A N D R E I
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I don't really know what has gotten to Darwin's mind for skipping our class at ang lumabas sa campus nang mag-isa at magpaulan. I was so worried kanina kakahanap sa kanya. I called him so nalaman kong lumabas sya ng campus. There was something in his words, alam kong may problema, he sounded like crying that made me go outside the campus urgently to find him.
Sobrang lakas ng ulan Sabayan pa ng kulog at kidlat. Wala akong makita sa paligid kundi ang buhos ng malakas na pag ulan, nag-aalala din ako baka makabangga o bumangga ako pero mas nag-alala ako kay Darwin, baka may kung anong mangyare sa kanya.
Naaninag ko ang isang pigura ng tao sa isang waiting shed so i stopped my car there. Then i eventually confirmed it was Darwin.
Hindi na ko nagdalawang isip na lapitan sya at yakapin ng mahigpit. Oh thank God he's safe.
"Ano bang ginagawa mo Darwin? Ano bang problema mo ha?!". Pero hindi ko napigilan ang sarili kong pagtaasan sya ng boses gawa ng sobrang pag-aalala.
He did not answered me, he cried instead. That made me sad seeing him in this situation. I don't know what his problem, but I'm going to help him fixed it.
"We're going home". I uttered then inalayan ko syang makapasok sa kotse ko habang umiiyak parin sya.
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When we got home i received a text message from mom na hindi sya makakauwi dahil sa sama ng panahon. The whether is so unpredictable. Wala naman akong naririnig na may paparating na bagyo or something lately e. I just sighed heavily.
Inabutan ko na agad ng towel si Darwin para makapagpunas sya dahil basang-basa sya. Pero hindi nya yun tinanggap, bagkus dumiretso lang sya paakyat.
Ano kayang problema?
So i followed him to ask him about it. Bago pa man sya makapasok sa kwarto nya ay pinigilan ko sya. Hinawakan ko ang braso nya at pinaharap sakin.
"Darwin ano bang problema bat ka nagkakaganyan? Bakit ka nag skip ng klase? At bakit ka lumabas ng campus ng mag-isa?!". Agad kong tanong sa kanya.
"Let me go Andrei, I don't want to talk with you, i just want to be alone please". Kalmado nyang sagot pero mababakasan mo parin ng lungkot sa kanyang mga mata.
"Hindi kita bibitawan unless di mo sinasabi kung anong problema mo".
"Wala akong problema Andrei! Okay?! Let me go". Sigaw nya. Di ko inaasahang mapagtataasan nya ko ng boses.
"Wala?". I took a deep sigh. "E bakit ka lumiban sa klase? Di ka naman ganun ah at ano yung sinasabi mo kanina when i called you na itigil ko na ang panliligaw sayo? Hindi ko maintindihan kong anong nangyayare sayo Darwin, please sabihin mo sakin"
"Fine! Tama ka Andrei, gusto kong itigil mo na ang panliligaw mo sakin. Itigil na natin to dahil wala ring patutunguhan to. Now, let me go". Maluha-luha nyang sinabi at saka nya tinanggal ang kamay kong nakahawak sa kanyang braso.
I don't get his point. I was questioning myself kung may nagawa ba kong mali dahil bigla bigla nalang syang nagkaganto. There must be a reason why he said that and i badly want to know what it is.
Isasara na sya nya ang pinto ng kwarto nya nang harangan ko ito at saka ako pumasok sa loob. Agad kong isinara ang pinto para makapag-usap kami ng masinsinan and to fix this problem.
Marahas kong hinawakan ang magkabilang braso nya at tiningnan sya ng seryoso.
"Bitawan mo nga ko Andrie at lumabas ka sa kwarto ko!"
"Hindi kita bibitawan hanggang hindi mo sinasabi sakin kung ano ba talaga ang problema mo Darwin!? Ano bang ginawa ko at nagkakaganto ka?". Hindi ko na rin mapigilan ang maluha.
He took a sigh.
"Wala ngang problema Andrei".
"Wag mo nga kong utuin Darwin! Alam kong may problema ka!". Di ko na rin napigilang mapagtaasan sya ng boses.
"Ayokong....... ayokong maging dahilan ng pagkasira ng relationship nyo ni Kelly. Kaya please lang Andrei, layuan mo nalang ako". He answered, so is that his problem?
Ngayon naiintindihan ko na kung bakit sya nagkakaganto. Alam kong kagagawan to ni Kelly. Bigla ko tuloy naalala yung sinabi nyang gagawin nya ang lahat, masira lang kami ni Darwin.
"Look at me Darwin!" I commanded him so he did. "kahit kailan hindi ka naging dahilan kung ano mang meron kami ni kelly dahil at the first place, wala namang kami, kung meron mang sinabi sayo si Kelly wag mong pansinin yun! She's nothing!"
"Pero mahal ka nya Andrei, you should also consider her feelings". Sagot nya.
"I consider mo rin ang nararamdaman ko Darwin. Do you think magiging masaya ako with Kelly? Hindi Darwin! Hindi! Dahil hindi ko sya mahal". I look at his eyes. "Ikaw ang mahal ko Darwin at wala akong pakealam kung ano kapa o kung ano pang sabihin ng iba! Gusto kong malaman mo na seryoso ako sayo Darwin!"
"Hindi yan totoo Andrei, sinasabi mo lang yan dahil baka na cucurious kalang, baka you're just driven by your emotions, lilipas din yang nararamdaman mo". Sagot nya.
"Hindi ako nagsisinungaling Darwin. Mahal kita at sana paniwalan at pagkatiwalaan mo ko"
"Darating din ang araw na marerealize mo yung point ko Andrei. Kaya habang maaga pa dapat mo na---". I cut him right away, ayokong marinig pa ang kanyang mga salita. I want him to feel that i genuinely like him. So i kissed him.
[ WARNING : for ages 17 and beyond. This part might triggered you so I'm advising you to skip this part. ]
It was passionate. I want him to feel in that way na mahal ko sya, that he don't need to think otherwise. Hinigpitan ko ang pagkakayakap sa kanya habang hinahalikan sya.
At first he's avoiding it. Pero hindi ko sya pinakawalan. I even pushed him to his bed at pumaibabaw ako sa kanya. Kumakalas sya pero hindi ko sya hinayaang makaiwas.
Then eventually after awhile hindi na sya kumontra pa, hinayaan nya na lang ako. I kissed him passionately. Maya-maya pa ay nagulat ako nang labanan nya din ang pagkakahalik ko sa kanya.
Then suddenly i just felt something getting hard inside my pants. Seems like there's something inside who wants to come out. I just let it though.
Back to what I'm doing, i just can't get enough of it. There was something inside of my mind whispering me to do more, so bumaba ang labi ko sa kanyang leeg habang isa-isa kong tinanggal ang mga botones sa kanyang uniporme, ramdam ko din ang malalim nyang mga paghinga. When i finally unbuttoned his uniform tumambad sakin ang napakakinis nyang katawan, medyo basa iyon dahil sa suot nyang basang uniform, it was perfection. It's been a long time since I've seen his body, mga bata pa kami nun, and now I'm looking at it again. It looks amazing.
I immediately kissed his neck again while hearing him moaning sounds beautifully, then i traveled my lips down to his chest and sucked his right nipple and that made him lift his head in sensation at napasabunot sa buhok ko.
"Ugh! Andrei stop... W-we need t-to stop t-this". He almost whispered while stuttering.
Hindi ko sya pinakinggan. Dumako ulit ang labi ko sa kanyang labi. Ngayon, uniform ko naman ang tinanggal ko habang nananatiling nakahalik sa kanya
"Ughhh!" He moaned.
Nang magdikit ang aming katawan, ramdam na ramdam ko ang init nito at ang malakas na pagkabog ng kanyang dibdib.
Maya maya pa ay tinanggal ko na rin ang aking pantalon, ganun din ang ginawa ko sa kanya at hindi sya tumutol dun.
"I love you Darwin, i really do. I won't let you go, i want to own you, i want you to be mine". Namamaos kong sabi. Then i take off my underwear and also his.
We're naked while tasting each other's lips and let our sweat slither our skin.
I was more surprised nang sumagot sya.
"I, l-love you too Andrei.... P-pero kaila---". I pointed his lips para hindi na nya ituloy ang sasabihin nya. I don't wanna hear his buts. What more important is he also love me. Kakaibang saya ang naramdaman ko when he finally said it.
I kissed him again at nilabanan nya din ang halik kong yun and it was intense.
"Damn Darwin! You're making me crazy". Namamaos kong usal then agad ko syang pinatalikod and i sucked his back gently but wild at the same time.
"Uhggg A-Andrei". His moan sounds like a music to my ears kaya mas lalo akong ginaganahan sa ginagawa ko.
Idinako ko ang labi ko sa kanyang batok at mas lalo pa syang umungol. Then i whispered him.
"I want to insert you my Darwin". I gently said.
Bigla syang napaharap sakin like he's worried.
"I don't think that's a good idea Andrei, i think I'm not ready yet---". I cut him by kissing his lips.
"Do you trust me?". I asked then he paused a bit.
"Of course I am". Sagot nya.
"Then let me do this..... I'll do it gently my Darwin".
And the rest is history. The night was full of love. It was gentle, passionate, and genuine. It was never been just a lust. I owned Darwin at gusto kong malaman nyang sa kanya lang din ako.
He's mine, and will always be mine.
good boy