You know it hurts me too.
Kim Seokjin POV .
I woke to the sound of shower running .
It must be Andrea . I thought .
What happened last night started to replay in my mind . Her seducing blue eyes , intoxicating scent , her beautiful body , her bold steps , her smirk , everything .
She was so full of surprises .
I looked at the other side of the bed , where Andrea was sleeping was a few moments ago . Sheets raffled and smelled like her, sweet, sour and spicy, all at once.
As I was recalling the intricate details of her a certain face popped up in my mind and suddenly I was snapped out of ecstasy.
Hana ....
Hana was sleeping there just a few days back.
The place which Hana occupied , I gave it to someone else .
So easily.
With that all the things came crushing down on at once . Guilt , regret , sadness and anger on myself .
I felt ashamed of what I did, embarassed that I let lust blow away my consciousness.
I shouldn't have taken that step .
The way she looked at me with hooded leds , Hana did too . The way she peppered me with kisses , Hana did that too . The way she bite down hard on her lips , Hana did that too .
Just because I was in the heat of the moment , I gave in to lust . I am disappointed in myself .
What would Hana think of me ? What would the others think of me ?
I heard the shower stop , So I quickly went to the wardrobe and got myself in some decent clothes .
" You are awake " Andrea came out of the bathroom , fully dressed .
" Last night was fun " She walked towards me . Putting her hands on my chest, her nude painted nails scratched my skin in a way which only could be described as euphoric , her slightly swollen red lips claimed mine just the way it did yesterday.
" I hope you enjoyed yourself " She gave a lick to my ear and before I lost my senses I stopped her .
" Andrea " I said putting some distance between us .
" What happened ? " She had worry in those eyes .
" I regret doing it " My eyes were closed, yet I could see the utter disappointment and shock on her face .
" What ? " She whispered voice barely above a whisper .
" We shouldn't have done that . Andrea I'm sorry . I shouldn't have had sex with you .
I should have at least asked Hana before it . What would she think about me ? I let her down "
I was mumbling in my own world that I didn't notice Andrea walking out of my room .
" Wait Andrea ! " I ran after .
" Andrea please " I held her wrist .
" What's happening ? " Hoseok asked .
We were in the living room where all the others were gathered .
" Hey is everything alright between you two ? " Hana softly asked us .
I turned towards her , and the moment I gazed at her brown orbs , the guilt in the pit of my stomach increased .
" Leave my wrist " Andrea said through gritted teeth .
And the dangerous look in her eyes made me do it , without wanting .
" I'm so- " .
" Shut the fuck up Jin " She stepped closer .
" Please don't leave Andrea , please , it hurts " A tear slipped from my eyes .
" It hurts me too " She sarcastically laughed out loud .
" I'm not a toy , you can play with when you are happy , lonely or horny . And throw out once you are done " .
" Andrea why are you putting up this drama ? And what's with that attitude of yours ? " Jimin barked at the blue eyed woman, his glance was burning with rage, eyes bloodshot, I have never seen that look on him before.
" I don't have any attitude , it's my standards , and you guys are slipping out of it " She matched his burning hatred.
" If you want me, earn me " Andrea's voice was loud yet very quiet at the same time, like she was taming her uproar, which terrified me. Because you can tell how dangerous a person is by the way they hold their anger inside themselves, silently.
" Until then we are done "
She said and slammed the door shut .
And we were left there staring mindlessly at the now closed door , thinking about what just happened , and what it meant for us .
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3rd Person POV.
She walked on the streets , alone , just on her own , in her own world . The honking of the car , screeching noise of tires , the yells , everything became a distant sound to her .
The weird looks the strangers threw at her didn't bother her . Her mind was too foggy to notice it .
She recalled his words , the look of guilt and regret decorating his face , the sadness laced in his voice , the dull colour in his eyes , everything hurted her more every passing second .
She wasn't the one to simp over someone . Wasn't the one who would cry over a breakup , wasn't the one who would change herself for someone else , wasn't the one who would give a fuck about what others thought of her .
She wasn't like that .
But what happened to that Andrea Cullen?
Why she is sad about that ?
She couldn't decipher that . Is it just because they are her soulmate ?
She can forgive them but forgetting is a harder fight .
What happens now? Is it all over?
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Hola !
How's your week going??
Mine has been great so far, I'm stuck at home studying day and night for my upcoming exams. That's why the chapter is kinda short, I didn't want to leave you guys hanging as we are at a very critical stage of the book.
By the way, what's your favourite subject?
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Do we have Teen Wolf fans here?
I just finished watching the last season. It's a total blast, especially the season with void stiles.
My favourite characters are Isaac, Theo and Lydia, I love how they portrayed her character development throughout the series.
Who's your fav ? 🐺
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