(This will not be part of the story)
(Since I have been HIATUS for like more than weeks now and I have started school now)
(Sometimes you plan something and it ends up the opposite way ya know-)
(And thanks to people who support my story while I'm on a break <33)
(Also, this story will be based on a song called "Patchwork Staccato", translated into English from Vocaloid Wiki)
(And yes, you know it's going to be ya boi Venti)
(Important warning before we get in ^^)
{!Warning!: toxic relationships, threats can be harmful, sud3cide, many swear words, etc}
Venti's POV:
I'm Venti, a student who studies at the Teyvat Academy
I don't really like school, but I still try my best to get good grades to make my parents proud
I have many friends there; they're all nice to me
But there's someone who piques my interest
We both have similar interests and always talk to each other on phones almost every day and night
We both have the same feeling so we start becoming a couple
We started our relationship together and supported each other
It sounds like a happy relationship isn't it?
I wish it would be true but...
Well of course there will be a twist...
????:
"Venti, how many times that I've told you..."
"YOU'RE A PIECE SH*T AND YOU'RE F*CKING USELESS AS F*CK"
"YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO THAT YOU F*CKING IDIOT!"
They started yelling at me these weeks nonstop...
It's like I've been scolded every time I do something
They also rarely reply to my messages and most often hang out with their friends frequently
Why are they starting to be like this?
Venti:
"I-I'm sorry, I'll try t-to fix this..."
?????:
"YOU THOUGHT 'FIXING' WILL HELP TO FIX THIS GODDAMN THING?"
"THAT'S MY PS5, AND YOU JUST BROKE IT"
"I JUST BOUGHT IT YESTERDAY WITH MY OWN MONEY YOU KNOW? AND IT'S F*CKING EXPENSIVE"
They used to be so gentle and kind...
They never yelled or get mad at me...
They used to be so nice that they would forgive me for my mistake...
Why...
Why are they like this now?...
I still couldn't figure it out until this day...
I would get bruises and scars every day from them hitting me...
Nobody would believe me it was their doing
Because they thought that we had a 'perfect relationship' and it's impossible that they would be that cruel...
And they would also be forced to make me smile in front of people and don't tell other people about this or else they would make it worse...
...
I want to end this relationship...
I've tried so hard to forgive you every time you do this to me...
And I always hide my emotion from them...
But they kept doing the same thing...
...
I want to show how I feel in front of people...
I can't hold my emotions anymore...
I have had enough of this.
I tried to convince them...
Many times...
Venti:
"Hey...????, can we just end this relationship...?"
"I've already said this many times..."
"And do you even remember what promise you make for me at the start?"
"That you will protect me and love me...?"
"Now you're just breaking your promise to me..."
"Why don't we just...end this, right now?"
"I can't handle this anymore, you've abused me a lot..."
????:
"Oh my, my Venti"
"Be grateful that you're still alive till this day"
"Do you know there's someone who D13d because they use the same excuses every time?"
"You're lucky cus I love you I would not abandon this relationship and not k1ll you..."
Venti:
"Just please-"
????:
"I need to go out with my friends now, have fun cleaning the house~"
*leaves*
...
Haha...
I'm lucky??
It's so funny that I could laugh...
What do you mean by 'I'm lucky?!
What benefit do I get from this relationship, huh?!
TELL ME! WHAT DID I GET??
...
Right... that I don't have any friends anymore...
You get rid of them...
One by one...
Because I can't get close to them?!
Why... why can't I have friends anymore?
Tell me...
WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME?!!
*sobs*
...
I should not be that negative... it isn't good for my mental...
Maybe drawing can help me calm my anger...
...
I drew a circle as the time starts to tick every second...
I ended up playing a game that I used to play with my old friends...
"Charlie"
I put my pencil in the center of the circle
And ask Charlie a question that I want to answer the most...
Venti:
"Charlie, Charlie..."
"Will I ever be free?"
I spin my pencil as it starts to move around...
And it landed between the YES and NO
What does it mean? I don't get it
Is that a Yes? Or a No?
I tried to ask another question to Charlie again
Venti:
"Charlie, Charlie..."
"Will someone be willing to be my friend?"
And yet again, it landed between the YES and NO
This is confusing...
Maybe there's still hope, I guess?
Wait, why do I even believe a game that doesn't even make sense
I'm just trying to bring up my old memories...
At least...
It helps me to calm down a little...
Yet still...
How do I get the hell out of here?
I can't escape, because if I did I will die...
I don't have any money...
I still don't get why they want to keep the relationship in the first place...
If we ended it here...
Wouldn't the pain be lighter?
And wouldn't it end it better???
I-I don't know...
...
~
In messages:
Venti:
"Heyy, since when are you going to go home?" 8:03 PM (not yet read)
"Heyy, hello???" 8:05 PM (not yet read)
"Please answer the phone...I'm worried" 8:05 PM (not yet read)
"Are you here???" 8:05 PM (not yet read)
"Are you going to be late again???" 8:07 PM (not yet read)
"Are you not going to reply or even see it aren't you?" 8:09 PM (not yet read)
- This message has been deleted -
"Nevermind then, have fun...." 8:11 PM (not yet read)
~
...
As always, they wouldn't reply or even bother to see my messages anymore...
They started to ignore me also...
No matter in public or in private...
...
I've grown tired of messaging them every time...
I'm always worrying about them, but they won't do anything...
The Internet is also the one that helps me to be entertained and stay happy...
...
Oh?
Have they seen it already?
...
But still no response as always...
I'm already tired of that...
Wait...
Why don't I just...
End myself in this world?
Wouldn't that make things better??
Wouldn't that make me not have to endure the pain again?
Why didn't I think about that...
Isn't it better if I end myself
Nobody loves me anymore; they only use me now...
Nobody in this world would care for me anymore; no one.
...
[A few days later...]
I check up on the calendar...
As I waited for the day to come...
Ah, it's the day now
Today is the day when I say goodbye to this world
I sneak out of my dorm and quickly go upstairs...
There's no reason to stop me anymore more...
Nobody can stop me now, not even them
I mean, how could they even stop me now? I don't even want them in my life...
As I watch too much anime, I go up to the rooftop...
Leaving all my beloved and everything behind
I put my hat on the floor
I don't want my precious hat to be dirty from the blood
And now...
It's time to say goodbye to the world and everyone that I know...
As I tried to fall from the building
Suddenly...
???:
"Hey, what are you doing here?"
The voice makes me stop doing what I'm doing
What's happening?
Isn't this what I want? To die?
Why am I stopping this right now??
Venti:
"Can you please go away now, it's none of your business"
"You don't need to care about me doing this"
"Nobody even cares so why do you need to?"
"Now, please leave"
The person then silents while their face looks nervous
I turn around and go do the thing
???:
"No, I won't let you do that"
I froze in my place as they responded that
...
Venti:
"W-what do you want from me?"
"SERIOUSLY LIKE WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!!"
"I'M NOTHING BUT A STUPID SH*T WHO'S ALWAYS A F*CKING USELESS"
"THEY WILL ALWAYS ABUSE ME FOR NO REASON IS LIKE A DAILY LIFE"
"THEY ALWAYS SAID THAT THEY 'LOVE ME' BUT THEY TREAT ME LIKE A PIECE OF SH*T"
"I HAVE NOTHING IN MY HANDS NOR MY LIFE"
"So please...stop"
I cried in tears as I shouted at them...
???:
"Hey...I didn't mean to do any harm or anything from you"
"I don't have any intention to do with you"
"I saw you running the stairs while crying before..."
"So... I will try to help you to cheer up and stop you from doing the thing"
Venti:
"How would you comfort me if you don't even know what I've gone through?!"
"Nothing will change, it will be the same as before!"
"I would rather d13 than suffer from them!"
"WHY DON'T YOU LET ME...Jump?"
"Is it...that hard?"
I kneel while crying in front of the person
It's painful... Do you know?
???:
"There, there..."
The person goes to me while patting me comfortably
Their hands were warm and comforting...
???:
"It's bad to hold your tears when you want to cry you know?"
"I have a napkin use one"
They offered me a napkin to me...
I grabbed it right away and started wiping my tears
???:
"Even tho I don't know what you've been through..."
"But I know it's hard for you"
"I can feel sadness and helpless in your heart..."
"So...would hugging do the trick?"
...
I hug them while still crying since I can't control it...
This is the first time someone has to comfort me while I suffer...
I feel... a little bit guilty for yelling at them...
But... My heart feels a little bit better than before now...
???:
"You know that...sud3c1d3 won't help you anything..."
"And I also believe that you still want to live but because of the pain you've been through..."
"You just want to end your life...?"
I nodded as they asked me a question
???:
"If I recall what you're saying before..."
"I guess the 'them' is referring to someone you like?"
"I guess I wasn't wrong"
"I can't blame you for wanting to do something that cost your life, since if I was you..."
"Well, I would do the same thing too..."
"Nobody likes a toxic relationship..."
"Neither do you, right?"
"E-eh? Are you still crying?"
"I'm sorry if I sounded rude or evil I didn't mean for that"
"I'm not good at comforting people-"
Venti:
"I-It's nothing..."
"It's just that... someone comforts me for a long time now.."
"I forget how long people have to comfort me..."
???:
"That's horrible, I feel sorry for you"
"It must have been hard and painful for you to go through without someone comforting you..."
They pat my back once again
Venti:
"By the way..."
"What's your name? Kind person?"
"I never asked you your name, and also-"
"My name is-"
Y/N:
"Y/N L/N, you're Venti right?"
They answered my question and even said my name before I even got to say
I guess they know me, huh?
Y/N:
"You have a lovely name, Venti"
"And also call me Y/N"
Venti:
"Thank you, Y/N"
"For... comforting me..."
Y/N:
"W-well I tried my best to prevent you to jump this very high building"
"That's the least I could do but no problem"
Venti:
"Also... can I ask you a request?"
Y/N:
"hm? Oh sure, what is it?"
Venti:
"Can I... stay in your dorm?"
Y/N froze at their place at the moment
Then they start to say...
Y/N:
"Sure, I don't mind"
"But, don't you need to pack up your stuff first tho?"
Venti:
"oh right..."
Y/N:
"Don't worry, I will help you"
Venti:
"Thank you"
[In Venti & ???? Dorm]
I start to pack up my things while Y/N helps me pack too
I feel quite excited for no reason...
Well, at least I get to move out and don't need to see ???? for a moment now...
????:
"What do you think you doing Venti..."
Suddenly there's a voice behind
I know who it was...
It must be...????
????:
"And who are YOU"
"What are YOU trying to do with my Venti here?"
Y/N:
"First, I have a name dumb*ss"
"It's Y/N"
"And 2nd, You're treating Venti badly"
"Do you even know this will affect his mental health and physical?!"
"You f*cking monster!"
????:
"Who are you calling a monster you *sshole!"
"And Venti loves me, I never treat him badly in his whole life before"
"Isn't that right Venti?"
...
????:
"Venti, answer my question right now, do you still love me?"
"You still love me, RIGHT???"
. . .
????:
"YOU. STILL. LOVE. ME RIGHT?"
Y/N:
"Shut up you stupid, can't you see he's scared right now?"
"Just let Venti-"
Venti:
"It's true that I still live with you and care about you..."
Y/N:
"Venti-"
Venti:
"But that doesn't mind that I forgive you for your action"
"And I don't want to get beaten up every time"
"It's time to put an end here"
"We're not meant to be lovers now"
"I've already tried many times to forgive you but you ruined everything!"
"Every single thing in my life!"
"Please stop running it more, will you?!"
????:
"..."
"Oh, you thought that I will let you easily Venti?"
"You thought I will let you go that easily?!"
"Of course not! You're mine. Forever"
???? takes me using my clothes while screaming at me
Someone, please...
I don't want to hear someone yelling at me anymore...
Please... stop...
Suddenly...
????:
"?! What the f*ck! Who is tying me up!"
"Hey you, are you the one who does this?!"
Y/N:
"Bro, why can't I tho?"
"Cus I own this school, dumb*ss"
"One of my friends owns this school, but sometimes he lets me pick some activities hehe~"
"Still that means I have more power than you"
?
What is happening???
What's going on with the situation?
????:
"YOU MOTHERF*CKER, GO TO HELL"
Y/N:
"I'm already in hell b*tch but you're going to a real hell for now"
"You're expelled"
"And go cry to your mommy and daddy since you made them disappointed"
I-
I didn't expect the situation would be like this-
Still, at least ???? is expelled and I don't need to worry anymore
????:
"F*CK YOU"
Y/N:
"Love me too, see you"
???? then disappeared as if nothing had happened here
Y/N:
"Welp, now this is solved"
"Not really for you tho...."
Venti:
"?"
Y/N:
"Do you ever go to therapy?"
Venti:
"uh-"
"No?"
Y/N:
"Cool, you will have your private therapy in the next few weeks then"
"Don't worry, my friend gonna pay the bills"
"I don't want you to get emotional damage-"
"A-anyways-"
"Since they're gone now, I hope that you're trauma is a little bit smaller or lighter now"
Venti:
"Why do you sound like you don't even know what you're saying"
Y/N:
"Haha, the truth is I don't"
"Let's go to my dorm now, I've already taken your bags and your stuff"
"And please don't question what, how, or when"
And that's how I ended up knowing Y/N and getting rid of ????
At least my life is all better now than before
I get to be focused on my grades now since Y/N explains everything to everyone, so I have some friends because of them
That's all most of the parts, my dear readers
And also, since this situation isn't canon so there will be 2 endings, as Author says
And no, I don't have any lover-
Except for Y/N of course, hehe
Y/N will be my number 1# >:DD
Since they meant everything in my whole life
Every time I write a song, I will always put Y/N since it fits perfectly no matter what <3
*coughs*
Anyways, before the Author is going to kills me-
I should start saying the 2 endings now...
And also sorry if this is quite cringe, because I know the author very well of course, uvu
The Normal Ending:
(AKA the boring ending. I don't know why I write this, but yessir)
It's been a few days since I lived with Y/N
It was normal at first
But well there would be some problems if you have a roommate that-
Y/N:
"Ventiii~"
Y/N comes to my room while I was trying to prepare my books
Venti:
"What do you want, Y/N"
Y/N:
"Can you please make breakfast for today?"
"Please just today only...?"
"Please...."'
Venti:
"I already make breakfast, lunch, and dinner yesterday"
"Do you know how to cook Y/N?"
Y/N:
"Haha, no"
"I always buy food from the grocery store mostly instant noodles"
So you're saying that Y/N has been eating unhealthy food-
What-
Doesn't that Y/N have a friend who owns this school? Why can't they give Y/N something to eat at least-
Bruh moment
Venti:
"You need to learn how to cook, Y/N"
I said while putting my hands on my hips
Just like when a mother is yelling at her child
Y/N:
"I did try some recipes but I fail, cooking is hard man"
"And also you're cooking skills are good and your food tastes like heaven"
"So can you make food every day???"
I sigh as I put my hands on my palm
I don't know why is Y/N thinking that my food is that good
But I guess they already let me stay here
I guess that's how I pay them back, I guess-
Venti:
"Fine..."
Y/N:
"YES, FREE FOOD FROM THE HEAVENS LESS GOO-"
Venti:
"I'll go to the kitchen now, help me pack my stuff and my schedule is over there"
"You better be prepared for everything before breakfast"
Y/N:
"Yes sir, I will fulfill your wishes for the sake of food!"
Well, I guess that isn't back now I'm looking back now...?
Since they would be willing to clean the mess so-
I have no complaint
Cleaning the kitchen is the worst
And that's all in my life, I guess-
I just attend class, chat with my friends, do my homework, hang out, and do some normal human stuff
~
This sounds very boring, there's no interesting part in this ending!
I don't think anyone even wants this ending Author
(I know, Venti)
Then why do you bother to write it?
(To make this even longer, even tho my Wattpad is broken)
I wonder if I get an extra raise for this-
(No, you don't, now on to the next ending please)
The Lover Endings (2):
(You guys know this one; I know what you're thinking)
I started to live with Y/N for the past few days now...
Y/N seems to be a nice person
They always wait for me after class, bring my lunch box when I forget it, help me to clean the dorm, and other more
Seems like they're a person that I can trust for
I'm glad that I found someone who had no bad intentions for me; I'm very glad
[One day...]
(You know it's happening~ Why do I write this if you already know what will happen? I do not know-)
I have my math class now...
That means I can meet Y/N in the class! They like math, so I don't think they will skip the lesson
Usually, they would skip class for other reasons, could be helping people or something-
I grabbed my books in my locker while humming excitedly
I closed my locker and start to walk
And suddenly, I tripped on something...
but I closed my eyes just like a scene in the manga
And suddenly
*thug*
(I didn't know what falling in someone's gonna sound like)
(Oop I just spoil the next scene loll-)
(I don't think people are surprised about this, so anyways continue Venti)
Venti:
"A-ah! I'm sorry, I tripped on something-"
Y/N:
"Oop it's ok Venti, I'm perfectly fine"
I didn't expect it was Y/N-
Oh gosh, this was so embarrassing
My face starts to turn red while looking away
Y/N:
"I was trying to protect you from hitting your head before-"
"But too late I guess, loll"
?????:
"Wow, are that two couples?"
??????:
"Is one of them trying to flirt with each other but ended up on the ground?"
??????:
"Lucky for them, I wish I also have someone too-"
?????:
"I was about to take my notebook but nevermind, I will get it later-"
Everyone starts to talk about us
Sh*t, this is bad-
I quickly stand up while my heart keeps screaming
Venti:
"I-I'm sorry Y/N! I hope you're ok?"
I bow at Y/N several times
It's my fault in the first place-
Y/N:
"You don't need to bow that many times"
"I'm fine, I'm not injured"
Venti:
"Y/N! YOU HAVE BLOOD ON YOUR NOSE!"
Y/N:
"Don't worry it's a small issue-"
I grabbed Y/N's hand and start to go to the infirmary room
Why does my heart keep beating?
I feel like my face also starts to burn too-
Maybe because everybody is looking at us?
Whatever, the important thing is Y/N now
We go to the infirmary room and Y/N is given cotton to put on her nose
The nurse:
"They're fine, you don't need to worry dear"
"They still can attend class but please get some rest after class"
Y/N:
"I will ma'am thank you"
"And also thank you Venti for helping me"
Y/n says with a smile
The smiles are so cute...
No- that's another topic- Why do I want to think about that
Nurse:
"You guys can attend your class"
"Please say that your friend goes to the infirmary since you're quite late at this time"
Venti:
"Thank you for taking care, my friend"
"I will leave with my friend now, bye"
We both then went to the math class and I told the teacher about it
The teacher let us in so it was good
I sit beside the window just like every MC in every anime/manga while Y/N is sitting beside me
The view looks the same as before...
The birds are chirping on the tree...
Everyone in the city seems to be busy working for their jobs...
And there goes the other class having a PE lesson...
RIP for them loll
Teacher:
"Venti, can you please stop looking at the window again?!"
"Open your books on page 147"
I totally remember that I'm in a class
Welp, I better take my books before the teacher starts to yell at me-
I grabbed my book without looking
Eh? Does this feel like I'm holding something that isn't a book?
I start to grab it even further to feel it more
(Bro, what am I even writing-)
It feels like skin...
Y/N:
"Venti, are you nervous or something?"
"Or you're just trying to hold my hands?"
OH, THAT'S Y/N'S HAND-
OH NO OH NO OH NO OH NO-
Venti:
"I'm just trying to take my math book I'm so sorry!"
I quickly grabbed the math notebook while hiding my face
Ok I better start reading or this will be very awkward
Teacher:
"You two, it's not time to do your 'thing', focus on the lesson!"
Venti:
"I'm sorry, I will read it now"
I flipped the page while my hands are sweating
Oh no, now the teacher thinks we're a couple now-
I bet someone is talking about us now-
I read the page while trying to calm down...
I guess I am learning my lesson now...
[Lunchtime]
Finally, it's lunchtime. I can finally take a break now
I go to the cafeteria and eat my food from that don't ask why I say it weird author never experience or don't even know it-
And guess who's in front of me?
Of course, it's Y/N
Y/N usually follows me in the cafeteria since they always see me lonely
The line is long as always
But the food is good, so I have no complain
After my food has been placed on that tall glass that I couldn't reach
I tried tip-toe but I almost reached it
Damn it, I'm short >:(
Y/N:
"Haha, need help, Venti?"
Hey, don't laugh at my height, it's not fair >:(
Y/N must've drank a lot of calcium and played lots of sports man
Y/N:
"Here, now you can enjoy your lunch"
I grabbed the tray of food, and I said thanks to Y/N
We both then sit down and start eating our food
Venti:
"Wait, how come you get more (fav side dish or dessert I guess-) than mine >:("
"It's not fair, how come you're taller and get more food than me >:0"
Y/N:
"Haha, do you want some?"
"And for height, blame you for hating PE loll"
Venti:
"Wait- I don't need it, but thanks tho"
I need to control myself from food, be calm Venti
After all, it's also Y/N'S fav so I will feel bad for them
Then Y/N start to feed me
?!!!
Y/N:
"You're still growing Venti, eat more"
"I don't mind"
(That's a lie, I know that)
Venti:
"H-hey! Don't say it like that!"
"I'm also the same age as you! It feels like I'm your younger siblings"
Y/N:
"You don't need to care what people think about you"
"Here, want more?"
Y/N give me more food
I can't just refuse like that, after all, it's also my fav
I eat it while Y/N smiles at me
??????:
"Now that I think about it, I think they're a couple"
??????:
"Since when did they date? I'm wondering..."
"And also that person who sits beside Venti looks handsome..."
?????:
"I know right? Venti's lucky!"
"I wish I have that same luck having a handsome and good-looking partner..."
?????:
"Bestie, we gonna find it soon"
"Right now we gonna be jomblo for a while"
(Jomblo = single)
(Learn Indonesia for a while loll-)
This is bad...
People start to think that we're couples!
Ahhhhhh-
I don't know what's going on with my mind anymore-
Y/N:
"Venti, are you alright?"
"Your face is red like a tomato..."
"Are you perhaps sick? Should I take you to"
Venti:
"I'm fine! Absolutely fine! Please don't ask any more questions anymore!!"
I screamed while my face starts to blush
I don't know what to say in front of Y/N anymore...
I feel like it will attract more people-
Y/N:
"Venti, are you ok...?"
"Does something remind you of something...?"
Venti:
"I'm sorry for yelling at you earlier"
"And also, my class is about to start, haha-"
"Gotta go now, bye!"
I immediately start to run away from Y/N
What's going on today?
~
Y/N:
"Heh, looks like Venti doesn't know yet..."
(Now there will be another 3 uh route or idk what you say)
(Let me just spoil you since I'm a very good author uvu)
(One route is the Beautiful ending, one is the Broken ending, and the last one is the Blood ending)
(I didn't know I was that good at naming- sheesh)
(I know you guys know what it means so let's divide them and make me suffer-)
Beautiful Route:
I and Y/N have been living in the same dorm for a few months now
In the first 1-2 months, things are completely normal
But when something happens in a day...
Things changed. pretty quickly
Whenever Y/N was beside me or even look at me...
My heart starts to beats fast...
And feel to have butterflies in my stomach when I try to talk to Y/N
(I suck at writing like a sentence with a meaning so pls correct me :sobs:)
Why is this happening to me?
Ah...I don't know...
I talked about this to my one good friend, Akiro
Since he reads too much about romance stuff, at least he knows what signs mean in romance logic-
He said that maybe I have liked someone...?
How is that possible?
I've experienced a toxic relationship, it feels weird to have a crush on someone a few months later-
Like most people who experience becoming an independent single hooman
But, it does make sense...
Y/N is so kind, handsome, hot, and always helping me, cheerful and-
Ok maybe that's too much
But the question is...
Do they love me back?
...
That's the most challenging question I have questioned myself
Since I ever rejected a person who proposed to me during uh a few years ago-
I honestly feel bad but I have no choice
I don't have any feelings for him
but...What happens if Y/N also feels the same?
I don't know anymore...
It bothered me every time I'm with Y/N
Y/N thought that I was in a low mood and try to cheer up
But no matter what, I still couldn't find the answer to my question
I want to ask them but...
I'm too nervous and scared to ask...
I'm scared that they will reject me...
I guess I will go ask Akiro about this-
Akiro:
"Hm? Why are you asking that question to me?"
"It's not like I have an interest in someone before in my life"
Venti:
"Since you're the only friend that well I trust you the 2nd"
"I just need an opinion, if you have the same situation"
"What will you do?"
Akiro:
"Hmm..."
"I dunno apparently"
"Never thought of it"
...
Venti:
"Use your brain"
"You mother chancal-"
Akiro:
"In my opinion, I will just confess my feelings to the person I like"
"If I keep asking myself 'do they love me?', it will be a pressure for me and makes me worried"
"So I guess that it's better to say everything that I want to say even if it hurts my feelings"
"At least I know what's their answer"
"And no, I'm not a yandere who will 'kill' whoever someone is close to someone I like"
"Just think it simple man"
"If you have a question, you can ask the teacher or a student to know the answer right?"
"Or Google if you hate socializing loll-"
"Just imagine that, the only thing you can do when you ask is hope"
"It's not like I can change fate"
"But it's best to give it out a try!"
Venti:
"You do make sense..."
"I-I will try my best then! Today is the day"
Akiro:
"Wow that's fast"
"But I will cheer for you, tell me when you two are dating hohoho~"
Venti:
"S-shuddup!"
~
[Timeskip cus author is lazy]
Standing here~
I realize~
Wait what happen to the script
Why is it like this-
(I know that confession is going to be very boring so uh-)
(Metal Gear Rising song is gud)
(Ok I will give you the real one)
*coughs*
It's already night, 9 PM
I sit at my table trying to search for what to say to Y/N
And still, I have no clue
How should I tell them? Should I just straight up or?
I don't know anymore-
Why can't I just say it right now? It's almost a day now-
I stand up from my chair and go to Y/N's room
Now it's the chance
Y/N:
"Hey, Venti, what brings you here?"
Venti:
"The wind of course loll"
"The wind always guides me~"
Y/N:
"Anyways, is there anything you want me to help or?"
Venti:
"There's something that I want to say..."
Y/N:
"Hm? Say it, I won't make fun of you"
Ok, this is the time...
I tell my feelings!
Come on Venti...
You gotta do this!
I kneel on one of my knees
As I pulled something out of my pocket
Venti:
"Marry me, Y/N"
Y/N:
"W-Wait! Venti that's not in the scri-"
Venti:
"Marry me, please Y/N"
"I swear I will always luv you forever in my entire life"
Y/N:
"I- uhh..."
(Say it)
(Since last time you died and Venti go sad)
(Make him happy dis time)
Y/N:
"..."
*kiss Venti*
"That's my answer"
Venti:
". . ."
*processing*
"OMG SJKJSKJSKFSKDFKSJFEJSLKDJFLJJSKLDJFJDSKLFJELIJSIDF"
*Venti is not working at the moment*
"OMG Y/N JUST ACCEPTED ME, SCREW YOU ALL"
(This is getting out of hand-)
Xiao:
"WHAT, HOW COME?!"
(What in the chancalas)
(You three should not be here in this scene)
Venti:
"I STOLE Y/N NOW! EHE"
(I will mute them for now)
(Let me continue this story as a narrator)
(Then, Y/N and Venti both live happily ever after)
(While Kazuha, Aether, Xiao, and Kazuha still uh-)
(You know what happens)
(The end for this route, finally)
(Let's take a break, for now, I will stop them from creating another war)
Broken Route:
(Yes you know what gonna happen)
(Maybe...)
For the past few days, I always feel like my heart burns when Y/N's holding my hands...
Is this what falling in love feels like?
I forget this feeling after that incident a few months ago...
It's my fault for falling to someone who's very...
...
I might need to change a topic now...
Now...
I guess I need to confess to Y/N
I think that Y/N is very different from other people, they're the only person that I would fall in love again
I don't need to say details about them, makes me feel embarrassed...
I left a note in Y/N's locker to meet up somewhere private...
It's 6 PM now, they should be here for now...
I tried to calm my heart down but it was quite hard...
Y/N:
"Hey Venti, I'm here!"
Y/N appears in front of me with a smile
My heart starts to beat fast again...
I need to calm down...
Y/N:
"Is there something that you need me to help with?"
Ok breath in and breath out
I need to say the line, and I can find their answer!
Why it's so hard to say a sentence?!
...
Venti:
"I would like to say that..."
Y/N:
"That?"
Venti:
"I- I like you!"
Y/N was surprised by my sudden confession
It's normal for people I guess...
But...I do like them, I...
Y/N:
"I like you too Venti..."
?!
Y/N:
"But..."
"You're in a virtual, not in a reality"
"Which is mean that...We can't date each other"
Venti:
"Wait...what do you mean by that...?"
"What do you mean by 'virtual'?"
"Are you telling me that this is not reality or something?!"
I disbelieved as Y/N said that
There's no way this is virtual right now...
I can touch things and it doesn't feel like I was wearing something...
I...don't get it right now...
Y/N:
"Hahaha, how come you don't know what's real or what's fake?"
"You idiot..."
"Maybe...this will answer everything"
Suddenly everything changes to a room that I don't seem too familiar with...
Why is every room dark?
I can't see anything...
Ahh! The light is so bright!
I start to close my eyes but slowly open my eyes to see what's going on
?!
??????:
"Looks like my little Venti has opened his eyes to reality~"
Venti:
"Who on Anemo are you and where are you?!"
????????:
"If I'm on my speaker darling~"
"I've been watching you the whole time and the whole scene, don't you know?~"
"Poor you can't know which one is real or virtual"
Who is this mf-
Ugh, his voice makes me annoyed already!
I need to seek my answer
I just realize that I was tied up in a chair and everything is the color white
What is going on...?
I don't understand....
I tried to get out of the chair but it won't work
??????:
Before you get out of the chair let me ask you some questions..."
"How is it feel like that your 'lover' is a fake one?"
This mf dares to laugh while asking that question...
This b*tch doesn't have any feelings
Venti:
"Why are you doing this to me?!"
"Answer my question!"
"Why did you do this to me???"
???????:
"Why do I do this to you? WHY DO I DO THIS TO YOU?"
"That's a funny question if you ask me"
Venti:
"Is it that hard to answer my question?"
????????:
"Well, if I show you my face"
"Will you recognize me"
Suddenly there's a camera behind me
I turn around and I saw someone that I was familiar with...
Who is this person again?...
I can't tell who but I seem to know...
???????:
"How come you forget, Venti"
"Don't you remember me? The one who got rejected by you?"
Venti:
"Oh wait, you're the-"
??????:
"Finally, you know who I am"
He's the one who I rejected for 2 years ago?!
How in the world did he find me and what he did do to me?!
This doesn't add up...
??????:
"So let me get back to my question again..."
"How does it feel, Venti?"
"How does it feel that everything in your mind is just a dream or should I say virtually?"
Venti:
"You..."
"How dare you..."
???????:
"How dare you, you say? Oh Please, you can't even manage to get out from the chair"
"How are you supposed to attack me when you're stuck in a chair?"
"It makes me want to laugh right now..."
Venti:
"You got no feelings for humanity..."
"How come you do this?! Don't you know what it feels like?!"
"Having someone who abused you every day...when you're finally out of the darkness"
"And you have someone you like...and it's all fake?"
So you're saying that the things I've gotten through are all fake?
...
????????:
"What do you mean I don't 'know' what if 'feels' like?"
"I've been through that sh*t before!"
"I've been going through the same thing that you experience in the virtual world"
"Except it's real"
"You know why you're here?"
"The reason is that I want you to go through the pain I had!"
"You don't know how painful it was"
"So I created a virtual so for years and years so that you can experience"
"Meaning that I do this for you, Venti <3"
"So would you understand what is the meaning of pain that I ever had..."
Venti:
"Is this what you do to people when they reject you?!"
"Look, I don't know what experience you've had in your life but I also have a right to reject someone"
"Even Y/N too! If they reject me it would still be a pain but I won't do anything harmful for them"
"Because Y/N is also my friend, the friend I had"
I don't care no matter how painful it is, I will always be their friend
Because they're the ones who saves me from the pain I had, I should be a good friend to repay everything they gave me...
Only if it's real...
I would manage to do that, but...
Everything is fake...
Everything that I have with Y/N and my friends,
They all go in front of my eyes
...
???????:
"Oh shuddup, no one is going to save you from the 'misery' now..."
Venti:
"What...do you mean by that?"
I saw a person standing in front of me
Mmm! Someone just kisses me!
Let me go dumb*ss, let me...
Why...Do I feel sleepy all of the...sudden?
Ugh...
I tried my best to stay awake
But in the end, I fell asleep and go to the virtual again...
Is this a loop?
Why? Why Why?
Let me...get out of here...
Please.
~
(Real ending name: Repeat.)
(I'm tired of the pain~ Of the misery inside~)
(And I wish that I could live~ Feeling nothing but the night~)
(Ok sorry this is a Bad Apple song related loll)
(Finally that I have already finished the 2nd route, Now to the 3rd one-)
The author is getting lazy loll
(You never feel the pain of being an author-)
(Boi do I have to make up an idea after school)
I'll just go to the 3rd one-
(Hey! Why do you ignore me >:()
Blood Route:
(Oh I'm not ready for this)
(Also since you see the ending clearly, yes blood and uh other murder gonna happen)
(I have no idea for this man- hmmm...)
(...)
~
For the past few weeks, I start to study for my final exam
I tried my hard to ignore embarrassing moments and tend to stay up late
Y/N starts to tell me to rest but I refuse because it's my final exam, I can't fail this man!
My parents are going to kill me if I get at least an 80 score
I can't let them disappoint, I need to study hard!
But sometimes I would fall asleep on the table, which is quite embarrassing
But every time I study...Why do I feel like someone is staring?
Whenever I check it back, I saw nothing
Maybe I think too much? I guess I was that tired...
*yawns*
I guess I will take a break, for now, an afternoon nap won't hurt a bit
I lay down in my bed, and quickly fall asleep...
[A few moments later]
I woke up as I saw Y/N is doing something on my desk?
Hm? What are they doing?...
And what time is it?
Venti:
"Y/N...what are you doing?"
"Perhaps you forget to bring your pencil again"
*yawns*
I'm still sleepy huh?
I can't sleep right now I still need to study
Y/N:
"Oh, d-did I woke you up?"
"I apologize if I did"
Venti:
"No worries, I woke by myself"
"After all, I can't miss studying a single day you know?"
"It can be a habit now loll"
Y/N:
"Haha, yea...habit"
Also, Y/N seems to act weird lately...
I remember when I take my books from my lockers, Y/N seem to not be around me somehow...
Maybe because they have something important?
And every time Y/N start to talk with me, they start to stutter at the front but are completely normal at the back
That's weird, they usually are very talkative...
I should maybe not think too much about it-
Now, let me focus on my studies...
I go to my study desk and start to flip pages as I tried to remember every single the sentence
Sigh...I hate studying but I got no choice man
[Time skip]
Finally! The final test is already over! It feels so good!
I'm quite nervous about my score but the only thing I can do is hope
I walked happily as I tried to find my friends and also Y/N
huh? Where are they?
Wait why is the school suddenly fell silent?
It isn't a holiday today nor some events...
This is so unusual...
What happens to this school? I better check out...
I go to every building of the school but I don't find anyone
Where is everyone?!
I start to check some places that are close to the school but no sign...
But suddenly...
I heard a voice...
It's from somewhere dark and eerie
I slowly walk in as I hear the voice starts to get louder...
???:
"V-Venti, w-why are y-you h-here...?"
"Y-You're not s-supposed to be h-here..."
Venti:
"Y/N, what in the world are you doing?..."
In front of me was Y/N, and a bunch of bodies on the dumpster
Y-Y/N was an m-murderer?!
How come?! That isn't the Y/N I know...
I start to back away from Y/N as I trembled in fear
Venti:
"P-Please don't k-kill me..."
Y/N:
"You misunderstand, Venti..."
"You see, I have fallen in love with you for a really really long time~"
"And whenever someone is very close to you..."
"I tend to get a lil envy/jealous, you know?"
"I really hate people who go so close to you, so..."
"I get rid of them <3"
"I know you get uncomfortable with someone who's invading your space, so I help by getting rid of them <333"
"After all, I do this for you...Venti"
"Because you are always my number one, I will do anything for you to keep you happy"
"Making you happy...makes me happy~"
I have no word to say as I felt like I'm going to die a second later
I didn't expect Y/N to kill everyone in the school?!
Venti:
"Y/N...why...why did you kill everyone in the school?"
"Even Akiro...?"
I can see Akiro's body was stabbed multiple times in the stomach and the chest
That was horrifying and there's lots of blood coming through
That was...disgusting...
Y/N:
"Don't you like it tho?"
Venti:
"But he's also your friend! You can't just kill everybody..."
"Die...you..."
"You murderer!"
"Why did you do this? It makes me sad and regrets not being happy"
"Why..."
Y/N then stop moving
They then hold their knife and...
Y/N:
"If that's what you want then..."
"I would love to k1ll myself for you, Venti"
"Anything for you..."
Wait that's not what I mean
I didn't mean it
I tried to stop Y/N from doing it...
But it was too late...
...
Venti:
"Y/N...Y/N!"
"I didn't mean...please...wake up"
no response
...
?!
I suddenly woke up in a white room full of cameras...
W-what happen?
Did I pass out?...
????????:
"You finally wake up, Venti..."
Venti:
"Wait..."
"Are you the guy that I rejected?"
"Why are you here? I thought you got killed...?"
"I thought you guys were dead...?"
I start to tear up as my eyes are still swollen
This, isn't a dream, right?
??????:
"I'm glad that Venti is caring about me right now"
"But what you have seen before, it's not real..."
"Nobody got killed, there's not a person called Y/N L/N..."
"You're in a virtual, honey~"
Venti:
"Wh-what do you mean?"
"I-I just saw Y/N stabbed themself in front of my eyes..."
???????:
"Technology, don't you know that?"
"I've invented this for decades just for you to regret..."
Venti:
"Why would I regret it? It's my own decision after all!"
"It's not my fault for breaking up with you"
"And are you saying that...everyone that I met is fake?"
"Everyone? Except you...?"
????????:
"Bingo! I see that Venti is smart"
"That's what I like about you..."
Venti:
"Let me go now! I don't want to be stuck in this madness!"
"Why am I stuck in a chair?! Are you trying to test me?!"
"I won't let you test me!"
"You motherf*cker..."
I start to release my hand but it didn't work
No matter how much I tried, it ended up a fail...
What in the world does this motherf*cker use?
???????:
"I'm sorry honey but...you can't escape in front of my eyes..."
"You will be stuck in here, forever"
?????? then appears in front of me
And grabbed my chin as he wants to kiss me...
Let me go...
Suddenly...
???????:
"?!"
"Who the f*ck just stabbed me?"
Y/N:
"Loser, it's me of course~"
"I'm here for my lovely Venti, who has been eagerly waiting for me~"
"You know that I won't let anyone touch my Y/N~"
?!
Isn't that...Y/N?!
Where did they come from?
No, they existed and are still alive?!
I was beyond shock and disbelieved what is happening
Y/N easily kill ??????? of...
And suddenly they released me and carries me
Venti:
"Y/N...you're alive?"
Y/N:
"Of course I am, worried about me, darling?"
"I would never leave you alone if you're still alive, I will"
Y/N kisses me while escaping from the building
I kiss them back as well...
I also like him, and I believe that they never killed anyone in the first place
It was just a virtual, Y/N is alive so do everyone...
I ended up living with Y/N and we got married :D
~
Hooray...
It was another happy ending, isn't it?
I can already imagine that Y/N is carrying me while kissing me
Feels like heaven~
Thank you, author, you're good
(Haha, now praise me~)
(OK I'm joking, you don't need to)
(While I was dealing with the 3 boys who of course jealous)
(And Y/N who died from uh...)
(Let's say they turn into a red tomato after reading the end)
(Oh yea and Venti also cried when Y/N got killed loll)
Of course, I will cry >:(
I didn't expect that to happen-
If it does really happen, you'll be my next victim
(Jeesh ok calm down, I do no harm)
(Let's give some honest reviews from every boy and also Y/N)
(Since I know I write like maybe 8000+ but hey, still not enough for repaying my HIATUS)
(I'm crying right now)
Bonus:
(Hello my dear special readers!)
(Welcome to the bonus part, where we will ask how they feel)
(I don't know why I'm doing this but hey, more words more suffering)
(And I, the author as the interview or host will ask them one by one)
(And hopefully not get killed by one of them-)
(Like please I want to live)
(Anyways, let's ask for Y/N first!)
(So Y/N how do you feel?)
Y/N:
"I have no words"
"Honestly, no words"
(Ok simple answer)
(But at least they tried to say without fainting again which is good)
(Next, we have the main character of the story, Venti~)
Venti:
"The ending of the blood route s the ending I want with Y/N"
"Although the beautiful route is also good"
"Author, can you do that to me?"
"LIKE PRETTY PLEASE???"
"And I still asking why do you add the boring ending"
(I won't answer your answer but you specials will find out in the future)
(Next, we have, maple leaf)
Kazuha:
"It's amazing, the author you wrote it beautifully"
"Only if the main character is me tho..."
"I want to be in a song with Y/N and we're a couple"
(I won't promise that I will do that in the future)
(Next, snow boi)
(Eh? Snow boi where are you?)
Xiao:
"..."
(Looks like Xiao doesn't want to talk right now)
(I will give him some space cus yes I still want to be alive)
(Sunshine boi?)
Aether:
"Author"
(Ey! Don't give me that suspicious look)
(Actually no you look like you're going to kill me-)
(AETHER! STOP WHAT YOU'RE DOING)
(YOU'RE LUCKY YOU'RE MY FAV SO I WON'T DO ANYTHING)
Aether:
"And I take as an advantage"
(What the hail)
(Anyways, I need to go before I become unalive again)
(I will end this for now)
(Have a nice day everyone!)
(Word count: 8000+)
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