"So this was all a game?"
She didn't answer.. but her silence is enough for me that it was a yes
I smiled softly "am i your favorite card to play baby?" I asked i saw how she clenched her jaw another tear fell from my cheek when she pushed my hand that is planning to hold her
I step a little closer "Don't worry i'm not mad.. i'm just hurt" i whisper before the bang echoed the room revealing the twins and pau
I don't know what happened anymore dahil nakita ko nalang ang sarili ko na unting unting lumalayo don while they are calling my name
Hindi ko alam kung saan nako nakarating, but the words keeps repeating on my head like they're striking me for good like a knives
My eyes is getting fuzzy, ang sakit sa dibdib ang sakit sa mata my head is already aching but damn
I hate feeling this way.. my phone keeps ringing thats why I tossed it beside kasabay ng pagbagsak ng luha ko ang malakas na pagbuhos ng ulan
"Oh g-gosh!" I shouted and brush my hair frustratedly
Basang basa nako pero wala parin akong maramdaman, madilim na hindi ko alam kung magpapasalamat ako dahil umuulan ngayon o maiinis dahil nangaasar ito ayon sa nararamdaman ko
"Miss okay ka lang ba? Sumilong ka muna!" Ani ng matandang lalaking nadaanan ko pero hindi ko ito nilingon at dire diretso lamang naglakad
"Ne gusto mo bang ikuha kita ng masasakyan?" Ani naman ng asawa ata ng lalaking mukhang nagaalala pareho silang nakasilong sa isang maliit na payong
Umiling lang ako ng mahina at diretsong naglakad ramdam ko ang pagsunod ng tingin nila pero pareho ko itong binalewala hanggang sa hindi ko namalayan na
tumatawid nako at may mabilis na sasakyan ang umaandar ngayon sa harap ko
Dahil sa pagkasilaw ay napaharang ang kamay ko patungo rito
... until i found myself laying on the floor weakly, panginginig at pagdugo lamang ng paa ko ang nakikita ko sa liwanag na binibigay ng sasakyang ito
Saviel's pov
"Dang it! Just fvcking leave me alone!" I screamed in anger, kanina pa may kumakatok outside my room but i don't give a damn sa mga pangungulit nila
I am frustrated, i am tired and i am mad.. i just fvcking hate this!
"It's me, you need to get out of there we need to talk saviel amarah!" I heard my father shouted outside
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I shouted to top of my lungs when he started to twist the door knob again
Sandro gabriel Siy, a multibillioner. He's a good father to me, actually he's the best pero noon yon because after my mom died he pressured me and push me to do something i don't want in my life, it's hella sad when you cannot be free anymore because at the young age you already have a responsibility on him, he drag me to situation na alam niyang maiipit ako bandang huli
But i don't hate him i'm not mad either, i'm mad at myself because the girl who gave me strength and courage to do everything i want ay nilagay ko sa kapahamakan
Aizlyn montejo, i first met her the moment she transferred to SU she's hella pretty, hindi lang siya ganon kaganda manamit and her fashion is poor may makapal na salamin sa mata she also have complication, a eye problem who also has a different colored eyes, a white glass while the other is mixed with black and brown
She caught my attention right away dahil napapansin kong lagi siyang nakatingin sakin at parang kinakabahan when i'm around, i enjoyed looking at her reaction kapag nakikita ko siya that time. And when she's using those cheeky smiles of her i didn't realize it make me smile as well, she's truly an angel sent
Napaka inosente, the way she act and the way she talks, and her personality says it all. I hate how naive she can be, looking at her and being around her you'll notice how fragile she is. I just wanna strungle the people who calling her by those fvcking awful names
She's doesn't deserve to be treated that way, but at the end i am the one who made her feel less
God know's how much i love that gal, she makes everything easy for me, one smile of her makes me feel that everything is gonna be okay and i can do everything as long i am with her. Sometimes i hate how nice she is, other people is taking her for granted like those animals friends she have before without her knowing
Damn.. i wish i can bring back time, sana pinigilan kong mahulog sakanya.. sana hindi ko hinayaan ang sarili kong mapalapit sakanya because at the end i didn't know i will just hurt her without any choice i have
I close my eyes and suppress the tears that building onto me "i said leave me alone!" Napadilat ako ng magbukas ang pinto revealing eliana who's seriously staring at me, walking slowly. she looks tired
Pagod ang mga mata at mugto pa ang mga ito and that made me remember what happened last night
She pressed her lips and handed me the box she's holding right now "W-we can't still find her.." she sadly said
I clenched my jaw when i saw kung anong laman ng box na binigay niya..
Aizlyn's phone..
Napahawak ako sa ulo ko while leaning on the headboard, i blankly look at her "i told to all of you not to bring her there right?" I began "i told you i can talk to her without those stupid p-plans!" My voice broke because of the anger building inside me "i can talk to her.. she'll listen to me eli.. w-why! l-look what happen.." sunod sunod ang paghikbi ko
Hindi namin alam kung nasan siya, simula ng umalis siya kagabi ay hindi nanamin siya nakita pa we don't know if she's okay or what, wala pakong tulog sa kakaisip kakauwi ko lang kaninang madaling araw because I personally look for her anywhere possible na puntahan niya
I'm hella worried especially when one of our guards found her phone at binigay yun sa pamilya niya. Mababaliw ako sa kakaisip
This is all my fault because of what i did to her last night darn this
I hurt her, i hurt the girl who once treat me like i was a beautiful dream she reach, but little did she know
She's the dream, she's the standard that i'm willing to chase in every lifetime. But now i'm wondering..
Am i still deserving?
"She'll come back.. babalik siya sav. Babalik siya.." eli whispered weakly
Of course babalik siya, i owe her an apology. Buo pa sa memorya ko how she look at me last night, she's deeply hurt god knows how much i want to hug her and tell her that i love her, that everything i did was sincere that i really don't want to do that to her that i just want to protect her from the persons who wants to harm her
She needs to be back, marami pakong gustong sabihin sakanya, she still wants to go back to batanes with me and live there, tutuparin namin yon i promise her that..
—6 months after
"Everything is okay now, he's already in jail and his son is under medication.." he said from the other line telling me the good news
I sighed, is really everything okay? because of those asshole i lost her, i became miserable living on this huge penthouse i got here in london. Everyday has passed pero hindi ko parin siya makita
I did everything, lahat ginawa ko to find her but theres no trace on her.. even her family is doing everything to look for her
I got to the point na nadala pako sa hospital because of exhaustion, walang ganang kumain naglilibot lang sa kung saan para mahanap siya even the media ay natakbuhan kona everything is aware how much i hate publicity, pero if that's the way to know where she is dang kahit paulit ulit ay gagawin ko, lahat ng connection na meron ako ay ginawa kona
But still..
Gabi gabi dinadalaw ako ng lungkot at pagiisip, that night when i hurt her are stil hunting me
Hindi kona alam ang gagawin..
"Good." I simply answered at ibaba na sana ang telepeno when he uttered her name that made me stop on my track
"You need to go home asap." Pansin ko ang panginginig sa boses niya "i-its confirmed sav, our family confirm it already we already have it.."
i froze the moment he said that.
No, no...
It's not true.. that can't be, he's lying
It's not true.. i'm still waiting. i still have to say sorry and make it up to you baby
I balled my fist when i heard his next sentence and i didn't realize na may iluluha papala ko after those six months na iniyak ko
"She's gone saviel."