Searching for the Answer

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This is a compilation of stories involving childhood abuse and trauma through a first-person impactful perspe... Περισσότερα

Welcome to Reality
My Story
The Beginnings
7 Year Suicide
Melissa Mavelly/Greenwelle
A Watch & A Clothespin
Dragged Down Block
Face Grab
Yelling in car
Hot Checks
Jonathan Greenewell/Dad
Birthday Spankings
Father DUI and Money
Father Takes Rare Coins
One Jonathan's Rehab
Drunk Dryer Door Break
Drunk Dad Wrecks Rim
Bryce Greenwelle
Bryce & Mom
Baseball Window X10
16 Slit Wrists
Grandmother's Final Breath
Losing It All
Money & Food
She's Mean To Me
Father Burger Place Seizure
High School Graduation
Cancer Fundraiser
Mother Dies of Cancer at 53
Grandfather Head Split
Jane Mavelly
The Final 2 Weeks
Jane, She's Gone April 1st
Her Final Breath
Jonathan's Confinement age 12
Father Wall of Women
Bryce Drunk Ativan Granny
Molly
Do Something with Your Life
Harold Mavelly
Dumpster Dive
Herald Threatens to Break Leg
Sally Sentinence
Parental Failure
There was no Medicine
Grandpa's cough medicine
Car Door Finger Slam Break
Kindergarten
Why Won't You Make Eye Contact?
Dreams Denied and Derailed
500 Not Given
3rd Grade Torn Ligament
Car Wreck
Father Screaming
Disney World Dropped Smile
Soccer Glasses Break
Swing Dissociation
Time with grandparents not spent
Mean to Raji
Shop Class/Industrial Technology
Roosevelt Latin Kings
Tennis
Middle School Father Tennis Tournament
Motorcycle Class
Christmas Pain
Writing Articles
Tennis Shoes
Last Place
Simpleton Senior Year
She's Mean to Me
Northwest Parkway Room Not Touch
Northwest Mom 6 Months to Live
Final Moments at Northwest
Glasses and Blurry Vision
Final Thanksgiving
High School Graduation
Senior Gifts Inequality
Bennington Public School System
Cancer Fundraiser
Grandfather Inconsiderate
Jonathan's Reflections
Trying to Help Jonathan After Melissa's Death
Father Return to Ohio
Ohio New Student Conference
Damien & Jen
Archie Davidson 1st Time Smoking Cannabis
Retail Associates
Ohio State Hospital & Others
Bryce's Call to OSH
2nd ST OSH Counselor
OSH Stories
Basketball Music and Clouds
Strattera
Ohio State to Arkansas State
Arkansas Graduation
Gardening
Grand
Bennington, Arkansas
Comfort Care
Car Broke Down
Tommy & Amanda
Bryce Starts Lawsuit
Arbitration
WWJD
Torn Ligament Father Cry
Going Fishing
Teeth
Wisdom teeth
Moving in with Damien
Father Delusion
Garage Sale in Durham
Jonathan locked key in car buying beer
Wellbutrin Seizure
Lawn Care
Lawsuits in Bennington Arkansas.
Hayden Parsons?
Elementary School Sing-A-Long
Fruit Loops
Arbitration Missing Feeding Granny
Every Cop is Bad
Defenseless
Pharyngitis Ruins Shop Trip
Senior Year Shoes
Childhood Over at 15
Contact Lenses
ST Helmet Break
Nothing is Fun: Lake
Silence from this Point Forward
Go Kick Chuck
Tabasco not Ketchup
Swing Hits Head Stitches
Haircuts
Jack Moves to Perry
Neighbor Insane
Father Says He'll Fix the Lawnmower
Dad Wears Heely's
Ohio State Hospital People
Bo Austin State Hospital
Todd & Gabriel Logic
Cathy 2nd stay mid early twenties.
He'll Swing on You
Poverty & Shame
Bathroom Products Stolen
Men Are Trash
Wells Fargo Mother Fraud
2008 Storage Unit Lost
Drug Dealer
Weed Checkpoint
Tyler and Jordan
LSD
Southside Recovery
Tainted Weed Supply
Kratom
Evan Smith
Evan Takes Rent
Jeff
Norman Mavelly
Damien ST
Cynthia
Canton
No Sex Talk Around Me
Can't Handle Physical Touch
Cathy Simpleton Throws Away My Medication and Belongings.
Carleton Is Mean
Understanding Melissa Now
Bryce is not a Man
Brother not Hiring Disabled
B- End up on streets
You Can't Sing
Harold and Bryce Diaper
Church
Disney World Easter Gifts Taken
Raji
Charlie
Getting Arrested
Brother Disrespects Women
Cynthia & Bennington Brainwashed via Bryce
MHMR Tyler?
Tyler and Jordan Drug Dealer
Carleton
Mother Keeps Fundraiser Money
Bruised Ribs
New York Return Hate
Father Flash Children
Ripping out IV
Father Trying to See Daughter
Brother Selfish
Bryce Movies Blockbuster
Bryce Expecting My Money
Gatti's
Disney World Sister Tooth Ache
Family Game Night
Anna
Shop Class/Industrial Technology
Abbacus
Damien
A Big Mistake
Never had a girlfriend
It Would Have Been Nice/It Was Nice

MHMR Tyler?

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MHMR Tyler?

After spending three months in Jefferson state hospital in 2015 I used the fact that I would oblige to be a part of the most extensive care system that the local MHMR had in Oakridge Ohio as a bargaining chip for my release. The final visit with the doctor I faked a smile and tried to appear cheerful as best as possible. I also used the fact I thought going to rehab Southside Recovery immediately after OSH as a secondary chip. So finally, after three months living with the mentally insane I was approved to be released and driven directly to Southside Recovery

When I arrived back in Oakridge I was staying with the Simth's again when one day shortly after I had returned to Oakridge We get a knock on the door and it is a male and female that work with MHMR that were there to explain to me the ACT team. Being under this care meant weekly visits with a person below a counselor and that I was only given enough medication for a week because of the possibility that I could overdose on my meds. They provided a pill separator and would arrive at the Smith's every week to distribute it.

So going further, the only way I could see myself succeeding in finishing my degree at Ohio ST was through the medication assistance, primarily Ritalin. The guy let's call him Tyler, told me I could get it prescribed as he was dropping me off at the gas station down the road per my request once our appointment at MHMR was concluded. When I was about to exit the vehicle he said, "I can convince the doctor to give you Ritalin if you go back to school or find a job." This was a guarantee he would promise me, yet later on the written report to cover himself he wrote "I promised nothing because at my level of employment I can't make promises, I never said that to Michael"

Anyways Those were the two requirements to be on an add or adhd medication, you have to first have a job or be enrolled in school. This made no sense to me because I needed the medication to help me get back on track and into school and to find a job. Anyways because of Tyler's telling me that, I went ahead and went through the process of re-enrolling in ST to complete my junior year. I was completely unprepared and was in a terrible living situation, and I had to apply for a second chance at completing my junior year because I had withdrawn something like three times, and I was both fortunately and unfortunately approved.

At the appointment I had with the doctor a day or two before classes began Tyler was in attendance as well as some female that was also on the ACT team. When I told the doctor that the only drug that has ever helped was Ritalin he told me he refused to prescribe it, and placed me on ridiculously high doses of two other meds and when I tried to plead my case he got up and left the room. If only the care in Bennington was on par with the care in Rochester, I could have lived a completely different life on a completely different set of medications.

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