Trigger warning for potential rape (since not consent)
We got some fluff here from our dom daddy Levi Shmevi
Word count: 2340
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You made your way to the women's locker room with a fresh pair of clothes. It was really late and you couldn't sleep, plus, showers always relaxed your nerves and helped you think. You lifted your hand to grasp the door knob but to your dismay it was locked. Huh. You looked away with a frown. Where else could I bathe? Your eyes caught a sign that read "Shared Shower Room", and you walked over to find it open. Inside was bright white, steamy and hot and a small, pleasured shiver went up your spine when the warm steam made contact with your skin. You closed the door behind you before making your way to a bench and setting your clothes down before noticing the sound of another shower on. Someone else is up? You didn't pay them any mind as you stripped your dirty clothes off and threw them into the dirty bin before stepping into one of the showering stalls. You quietly hummed a phonky toon as you squirted some shampoo onto your hand and began washing your hair. The shower was extremely comforting and relaxing, and it was the only time you let your guard down to a more relaxed state. You grabbed a bar of soap and scrubbed your body to free yourself from dirt because of training all day.
I wonder how Mary and Bella are holding up? I really hope Danny hasn't done anything to them. And Kyle... a slow sensation of loneliness settled into your stomach like a pit. I miss him. His betrayal had bothered you more than you expressed. You really did trust him. Love him. You tried to push him out of your mind but to no avail. Does he miss me? He would've made an amazing soldier here. You quickly finished up your shower and put on your underwear before grabbing a clean towel from the overhead cabinet and stepping out the stall, your mind still on Kyle. You remembered how his brown eyes sparkled when he talked about the overground. He would really like it.
Suddenly your eyes widened when you noticed the Corporal seated at one end of the bench with a towel covering his waist down, and shaving foam on his chin and cheeks while he held a razor with one hand. His eyes were focused on you before he blinked away. Clenching your grasp on the towel wrapped around your body, you gulped before walking over to the mirror to brush your hair. You had to admit... the way his wet hair plastered to his head and water droplets covered his body was hella hot.
"I heard you barely talk to the other Cadets, y/n," he blandly told you without averting his gaze from straight ahead. "I heard Shade never talked either." He got your attention and you stopped brushing your hair. "..be careful, someone might put two and two together." Was he actually being helpful? You turned to him to see him nonchalantly staring at his reflection while removing some shaving cream off his face with the razor.
"I-uh... thank you I guess. I didn't think of that." He didn't answer. You softly bit your lip and turned back to your hair.
"You're going to join my squad soon. You'll have time to practice with us before our next expedition." You nodded but didn't say anything else and you saw him look at you from the reflection.
"You might want to be careful. Titans are very dangerous creatures..." his voice had a strange edge to it. You just nodded again. He angrily stood up. "You've had less training than all the other Cadets. You've never even seen a titan before." You nodded once again which caused him to storm over to you, bracing yourself before turning around just in time to see him grab your arm and jerk you towards him. A small gasp escaped your lips.
"Listen here little shit, when I speak to you you give me more than a small nod," his eyes bore into yours and you were very aware of his tight grasp. "That is disrespectful. I don't waste my breath on something so worthless just to be dismissed." Anger bubbled inside of you at his insult.
"Okay my king," you saltily spat back, "I'm sorry my king, I'll be sure to answer you with words and not gestures next time, my king." You jerked away from his grasp and went back to detangling your hair. He dumbfoundedly stared at you before crossly storming next to you.
"Your sarcasm is not advised y/n.." he warned as he glared at the brush in your hand while you brushed your hair. You just shrugged and stepped to another mirror. You saw him clench his fists right before you were grabbed and thrown against the bench.
"Ow!" You shrieked as you acknowledged your throbbing waist from where the impact landed. Levi stepped towards you with crossed arms.
"You better learn to respect me, Cadet," his words were sour as he reminded you of your title.
"Dude, just leave me alone. I don't even know why you're talking to me, honestly. I just came here for a nice shower and not for some idiotic baboon to be running his mouth over every little thing." You saw his nostrils flare and he lifted you up by your arms.
"Now listen here-'' you pushed your fingers against his lips and mouthed 'shh'. He averted his gaze to your hand with a surprised expression before opening his mouth to say something else, but you shushed him once again. Wow, his lips are so soft and smooth... you acknowledged.
"It's late. I'm tired, you're tired, let's just forget this and go to bed." He glared his eyes before shutting his mouth and nodding.
"Maybe you're right. It is late." You sighed in relief and were about to pull away when you felt him grab your hand. You expediently turned back. "That is why you are going to come with me to my nice, cozy room, and fall asleep." You furrowed your eyebrows. He couldn't be serious.
"Excuse me? No, I'm going to go to my cozy room and I'm going to fall asleep in my own bed." You tried to pull away but his grip was solid and hard. You looked up and met his hard, serious eyes.
"Let's go," he finalized as he dragged you towards the door, but you stood your ground and harshly jerked away.
"Uh-uh. Are you out of your mind? I'm not even dressed!" He stared at you with an uncaring expression then reached out to grab you once more. You managed to jerk away just in time but he was able to grab onto your towel, which to your horror, unfolded slightly. His eyes widened and a harsh blush settled onto his cheeks as you shrieked and tried to cover yourself once more. You pulled the towel and tried to snatch it out of Levi's grasp, but then you lost your balance and fell to the wet ground with a slippery thud.
"Ow..." you groaned as you lifted your head. Levi was staring down at you with his mouth slightly ajar and awfully wide eyes.
He was holding your towel.
Your face froze in realization.
"Oh shit!" You cursed as you tried to hide your almost naked body by getting up, but to your terror, falling back down. Levi made a weird noise. Your face was burning and your heart was speeding at millions of miles per hour, you had never been as humiliated as you were right then. Suddenly the door made a noise and both your eyes whipped to see what the commotion was. Someone was coming in! Levi quickly whipped around and grabbed you then zipped into a stall at lighting speed. He managed to close and lock it just as the person entered. The audible noise of the sink turned on and the person grunted as they (hopefully) washed their hands. Levi was barely breathing from next to you, and his eyes were fixed intently on the stall door in case the person decided to take a shower. You just stared with wide eyes as you tried to cover your body the best you could. After a few moments Levi slowly averted his eyes to adjust them on you but you harshly pushed his face away. His eyebrows furrowed and he grabbed your hand to take it off his face but then decided against it.
Uh-uh, you thought with an awkward shake of your head before you realized he couldn't even see you do that. Instead you breathed out a sigh while still holding his face to look the other way. I can't believe this is happening. You slightly relaxed your tense shoulders then suddenly became very aware of how the Corporals body was pressed up against yours...
Oh shit- You could feel the way his chest rose and fell with each breath, and you could feel small waves of heat radiating from his well-toned, not to mention still wet, body. You had never blushed more.
Then, just as fast as it happened, the person left. You let out a sigh of relief and lowered your hand but looked at the Corporal, who was concentrating on the door, and felt humiliation and embarrassment cloud all your other feelings. He quickly glanced at your face before clearing his throat and looking away. You had never heard him stutter before.
He started, "Um," while scratching the back of his head. "I- I like your body?" Very consciously, you opened the door and slammed it on his face, locking it before he was able to get out.
"Hey!" He growled and pounded on the door, but you very happily ignored him. You would pay anything to forget this event. You looked for your clothes at the spot you left them but they weren't there.
"Where are my clothes!?" You demanded as you turned to his stall door and knocked on it once. No response came from the male. "Aye I know you did something to them. Where are they!" Audible shifting was made and before you could react, he opened the door and pulled you in, swiftly locking it then looking at you with crossed arms. You were splayed on the little bench thing inside the stall and you scrambled to get up but he pushed you back down.
"I complimented you, Cadet. I gave you advice, Cadet." His eyes were hard and full of authority as he watched you pathetically try to hide yourself. "I spared you the humility of a random person seeing you almost completely nude, Cadet. And what do I get in return?" Your heart felt like it was in your throat and you didn't look at him, still covering yourself with your hands.
"Okay, I'm sorry. Maybe I was a bit rude. Thank you," you quickly glanced at him and looked away, "for uh, saving and complimenting me, I guess-" Your voice was quick and rushed because your anxiety was at all high as you desperately wanted to leave, but you squeaked when he grabbed you and slammed you against the door.
"It's too late for any sorrys, y/n. It's completely obvious that you are an uncaring, selfish, self-centered and ungrateful person." His glare sent a shiver down your spine, and not because of the fact you were almost naked trapped with him...
"I- I said I'm sorry, Corporal. I'm not sure there is anything else I can do besides apologize-"
"Bullshit." He interrupted and covered your mouth, leaning in next to your ear. "I even keep your secret... and this is how you repay me. I wonder how bad it would be if they found out your secret identity, right?" Your heart beat faster. "Maybe you'll never get to see Mary or Bella? I wonder what happened to them," he added as he loosened his grip enough for you to talk but not completely. "It would be a shame if Danny found them, would it not?" You clenched your fists and blinked back a tear. How did he know about them?
"I have my ways, Cadet," he basically voiced your thoughts, "I know people. If you forgot, I grew up in the underground too. I know how to get my information." Your heart beat in your chest.
"H-" he mimicked your earlier actions and tauntingly shushed you with his finger.
"Shh," he whispered. "It would do you good to listen to me from now on. I know things you'd like to hear. Like, say... that Kai's alive?" Your world stopped.
"What!?" You shouted but was shushed by him again.
"Don't speak unless I tell you to." You bit back a smart retort and just nodded. He licked his lips while slowly lowering his gaze to observe you... You tried to push him away but he held his ground and kept you restrained.
"Y/n..." he breathed before forcefully averting his gaze.
"Come on. It's late, I'll let you go to bed." He shuffled his hair before stepping out, holding the door for you. You took a shaky step out and muffled and grunt when his hand made its way to your waist, and he gently stroked your skin. You whipped away.
"In my room," you angrily told him while grabbing a clean towel to wrap around your body. You could feel his stare and you tried your best to ignore him.
"I really did mean it when I said I liked what I saw.." you huffed and quickly turned away then stormed out the room, towel and all. You prayed everyone was still asleep and nobody would see you like this.
Once you made it to your dorm you quickly shut the door and fell to the ground. What a day. You decided to avoid Levi at all costs. But what did he mean about Kai being alive? You softly bit your lip. You were going to find out.