Searching for the Answer

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This is a compilation of stories involving childhood abuse and trauma through a first-person impactful perspe... Lebih Banyak

Welcome to Reality
My Story
The Beginnings
7 Year Suicide
Melissa Mavelly/Greenwelle
A Watch & A Clothespin
Dragged Down Block
Face Grab
Yelling in car
Hot Checks
Jonathan Greenewell/Dad
Birthday Spankings
Father DUI and Money
Father Takes Rare Coins
One Jonathan's Rehab
Drunk Dryer Door Break
Drunk Dad Wrecks Rim
Bryce Greenwelle
Bryce & Mom
Baseball Window X10
16 Slit Wrists
Grandmother's Final Breath
Losing It All
Money & Food
She's Mean To Me
Father Burger Place Seizure
High School Graduation
Cancer Fundraiser
Mother Dies of Cancer at 53
Grandfather Head Split
Jane Mavelly
The Final 2 Weeks
Jane, She's Gone April 1st
Her Final Breath
Jonathan's Confinement age 12
Father Wall of Women
Bryce Drunk Ativan Granny
Molly
Do Something with Your Life
Harold Mavelly
Dumpster Dive
Herald Threatens to Break Leg
Sally Sentinence
Parental Failure
There was no Medicine
Grandpa's cough medicine
Car Door Finger Slam Break
Kindergarten
Why Won't You Make Eye Contact?
Dreams Denied and Derailed
500 Not Given
3rd Grade Torn Ligament
Car Wreck
Father Screaming
Disney World Dropped Smile
Soccer Glasses Break
Swing Dissociation
Time with grandparents not spent
Mean to Raji
Shop Class/Industrial Technology
Roosevelt Latin Kings
Tennis
Middle School Father Tennis Tournament
Motorcycle Class
Christmas Pain
Writing Articles
Tennis Shoes
Last Place
Simpleton Senior Year
She's Mean to Me
Northwest Parkway Room Not Touch
Northwest Mom 6 Months to Live
Final Moments at Northwest
Glasses and Blurry Vision
Final Thanksgiving
High School Graduation
Senior Gifts Inequality
Cancer Fundraiser
Grandfather Inconsiderate
Jonathan's Reflections
Trying to Help Jonathan After Melissa's Death
Father Return to Ohio
Ohio New Student Conference
Damien & Jen
Archie Davidson 1st Time Smoking Cannabis
Retail Associates
Ohio State Hospital & Others
Bryce's Call to OSH
2nd ST OSH Counselor
OSH Stories
Basketball Music and Clouds
MHMR Tyler?
Strattera
Ohio State to Arkansas State
Arkansas Graduation
Gardening
Grand
Bennington, Arkansas
Comfort Care
Car Broke Down
Tommy & Amanda
Bryce Starts Lawsuit
Arbitration
WWJD
Torn Ligament Father Cry
Going Fishing
Teeth
Wisdom teeth
Moving in with Damien
Father Delusion
Garage Sale in Durham
Jonathan locked key in car buying beer
Wellbutrin Seizure
Lawn Care
Lawsuits in Bennington Arkansas.
Hayden Parsons?
Elementary School Sing-A-Long
Fruit Loops
Arbitration Missing Feeding Granny
Every Cop is Bad
Defenseless
Pharyngitis Ruins Shop Trip
Senior Year Shoes
Childhood Over at 15
Contact Lenses
ST Helmet Break
Nothing is Fun: Lake
Silence from this Point Forward
Go Kick Chuck
Tabasco not Ketchup
Swing Hits Head Stitches
Haircuts
Jack Moves to Perry
Neighbor Insane
Father Says He'll Fix the Lawnmower
Dad Wears Heely's
Ohio State Hospital People
Bo Austin State Hospital
Todd & Gabriel Logic
Cathy 2nd stay mid early twenties.
He'll Swing on You
Poverty & Shame
Bathroom Products Stolen
Men Are Trash
Wells Fargo Mother Fraud
2008 Storage Unit Lost
Drug Dealer
Weed Checkpoint
Tyler and Jordan
LSD
Southside Recovery
Tainted Weed Supply
Kratom
Evan Smith
Evan Takes Rent
Jeff
Norman Mavelly
Damien ST
Cynthia
Canton
No Sex Talk Around Me
Can't Handle Physical Touch
Cathy Simpleton Throws Away My Medication and Belongings.
Carleton Is Mean
Understanding Melissa Now
Bryce is not a Man
Brother not Hiring Disabled
B- End up on streets
You Can't Sing
Harold and Bryce Diaper
Church
Disney World Easter Gifts Taken
Raji
Charlie
Getting Arrested
Brother Disrespects Women
Cynthia & Bennington Brainwashed via Bryce
MHMR Tyler?
Tyler and Jordan Drug Dealer
Carleton
Mother Keeps Fundraiser Money
Bruised Ribs
New York Return Hate
Father Flash Children
Ripping out IV
Father Trying to See Daughter
Brother Selfish
Bryce Movies Blockbuster
Bryce Expecting My Money
Gatti's
Disney World Sister Tooth Ache
Family Game Night
Anna
Shop Class/Industrial Technology
Abbacus
Damien
A Big Mistake
Never had a girlfriend
It Would Have Been Nice/It Was Nice

Bennington Public School System

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Oleh ShawnGreinert5

Bennington Public School System

When I was around sixteen years old I was spending the summer vacation in Bennington Arkansas with my grandparents. I wanted to get a job and start making money, but after applying to multiple positions available throughout town I was unsuccessful. Then one day my grandfather suggested we try Harrison's Grocery the grocery store right down the road, and so we went. When I asked about available positions they said only in the deli department and I was too young to work there. After I had been informed there weren't any options and before my grandfather and I left we happened to run into the head of the maintenance department for the Public School System, Mr. Thomas. My grandfather had taught him in school in their youth so they had a good relationship.

After the two of them greeted each other and smiled and laughed, my grandfather informed Mr. Thomas that we were trying to find me a job for the summer. Mr. Thomas immediately said "If he wants a job, I'll hire him." It is from this chance interaction I became employed, further emphasizing the saying my grandmother would repeat in regards to life. "It's not what you know, it's who you know."

I originally believed I was going to work on the moving crew given the school system got a large Grant requiring replacement of most furniture pieces and that's what Mr. Thomas had told my grandfather, but the morning of my first day I was told to be at Sunrow elementary at 7:00am I found out that that wasn't the case and instead I was a janitor. This was my first real job and I was very hardworking and didn't complain once at the tasks assigned to me. At the end of the day I had half an hour to forty-five minutes to vacuum 10-15 classrooms which the physical strain of doing so made me lose hearing in my right ear and I was dizzy and light headed to a degree. This started happening every day and I just dealt with it, my mind was much stronger than my body, but I was also young then. Thing is they just had too high expectations and rather than let them down I worked to meet those expectations which inadvertently affected my basic physical function and bodily control. After working at Sunrow for a month Mr. Thomas informed me that they could hire me on with the moving crew if I wanted a change from custodial work. The head custodian at Sunrow, Marven, vouched for me saying I was an excellent worker and so I was done with Sunrow and onto moving furniture with other high school kids.

Being part of the moving crew was a bit nerve-wracking on the first few days given I had no idea where to go and who to meet, they just said to arrive at the central location at 7:00am. When I arrived there were a couple kids already there in the breakroom. They kept to themselves, didn't greet me, but we were all sixteen so that wasn't a learned behavior yet, at least not of mine.

The first day I worked the boss Coach Matthew he turned to me in the van and said "Hey welcome to the moving crew, today you're going to get paid a lot of money doing absolutely nothing." He was right. The cafeteria department needed some woodwork done on their dock which required a higher set of skills than us kids so it was just Coach Matthew and coach Tyler spending hours fixing it, while myself and about 8 other kids sat and watched and hung out.

After the first day we got into the actually moving I enjoyed the job. Not because it helped get me into shape and add muscle, but it was fun socializing with the other teens and joking around with the Coaches. Coach Matthew especially. He was a biology teacher during the school year, drove the bus, and worked all summer with the maintenance department, he was a very good guy and I trusted him.

We became fairly good friends and ended on good terms given I was the hardest worker on the crew. A year or two later I contacted Coach Matthew to see about a job recommendation or using him as a reference and he agreed saying "Any way I can help you I will." Truly a good guy

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