"and because i fell makes me werid ? , look at me what ? bitch look at you . if you wanna talk about looks " i speak up
" i look so much more better bb " she says
" if that makes you feel better , sure ." i laugh
" ur getting me mad , get up and fight me " oh she has balls now . bet
" bet " i get up and make my way to her
before i even get to throw a hit a hand i recognized goes around my waist
swings me across the room , making me fall hard
it was mattia , he throws me out his way so he can check if shes okay
" you always do the most y/n , god ur annoying ! " he gets all mad
" bro she started with me . how am i doing the most ?!" i get in his same tone
dont cry dont cry
" i had enough , sit down before you all go to the office ." mrs. k says
(bitch wym you had enough , it took you up to now to call them out )
" mattia and katie thats unacceptable "
" dont ever make anyone feel less of what they are "
" y/n are you ok ?" she asks me
" yeah im fine " i look at her and make my way back to my seat
" now class will end soon , plan out with ur partners what youll be working on today , i want these back before friday " she says
i let out a tear on my paper
mattias pov
i went to class late to find everyone focus on their papers talking to a partner i guess
except y/n she was alone and working hard on her paper
she looks so beautiful
" mattia ur lateee " teacher calls out
i make eye contact with y/n
" were working on racism project .. , ur partner is ... y/n ! "
as i much as i didnt mean it , i said
" theres no way in hell i will work with her " i say and give her a ugly look
she looked kinda hurt
i hate acting this way , i dont hate her
im in love with her
i made everyone think i hate her
since they all love me , they act that way as well
thats why she only hangs out with bella
her and katie some girl thats been begging me to fuck her , go back and forth
y/n gets up , y/n can fight but i went along and threw her out my way
i threw her hard .. , i can tell it hurt her physically and mentally
it hurt me mentally
mrs.k called me out and i had to make my way to my seat
which was next to y/n
i seen her drop a tear , it broke me inside
i keep hurting her
back to y/ns
i turn to mattia wiping my tears away , making sure he didnt see
i didnt want to talk to him at all
but i had to , to pass this calss
" um , where are we working on this ?"
" on what " he looks into my eyes for the first time
" the project " i say
" oh right , my house i guess . you know ur way . be there after school " he says annoyed
the day goes by and i finish all my classes , i make my way to my locker to get all my things and see bella there opeing hers
" hey love , shit u ok ? " she looks at me
" no , i almost fought a katie bitch and i got threw cross the room by mattia " i look at her smiling
" what ?! he threw you y/n ? " she gets mad
" yeah since i was going to hit some katie girl , he threw me out his way " i say
" wtf is going on with him ?" she asks
tbh..