As the shocking realization hit Voldemort, a few minutes ago, he wanted to see you immediately but he knew that you would be less than pleased to see him again. And he wanted to tell you what he had gone through but it didn't seem realistic anymore, why would you care? the sound rang through his mind.
Harry was slowly making his way to the forbidden forest, he knew he had to do it but he was more scared than ever. He needed the final bit of courage more than ever he let the restruction stone fall closing his eyes wanting it more than ever, he opened his eyes to see the ghosted form of his mother. His father looked like a older version of him, Sirius was beaming, and she saw Luciana next to him with the most gentle gaze and next to her he saw Remus.
Lily stepped forward trying to look at his son lovingly, as though she was very hungry.
"You've been so brave sweet heart." Lily said smiling.
Harry felt a wave sadness for Remus the most.
"I'm sorry..." Harry started, "I never wanted anyone of you to die for me Remus your son.." Harry trailed feeling the worst for him.
"One day he'll know what his parent's died for someone will tell him, and he'll grow to be proud of us." Remus gently said, the next person Harry wanted to apologize was to Luciana
"Luciana I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything I'm sorry for what happened to you."
"I don't regret anything, I would do it all over again if it means to save all of you." She smiled kindly.
"I'm sorry you could never see your own daughter."
"What do you mean never saw her? I've seen her I've felt her cause I never left her did I?" Luciana eyes sparkled.
"I'm confused I don't want to die confused, I want to know...."
"Sometimes, the best thing to do is accept what is happening on Y/n I know what happened it was my fault to trying to get between them, they were always meant to be I should have tried to change him but I didn't...." Luciana replied again.
"But He t-tried to kill her." Harry persisted.
"But he regrets it so much doesn't he?" James smirked.
"Does it hurt to die?" Harry asked ashamed.
"No quicker than sleeping." Sirius said.
"Please.... stay with me." Harry said.
"Until the end." Lily smiled.
Harry closed his eyes and began walking, he opened his eyes and all of them were gone. Two death eaters tried to see as far as they could see to notice any sign of the boy-who lived coming there way but no signs.
"Still no sign." Dholov said.
"I thought he would come." Voldemort said softly, bitterness resembling in his voice still almost grieving you.
"And you thought right." Harry said as loud as possible before the last amount of courage would be gone.
Voldemort turned to look at Harry, and Harry could have sworn the red pitiless eyes had sadness and grief in them, "The boy who lived has come to die." Voldemort said trying not to show how these action was affecting him he had to do it but couldn't you stung in his heart. For the first time Voldemort wanted to die. Harry took a glance at Narcissa Malfoy who had circles underneath her eyes, her hair disheveled, and her eyes red and puffy from crying.
"Where is Y/n?" He asked sadness clear now.
"I know you know that she is alive." Harry replied.
Voldemort felt no difference weather you were there or not, would you ever give him the chance he never deserved, he had the memories of you and he could tell he had changed his attitude towards you he thought of the times when he met you for the first time when reaching the philosopher's stone, in the chamber of secrets, and in the grave yard where he wanted to regain his body just to see you again he had forgotten how you had kept him going when he was the weakest creature alive. How he would give you roses just to see you.
Over the time he tried to gain control of you, he tried to make you a property which you were not. He had hurt you, he had killed you and now he missed you. Why hadn't he kept the anger, hate how could he have ever hate you?
"My lord, My lord are you alright?" Bellatrix's voice broke his chain of thoughts.
He looked at Harry's calm face and raised his voice his heart being against it, "AVADA KEADAVRA!" Voldemort yelled in a blinding light for a moment and then it was gone.
Harry was on the floor motionless. Voldemort stared at his arch enemy and closed his eyes.
If he hadn't acknowledged it now he will now he misses you, you were the only one on his mind, and he hated himself for what he did to you, your screams, your pleas rang like a broken wind tape in his mind and he wanted to let go of everything but he wouldn't but now it felt wrong for him everything was wrong.
"Stay here all of you, I'll be back." Voldemort harshly said to his death eaters, no one dared to question him.
Voldemort disappeared in a mist and he knew exactly where you would be there was not mistake where you would be,
He landed on an overgrown grass field he knew when you both came here the outskirts of everything of Hogwarts and outskirts of Hogesmade. The lake still looked calm and peaceful unaware of the destruction going on or so it seemed....
You were huddled on the bench staring at the lake, everything felt so wrong to you to, you had never gotten over Voldemort you love him so much that it hurt, Loving him felt wrong but it was what you wanted the most....
"I want you the most to." You recognized the voice instantly but the last time you herd it was that merciless voice getting you killed.
You saw that he looked more human, the potion was working he was being restored except his eyes it was blood red he looked sad, his eyes didn't have any insanity.
"Right I forgot my mind defences fall weak when I can control my emotions..." You said tearfully.
Tom sat next you and he looked at you, you turned your face away from him.
"I can't bear my emotions anymore, I hate what I have done to you..... I would do anything to reverse it...."
"But you can't" You said softly, "You have always left me in a mess, That was the mess I liked... you had given me the butterflies in my stomach, I waited for you.... now I try to escape this reality." You said.
"I can't bear staying away from you, every minute hurts, I can't take control of anything when all I want to do is run away and I wish I never met you so that I could escape this pain." Tom said waiting for you.
"I can't take staying me for one more minute the moment this is over I want to die." You said crying.
"Forgive me Y/n...."
You looked at Tom who was already looking back at you the potion had been doing his job the snake like mask was replaced how he used to look when he was eighteen he was handsome and he had nothing but remorse.
"I can't and you know that you didn't expect my forgiveness."
"I know dear, I can't ever forgive myself you haunt me, your screams are the only things I hear at night, I wish.... I had treated you better." He admitted.
"Please Tom, don't put me through this again.... I can't go through one more break down."
Tom took your face which looked tired, strained, and he could feel you weak and burning you had a temperature he noticed your bruises and he could see your exhaustion.
"You have no idea what I've been through Tom, please let me go. please." You begged crying.
Tom had never felt so shattered before but, he knew it what you wanted. "Before that Y/n.... I love you."
You re coiled in shock. "Why?"
"I have no answer to that dear. I can't express it to you."
"I love you to..." You said scared.
He gazed into your eyes, "I'm sorry..." He leaned in near you, brushing your tears you stopped shaking when Tom held you closer to him, he put his forehead on yours and you closed your eyes feeling his breath on you,
"I love you." Tom repeated before he closed the space between you and met your lips you let yourself go. You felt him for the first time closer to you than ever, until then you stood right next to him and you felt him so far away yet, and now you were closer....
He kissed you slowly trying to hold it for a longer time, he pulled away and gazed at you. "I have something to tell you.... Here." He took out the prophecy your both prophecy.
"It took me a while to figure out this Prophecy caused everything breaking the prophecy will cut our ties.... and then you'll be free from.... me." Tom said sadly, "And I couldn't break it when I felt that way... break it with the Gryfindoor sword, "I don't have anything left."
"The war, your death eaters?" You questioned instantly you didn't mean to ask the question but it just came out.
"What does any of those matter? I don't care anymore....." You couldn't understand what he was saying anymore but you held back a gasp Tom had tears running down. Never in your wildest dreams you had seen this.
Tom couldn't hold it he leaned into you and kissed you again this time more passionately. He pulled away, "Good bye darling."
And he disappeared in a black smoke again. You looked straight ahead seeing the last signs of the black smoke. When you felt a searing pain on your body. You were burning. You had to get to the two hocruxes faster or else Tom he would... be...
You didn't have any time to waste you had to restore those Hocruxes faster.
You looked at the Prophecy and knitted your brows together and tossed it in the lakes. "I love you Tom and I want to see you till my last breath." You admitted to no one.
Returning to Hogwarts.
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(The above song, Finally together by Winx club)