Thoughts

I think I'll never gonna see u again. I don't know.
   You were a light in my life. You were joy and excitement. I missed your eyes, your smile. But i am still scared.
I hate being coward. That's really shit. Having no courage...
You look like a cold person but i know that you're not. I missed our eye contacts. What else that i can miss.. (
I'd wanna know everything about you. Which music you've listened, which movies that you've watched. Thinking about one person but knowing nothing about him..
~I swear the god the voices wouldn't shut up~
i thought my feelings was gone. Apparently they're still inside my heart..
I'm gonna cry.. Is there any chance that i can see u againn?
Cause i really need you.
Burning smth inside my heart. I wish i had a courage. I wish...
They said: "out of sight out of mind"
But why am I still thinking about you, remembering you, looking for your eyes... Damn it hurts. It really hurts so much. It's 03:32 but I'm awake and writing this things. I wish you're okay, you're happy. And your eyes smiling.
  And thinking about me if you remembered...