Enzo Romano
It is currently 5 am and I can't sleep, I keep thinking about last night. How she just snuck out like that. I get up and make my way to Angela's room.
I knock on the door and Gio opens, of course he is with her. We all saw that one coming. 'I need to talk to her.' I say to Gio.
'I know what happend, Angela told me all about it, but it's 5 am Enzo. Go to bed.' Gio says. This makes me mad. 'You and Angela are my friends, but also my employees, this is a work matter, so go get Angela for me Gio and don't let me tell you twice.' I am irritated, it's a long night and I need answers.
Angela comes to the door, she looks very tired and hangover.
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Angela and I sit downstairs, around the kitchen counter. 'Tell me everything.'
Angela starts explaining: 'it was all my idea, she mentioned that she never went to a club before.' 'We took a lot of shots and then...' Angela sighs.
'What? What happened then?' I need more answers and details.
'She needed to use the restroom, I payed in the meantime.' 'It took long, so I went to check and...' she pauses. 'And what Angela?' 'I think it's best she tells you.' 'Angela, you are going to tell me now, I am losing my mind here.' 'By the way, Victoria won't tell me so you will.'
'Okay fine,' she sighs, 'I saw her getting touched by a man.' I can't believe it. I just can't. 'I don't know what to do.' I state. 'Enzo, give her time, she was assaulted this isn't easy for her, you just need to be there for her.' Angela gives me her advice.
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After I talked to Angela, we both went to bed. I see Victoria sleeping so peacefully. Something happened and I wasn't there for her, it kills me more then it should. I put on sweatpants, it's too hot outside, I am not going to wear a shirt.
I lay next to her, I hear her breathing it instantly calmed me. I hate it, I hate that she affects me, even if I know her for only a few weeks I don't care, I hate it.
My hands snake around her waist and I pull her closer to me. God, the way her hair smells, the way she smells has me mesmerised.
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Victoria Romano
I wake up and see Enzo sleeping next to me, everything is a mess. The kiss was just wrong and embarrassing and than I fuck op so bad by going to a club while being married and now my husband is mad at me. I hate this, I didn't ask for any of it.
I go to the bathroom, a shower will help. Everything is so weird it's a fucked up situation. I step out and get dressed. I literally have the best outfits u can imagine.
Oh shit, I did something dumb, I posted photos of me on insta. The photos Angela took of me are nice but I just can't for many reasons. That was so dumb, I have to delete them. But would Enzo even see it? I doubt he has instagram.
I do my twelve step skin care routine, I really want te apply make up, but I think my skin needs rest. No, make up is not the problem why my skin breaks out, I hope.
I walk out and see Enzo sitting on the bed. 'I want to sleep in the guest room Enzo.' I say breaking the silence while breaking his heart. I see the hurt in his eyes but he covers it up quickly. 'Yeah, I'll take care of it.' He sighs.
I have no words for him, I want to say that I'm sorry but am I? I went to a club, I didn't go to a warehouse of one of his enemies. He is clearly overreacting, but I still feel like I'm sitting in this pile of guilt and I can't escape from it.
I don't feel like leaving this room, we both know that if I leave this room now, that I will be gone. He is still sitting on the bed, I was going to sit next to him but what's the point?
I sigh and leave the room, letting Enzo sit in the dark. I am hungry so let's fix that.
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Enzo Romano
She walked out of the room. She wants her own room? Fine, than she can have it, I don't care. I really don't care anymore. It's better if we have this distant.
In the mafia love gets you killed, or worse they kill all the love. Most of the time, the smaller mafias don't kill your love but the big ones, the ones you have to fear, they would kill everything you have and they would do it with pleasure.
I am the one of the bigger mafias, I don't fear anyone but you have to look out, you have to be sharp in this world. Luckily I grew up in it, but the ones that don't always fail by little mistakes.
The mistakes are the lives ones, so I think the distant will be the best for me and her. I take my phone and I immediately start talking to a maid. Moving all her stuff wouldn't be easy, but I don't have to deal with that.
I am going to take a shower, than I have to start the business calls. I put my Lana Del Rey music on, no one knows I listen to her. Can u imagine? A mafia boss listens to Lana del Rey. It is already weird to listen to music, but that I sing in the shower is something nobody can know and especially hear.
I let the water run while the song runs through my head.
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Victoria Romano
I went to see Angela but I heard a make voice in her room, I guess she wasn't alone this night. I wanted to grab some coffee but I forgot my phone.
I walked in the bathroom, the shower was running. I heard a voice singing, no this can't be. Is Enzo singing? ENZO IS SINGING IN THE SHOWER. This is the most funniest thing I have ever heard.
I hear West Coast playing, his deep voice sings every word, he knows it so well. Not gonna lie he is a good singer. I have already found my phone by now but I just can't walk away. I found this too cute to not be here.
The water stops running, so I guess it's time for me to run. The door of the bathroom door opens and the door of the bedroom opens. I walk out of the room and he in. I shut the door immediately, i hope he didn't see me. It would be awkward for him, but is was the one that is hearing him singing and just standing there like a creep.
I walk down the dark hallway, "Victoria" a voice that I recognise says. I turn around colliding in a big chest. Oh hell no, he knows I heard him singing but it's not embarrassing for me.
'Lorenzo' i say smirkingly. 'You gave me quite a show.' I laugh a little rethinking the moment. His face doesn't show slot of emotion, he knows how to hide it well. I am the best at reading facial expressions, and his face shows that he has lust. He is filled with lust. 'You better not tell anyone.' 'Or I will have to fuck it out of you.'
My throat is dry and my hands are clammy, but I can play this game too. 'I'd like to see you try.' And with that I walk away 'cause i knew he would get to fuck me if I was there one moment longer.
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Enzo Romano
After I gave the best shower concert, I get dressed and the moment I step out the bathroom. Oh shit. That little motherfucker. My tiny little motherfucker.
"Victoria" she turns around and bumps in my chest. So adorable. I wish she did that more often. "Lorenzo" she says with a sinister smile. She knows she gets to me. She is the most beautiful woman on this planet. Just the way she says my name is enough to get on my knees for her.
"You gave me quite a show." She laughs. God her fucking laugh, I would sing again if she laughs like that. The way she teases me with it. Of course I don't want people to know, but she wouldn't tell.
"You better not tell anyone." "Or I will have to fuck it out of you." This gets to her, I see the way her body reacts to me.
She walks away, the fucking audacity. I let her walk away for 10 seconds, before I snake my hands around her waist and pull her in my big chest again.
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Victoria Romano
I was pulled in his big warm chest again. I'm getting sick of this. Does he really care about all of this? No he doesn't. He sees me like some toy, or some arrangement to make mafias bigger.
"Enzo leave me alone." I sigh already tired and bored. "Give me one good reason." He whispers in my ear. The tension between us is thick. "Because its not like you care, you don't care about any of this." "So just leave me alone"
"What? What the fuck?" "You think I don't care about you, I have been trying so hard to make u happy because I can't even imagine how hard this must suck." "You think I don't care about you being sexual assaulted, I think about it day and night about how hard it must be for you."
I am stunned. There is this lump in my throat, and I am on the verge of crying. Every time I think about it m, I just try blocking it away. "Go outside and get in the fucking car." I don't even dare to speak up, he is mad. Terribly mad.
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IM BACKKKKKK AFTER MONTHS OF NOT UPLOADING THE EXAMS ARE OVER SO I HAVE TIME AGAIN!
Btw I am so bad at taking criticism so if I see one bad comment I will cry about it even if it's meant in a sweet way.
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