Here I am still wondering
How can I remember it all?
It's like a tattoo on my brain
Vigorously unshaken and haunted
Those memories of long walks
All tainted with gray colors
The places wrecked on my mind
The long plain road turned rocky
I couldn't glace to any of it
The crashing will come ahead
Stood frozen looking from afar
A wave of void hit abruptly
You don't have to do anything
To make me feel insensible
You have done your part
Now, let me tell you
You already killed me
By filling me with love
Then you swiftly leave
And I'm still dying
This feels like torture
I'm dead but still breathing
The demons still live
Like a curse, I can never escape
Leaving me on the same ground
With nothing but self-doubt
I still blame myself for everything
And there you are with your games
With your very inadequate games
Playing safe was your only breakout
I guess you did it very well
'Cause you seemed to not care anymore