seungmin misses minho so much that it was actually so bad
minho always say that he was too busy with practices that he can't pay even a little of his attention. at first seungmin didn't dig on it, because he can see that he was really stress about the dance, but the more he observe minho, the more he actually notices that minho wasn't busy with something but rather then someone...
Han Jisung
they are practicing the dance for case 143 (stream btw) and seungmin kind off struggle a lot with the dance steps and stuff and minho would be the one to obviously teach him but when he need minho the most, it was always in the wrong timing as possible. seungmin couldn't ask felix and hyunjin because felix is teaching someone else while hyunjin was on break because of his hand
and minho...? well the minsung 'couple' were just talking and doing nothing. seungmin didn't even try to bother the two. it really does look like they are perfect for each other. seungmin couldn't help but feel worthless, useless, untalented compared to jisung.
he just watched felix teach someone from a far and tried to learn the move by it. it did kind of worked, making seungmin proud of himself.
he then heard chan's voice "where are you guys going?" seungmin looked at chan and saw him looking at some one at the door, making him as well
"me and jisung will go out for a bit an have lunch" said minho
"bring seungmin with you, he hasn't eat breakfast yet too" seungmin suddenly looked at chan and at the two, seeing them looking at me as well
"no, no, no, I'm ok. I needed to learn the step properly too. I think they should go together alone" seungmin said denying the offer chan said
"it's ok, I don't if you tag along minnie" said jisung
"I don't care if you mind or not, I just don't really want to eat right now"
that led into an awkward silence.. even felix stopped
"uhm- well, if that's the case... ok. you two are off" chan let's the two go out and turned to seungmin
"you know, that was really mean seungmin"
"the what?" seungmin was confused at what he did wrong, because according to him he didn't do anything
"saying you don't care if they minded or not"
"well, sorry, I guess"
"you don't sound sorry"
"because I'm really not? what did you expect?"
"why are you being like this?"
"like what?"
"grumpy and mean"
"because I can? look, just because I look happy all the time that doesn't mean I should be"
"I want you to apologize to jisung and minho later"
"why would I?"
"you were being mean to them, specially jisung"
"no."
"what?" everyone was caught off guard by seungmin
"you don't want me to get mad at you seungmin, do we now"
"I really don't care what you do to me anymore. be mad, hit me, shout at me, I don't mind"
"seungmin just say sorry to chan hyung pleasee..." felix begged seungmin not wanting seeing chan angry
"NO. I SAID, I DON'T WANT TO"
"don't yell... oh noo" jeongin was scared for seungmin
"you know what? just let seungmin be a little bitch" chan glared at seungmin, and if being honest, that scared seungmin
"you can ask hyunjin to teach you the steps, because I'm not letting felix near you for all I care"
"that doesn't really bother me though" seungmin said talking back
"seungminnie hyung, please stop talking back to chan hyung" jeongin said once again
"I-" before seungmin could talk the door open
"we're backkkk~~~" it was minho and jisung we a bag of food
"let's all eat" everyone gathered around the two, but one... seungmin
instead of going to the two to get is food, he went out the door. he didn't know someone followed him. seungmin was heading to the rooftop
when he got there a hand grab his wrist. he looked at the person...
"minho hyung..."
"I- why are you here? aren't you suppose to eat right now? I bought you food" minho said as he slid his arms on seungmin's waist, now back hugging the younger
"I'm not hungry" seungmin said as he removes minho's arms from his waist and just looked at the view... it was 4pm, sun was going down
"why did you do that seungmin?"
"do what?"
"why did you remove my arms? I just wanted to hug you"
"I don't know... don't feel like hugging"
"but you like my hug, doesn't matter what you feel"
"I just don't what to right now"
"but you always complain when I don't hug you or kiss you or touch you enough"
"I'm fine now. you should go now"
"I'm not going if you don't go"
"then I'll go" seungmin walked back with minho thinking he was going back to the dance room but he got confused when seungmin when straight to the elevator to go down and out
"where are you going?!" minho yelled at seungmin before the elevator door closed
minho sigh deeply, thinking what he did wrong for seungmin to be like that. minho when back to the dance room to tell the others that seungmin went home first
~ 1 WEEK LATER ~
seungmin hasn't talk to anyone that much, he would only talk when needed. he started feeling guilty for yelling at his chan hyung, so he has been looking extra gloomy.
right now seungmin wanted to go down stairs because he was hungry. he saw chan in the kitchen
"hey seungmin" seungmin was confused... was chan talking to him?
"hi..."
"why do you look so sad for the past days?"
"hyung... I'm sorry for yelling at you last week, I didn't mean to. I have been feeling guilty for shouting"
"that's ok seungmin. I appreciate you saying sorry to me" seungmin ran to chan and gave him a hug with chan of course accepting it, who was he to deny it
"now that's over with, I would like to ask something else"
"what is it hyung?"
"why did you and minho break up?" what.
"what...?"
"I've been hearing around the company that minho and jisung are back together. some even said that they swore they saw minho and jisung kissed in the dance room"
"I- uhm... we didn't break up officially though?"
"what...?"
"yeah... I guess he indirectly broke up with me then"
"are you ok seungmin?"
"yea... I'm fine"
"maybe you should talk to minho about it?"
"where is he?"
"living room?"
"I'll go check"
seungmin headed to the living room to see minho and jisung cuddling
"seungmin!" jisung said, surprised
"can we talk?"
"who?"
"all three of us" seungmin sat down on other couch across from the two
"ok. are you guys back together?" the two looked surprised by the question that seungmin asked
"uhm- you see-"
"is it true that you guys are back together? chan hyung told me that a lot of people in the company see you guys being flirty. he even said that people also saw you guys kissing in the dance room the other day. is that true?"
"look seung-"
"just answer yes or no goddamnit" seungmin just wants to know the truth . he's tired being played around.
"yes-"
"ok. so you cheated on me?"
"I'm sorry minnie"
"you could've just told me that you don't love me anymore, instead of cheating on me. you could've broke up with me first, I would have understand in better" seungmin was trying his best not to cry in front of them but couldn't help but tear up a little
"uh anyways, congrats on getting back together, I guess? I knew you were made for each other" seungmin walked off as his fat tears started rolling down his face
~ 1 MONTH LATER ~
"is it just me or is seungmin not taking care of himself properly"
"right?! I thought, I was the only one that noticed i-"
"I know you guys are talking about me" seungmin said as he walked down the stairs, looking so fine
"I know yall are worried for me but I swear, I'm fine"
"but look at yourself minnie, you are already so thin"
"I'm trying out a new diet hehe"
"can you please just eat normally?"
"I can't promise anything"
~ MINHOS'S POV ~
I've been trying to talk to seungmin for a month now and he just kept on ignoring me.
no. jisung and I aren't back together. before I can explain to seungmin about the kiss he just left straight up, I didn't get the chance to explain to seungmin.
I know what I did was very wrong and I admit, I am the one at fault. I shouldn't have kissed jisung, it was a heated situation and I feel so guilty, I promise. I just want my seungminnie back and I have been doing everything I can just to talk to him
~ ~ ~
the others are on the other house with 3racha, I think I'm the only one home, I'm not sure
I was walking down the stairs to chill in the living room, when I saw seungmin sitting in the big couch.
I ran to the couch and hugged him so tightly. I'm so happy we're alone right now
"uhm- hyung?"
"I miss you seungmin, please talk to me again. I can explain everything, just give me a chance, please." I was tearing up, wanting to have my boyfriend back with such desperation
"I don't know, hyung... you did hurt me really badly"
"I know, I didn't mean to"
~ 3RD POV ~
seungmin took a look at minho's face and was surprised, minho is really crying
"sure, I guess?"
"you'll let me explain?! really?!"
"yes. make it quick, before I change my mind"
"ok so I think chan hyung was the one that told you I kissed jisung, right? well, when we were together, whenever jisung gets anxious or gets panic attacks, I would always kiss him. the moment that chan hyung saw me kissed jisung was because jisung was getting to anxious, like sure anxious about something. I think it became a habit of me kissing him, without realizing, I had already kissed him. I'm sorry seung. I know my reason is kind off dumb, and I understand if you don't want to forgive me" minho was a sobbing mess, seungmin almost felt bad. almost.
"are you done?" seungmin's answer shock him
"wh-what do you mean, minnie?"
"that's your reason? Ok, I get it, force of habit. but I have let myself go just for that reason? the others are getting worried of me and I know it's my fault, but are you serious? that's really your reason?"
"I know what I did was stupid seungminnie, I'm really sorry"
"I'm sorry also"
"wh-why are you apologizing minnine?"
"I can not forgive you that easily"
" I- I understand. thank you for your time though"
minho let seungmin go and got up from the couch, he slow started walking back up to his room until... he felt arms wrap around his waist
"you have to work for my forgiveness hyung" minho turned his head and looked at the younger
"seungminnie-"
"court me again hyung."
"dO YOU MEAN IT?!" minho has now completely turned his body to seungmin
"yes... if you really want me back, of course you have to work for it again hehe"
"I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU" minho spun seungmin around, whilst chanting 'I love yous' to the younger
"yall good now?" they heard voices at the front door. minho quickly puts seungmin down
"hi guys.... hehe yeah. we talked it out"
"I'm glad, because hell nah, I never want to see seungmin going through that every again. if you hurt seungmin one more time, I won't make brownies for you for a whole month"
"chill lixiee... hehe"
minho wrap his arms around seungmin once again, burying his face in seungmin's neck
"I love you so much seungminnie"
"ENGKKKK. no, I said you still have to work for it" seungmin unwrapped minho's arms from him
"ughhhh... you're so lucky I love you"