"Gussa toh aapko humpe aaya hai na Siya, aap apne aap ko kyu dukh de rahi hai?
Dard Dena hai toh hum haazir ho jayenge, apne aap ko chot pohochake aap humare saath sath khud ko bhi taqlif de rahi hai.
Pata nahi hai, kya galti hai humari par maafi maangna chahte hai. For your tears, those are falling, for the pain you are feeling, for anything I have done that harmed you in any way, Forgive me Little Dove. Don't hurt yourself for somebody as low as me..., I don't deserve so much."
Tears filled my eyes, I stared ahead wiping them angrily I screamed like a maniac, "WHO IS THIS?!"
I tore the note away angrily, throwing it away as more tears fell from eyes. "WHO ARE YOU?" I sobbed, "What have I done to you?! Why are you ruining my family?!"
I threw the bouquet away, "You said why hurt myself? WHAT ARE YOU DOING THEN HUH?"
"Kehte ho khud ko taqlif na du, toh kya karu?!" I roughly wiped those tears screaming, "Kaha Ho?!"
"Chhup ke kaaiyaro ki tarah taufe deke kya saabit karna chahte ho?!" My knees felt weak, I slumped down back on the bench holding my head in my hand. My character was doubted upon, my family left me, I sobbed. "S-stop this. I am b-begging you."
My voice growing smaller and smaller with each words as my tears made a louder noise. I cried, "I-i..., I am not that kind of girl... l-leave me alone."
"Bas kariye aap, Siya."
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Seeing her crying, Yuvraaj couldn't stop himself. He spoke in a soft voice, "Bas Kariye aap, Siya."
Hearing his voice, Siya's head lifted up confused. Looking at the tear stained face, a sigh left Yuvraaj's lips as he kneeled down beside her sitting form. His hands moving up to wipe her tears before he suddenly stopped. His hands fisted he looked at them before taking out a handkerchief.
He looked at her softly, with a pained expression. "Ab aur na roye, please. Galti ho gayi humse, humara gussa apne aap par na utare aap." His hands wiped her tears from her cheeks, using the napkin. He didn't dare touch her.
Siya stared at him shocked, not able to belief that it was him behind everything. Yuvraaj sighed, looking down. The one good thing God gave him, he decided to fuck it up as well. The smiling girl, who made him smile he returned the favor by making her cry. He looked at her with a regretful expression, he spoke up, "Mujhe Aapko hurt nahi karna tha..., Mai toh sirf---" his words were cut off as a slap landed on his left cheek.
The stinging sound that was left behind, rang in his ears. He looked down standing up as she held him up with his collar, he looked at Siya who stared at him angrily. "If I say sorry, will that slap stop stinging?!"
Yuvraaj lowered his head, I deserve it for hurting you Siya..., Let me feel your pain if it makes you free of it.
"Little dove, I really am sorr--" Another slap echoed, as Siya screamed, "Will your sorry change anything?!" Tears streaming down her eyes, she looked at Yuvraaj.
Yuvraaj's eyes looking up at hers, softened as he stopped himself from touching her. It would only make her hate him even more.
Siya yelled, "Maa, Papa and everyone! They think I am having a secret relationship with a boy!" The rolling beads from her eyes, which she roughly wiped using her kurta's sleeves. She spoke up, enraged, "My character is doubted upon, because you kept sending gifts, shayaris and letters at my home!"
Tears that rolled down her cheeks, when she lifted her hand to wipe them again he stopped her not able to handle her rough behaviour. He shook his head pleading, "Siya, please don't be so rough to yourself..., You are hurting yourself." He held up his handkerchief, careful not to touch her as he wiped her tears that made her only more angry.
She jerked his hands away, "Do not come near me!" She warned. She used her hand to wipe her own tears, "Do not even dare!"
She pushed his hand away when he advanced forward to help her when she lost her balance. He stared at her hurt, when she gritted out. "I thought it was my brother..., My brothers that were gifting me those things...but you."
She looked at him accusingly, "You knew they weren't. You knew I would never accept your gifts, didn't you?!" He didn't. He did gift her, almost as if her family was gifting her but none of his intentions were harmful.
"Today Maa asked me, demanded to know who it was with whom I had tainted their reputation." Siya stared at Yuvraaj, with fiery eyes, "B-bhabhi...," Siya choked on her breath, crying. "B-bhabhi a-asked me how far I had taken t-the relationship." She sobbed, hitting him. "What did you gain?! Ruining my reputation within my family, WHAT DID YOU GAIN?!"
Hearing her cries, Yuvraaj couldn't control himself as his hands lifted enclosing around her as he felt his heart breaking hearing her words. How could he be so careless?
Yuvraaj had been a man who had everything handed to him on his commands, all his actions were always very straightforward. When he saw her craving something, just wanting her to be happy he handed her everything that he could to make her happy but somehow he forgot how his actions would be affecting her life.
Siya hit him continuously, crying. "M-maa, papa fought because of me! You ruined everything Rana Sa!"
All her blames, her hits, her anger he silently took all of it. His eyes never strayed apart, he punished himself by forcing himself to stare at the pain in Siya's eyes. All her tears prickling his chest like needles, all her accusations like stabs in his gut, he waited and listened all of it. His punishment for making her cry.
By the time she quietened down the night had fallen upon. He looked away, trying to stop his emotions on showcasing on his face.
Siya on the other hand was utterly exhausted. Her tears having drained her, she felt her knees going weak as she stood on Shaking legs. Yuvraaj cleared his throat, seeing her condition he spoke up. "Siya...its very late. You need to go back home." Hearing his words, Siya looked towards the sky stunned before she quickly moved to get back home. All her pain forgot, Siya worried about her father. He must be worried.
As soon as her feet took a step she felt herself losing balance and Yuvraaj was quick to hold her shoulders balancing her. Siya jerked his hand away, pushing him away she gritted out. "Don't you dare."
Yuvraaj pulled his hand away, he pleaded, "Siya..., Please sit in my car, I will quickly drop you off." She will hurt herself if she walks all this way.
Even after listening to him, Siya continued to walk struggling with every step. Her eyes glaring every time Yuvraaj tried to help, making him step back.
Siya walked, when suddenly she felt her world tilting. Spinning of it's axis, as if the gravity pulled her towards the ground a gasp left her lips. Suddenly she heard a panicked voice, "Siya!"
Arms wrapped around her, and she felt him support her weight. She weakly tried to push him away, "Leave me."
Hearing her words, his eyes narrowed almost sternly. When even after her saying he didn't listen Siya struggled, "L-leave me! I w-will--"
"Chup, Aap chup rahe, Siya." He sternly commanded. His heart still racing from the panic of her suddenly collapsing. She must be really tired.
"I'll drop you off, and no arguments." He declared, making her eyes widened as she struggled. "N-no."
Paying no heed to her words, Yuvraaj bent down, picking her up properly in his arms making her cry out as she hit his chest continuously, "Leave me, Rana Sa!"
Her hand lifting to slap him, one, twice, thrice before she felt herself being placed in a seat. She lifted her hand again to hit him but Yuvraaj caught her wrist. "Respectful, Siya." His words carried seriousness of a king, that suddenly made her freeze. He stared at her with narrowed eyes, speaking up. "Siya, pasand karta hu aapko, but that doesn't mean you forget whom you are speaking with."
When Siya lifted her other hand to slap him, he pinned her hands above her head making her gasp. The distance between them had reduced suddenly, but still Yuvraaj maintained a respectful distance.
He wouldn't dare disrespect by getting close to her, without her permission. Still, He couldn't let his self respect crumble. He was a born, true blooded king for him to be slapped like that was simply unacceptable. He stared at her, and he spoke up.
"Siya bas, You are crossing your limits."
Siya glared at him, "You crossed the boundaries the moment you decided to send those gifts."
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One for Solo_Pearls and _purplesky12 cuz they are sweet even though the goal wasn't complete, I wouldn't keep the chapter way too far away because they are COMPLETE sweethearts hehe.
Your author is sick lol, prolly won't even come online for a few days, unless it's for reading. So the goal is 25 votes and 10 comments. I am sure you'll complete this one, it's not that harddd