Pinatakan niya pa ng halik ang balikat ko bago ibalik ang straps ng night silky dress ko, hinalikan niya din ang leeg ko kung saan niya hinalikan ito kanina. Namumula na ako ngayon dahil sa ginawa naming dalawa.
Hinawakan niya ang mukha ko at pinaharap sa kanya. Inayos niya ang buhok ko na naging magulo dahil kanina. Tahimik lang ako habang pinapanuod siya. At ng matapos ay tumingin siya sa akin at ngumiti sa akin.
"Ayokong lumagpas doon, i have respect on you rein." He carries gently my hair.
My heart punded, napangiti ako ng wala sa oras at niyakap siya sa leeg siniksik ko ang mukha ko sa leeg niya kaya agad ko naamoy ang pabango niya.
"I like you too," I said. "Alas," i added.
I felt him stiffen so i look at his face.
"You w-what?" He said while looking at me with his sparkle eyes.
I giggled. "I said i like you too."
"W-wow..." He said unbelievable.
He look at me like i was the most precious thing he have in this world.
Tinignan ko ang labas at nakitang maliwanag na, tumingin ako sa kanya at ganun pa rin siya nakatingin pa rin sa akin at marahan pang nakabukas ng kunti ang bibig niya. Dahan dahan ko iyong sinara at kasabay non ang pagpatak ko ng halik sa kanya.
"I'm gotta go, i have class. Uwi ka na rin take some rest hmm?"
Bigla siyang bumalik sa katinuan at tinignan anh relo niya. Bumaling ang tingin niya sa akin and he kiss my forehead.
"Sunduin kita mamaya, let's date after your class." He smiled.
Tumango ako sakanya habang nakangiti. Umalis na ako sa pagkakaupo sa kanya at kinuha ang phone ko.
"Uwi ka na, take some rest. Ayokong makita ulit yang mukha mong pagod na pagod okay?" He nodded at me.
Binuksan ko na ang pintuan ng sasakyan niya at bumaba nang makababa ay sinilip ko siya sa bintana at kumaway.
"Bye Alas." I wave at him before turning back to him.
But i heard my phone notif something so i look at it.
From: Alas
I love you.
I smiled as I entered the building.