We made out until the bell rung and afterwards I made my way to my class.
I had my next class with Nigel and Brandon and surprisingly Damian, he locked his gaze on me be fore he spoke.
"Hello class as some of you may know my name is Mr black I will be you substitute teacher for english until your original teacher comes back, today I'm not gonna do any work but I'm gonna be taking attendance so when I call your name please stand and say something about yourself." After he had finished calling the names he purposely left out my name why? I don't know
I decided to let it slide and ask him about it later. The bell had rung signalling the end of class and the end of school but before I could get out of class Damian called me back
"Mrs clèon please stay back I'd like to have a word with you "
"OK" I said making my way to his desk
"About today in my office I'd ...."
I didn't let him finish because some how I knew this was going to happen " I know you'd like to forget about it blah blah blah , how am I suppose to forget about it that was my first kiss and I do live with you but anyways its OK ." I said turning around and making my way out
By the end of the day I felt like pure shit reason for that is because I had no one to talk to ,my mom she was my rock and now she is gone and my dad he was always there for me and he gone too, if they would have stayed this wouldn't have happened. I was thinking this in Damian's car on our way home and a take involuntarily fell from my eyes and I quietly began to sob. I then felt someone's hand touch my shoulder.
"What's wrong " Damian asked
"Nothing" I said shrugging his hand off me. The car then came to a halt and I rushed out of it heading towards the house. Once inside I ran to my room locking myself in, I sunkninto my sheets and cried myself to sleep , not a day will go by where I don't think about them.
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When I woke up it was around five in the morning when I got a text message from Nigel
Nigel: hi:)
Me: hi
Nigel: do you wanna hang out and get some ice cream with me and Brandon today :)
Me : ummmmmm sure
Nigel: great text me your address and I'll come get you around 12
Me: OK I said texting him my address
Finally some one to that I could maybe talk to, I thought to myself as got up and made my way downstairs. I made my way to the kitchen to fix my self some breakfast. I don't know about you but I like to eat before I brush my teeth. Why? Because it make a whole lot more sense. Think about it.
Couple hours later Damian came downstairs in his pajamas and bed hair and I'd be lying if said he didn't look sexy.He gave me an awkward smile and grumbled a good morning before heading to the kitchen
I just stayed in the living room watching television spounge Bob to be percise and later around 10 I would go and get ready
OK so the time had come and I had gotten ready. And I want to look pretty so I dressed in a pretty floral knee length dress and a pair of black ballerinas , a pair of black studded earnings along with a matching chain. I wore my hair in a simple bun atop my head and i was done.when I looked in the mirror is was contented with my look so I made my way downstairs where I would wait until Nigel and Brandon got here.
When i reached in the living room I saw Damian at the table grading some papers. I didn't want to disturb him so I made my way quietly towards the chair across from him. Apparently I wasn't quiet enough and ended up getting his attention. At first he just stared at me with a blank expression on his face then a stern look took over and he then spoke , his voice full of dominance
"And where are you going miss Cleon"
"Out " I replied nonchalantly
"With whom and where" he asked
" with Nigel and Brandon and we are just hanging out at the ice cream place not to far from here " I said with ease . it never bothereded me to tell my parents where I was going and since he was my 'parent' I shouldn't mind telling him .
He sighed and shook his head before speaking
" Glenna boys like that only want one thing " ha little does he know but I decided to push it a little
" oh I know and I plan to give it to them" I smirked
Damian look at me, pure shock written all over his face and then pure anger flashed
"What!!! " he boomed "do you know what your saying .... And further more you can't go anywhere anymore call them , message them or whatever and let them know you won't be coming anymore and....."
Wow maybe I didn't think this through and it feels so weird for him to be speaking to me like this scratch that he should not be talking to me like this
" you can't tell me what to do because your not my father and what does it matter if I'm going out with guys I can do what I want" I said not thinking about thinking. He paused for a moment
" you know what you're right I am not your father and I will never be and you can do what ever you want because I don't own you hell I don't even know you that well , I just took you in because I felt sorry you but it looks like i should have left you where you were because right now I regret ever taking you in" he said with venom laced in his voice. At first I was frozen I didn't know what to or say I just stood there letting his words sink in and when they did I cried is this really how he felt , did he really mean this I mean of course he did he said it him self.
" I'll just go , by tomorrow I won't be here "I said sadly. His face softened and he started to look guilty
" Glenna I ......"
" no I understand completely , you don't have to say anymore , I'll text Nigel and tell him I can't come " I said when there was a knock at the door.
Nigel's POV
I had just arrived at Glenna's house when I heard some arguing and being as nosy as I am I pressed my ear to the door and listened but what really shocked me was when the man said this
" you know what you're right I am not your father and I will never be and you can do what ever you want because I don't own you hell I don't even know you that well , I just took you in because I felt sorry you but it looks like i should have left you where you were because right now I regret ever taking you in." He said. Oh no poor Glenna . Me and this this man are gonna have a word I don't care how rude she was that is nothing to tell someone. I kept listening until I heard Glenna say that she was going to text me and say that she couldn't come, after hearing this I knocked on the door. And someone I did not expect came to answer the door .
It was Mr Black from at school but you know what that was not gonna stop me from giving him a piece of my mind or make him feel worse than he already does because when I looked at his face he looked guilt ridden. I settled for making him feel worse and spoke
" hi I'm Nigel the guy that was suppose to pick up Glenna may I come in? " I asked looking bat his face and wasn't surprised by what I saw , anger and jealousy
When he let me in he was going to say something but I gave him the palm in a way as to tell him shut up, then I proceeded to speak, not before looking around to make sure Glenna was not there
" like I said before I'm Nigel and I heard every last word of your conversation from beginning to end but guess what?" I said looking at him waiting for him to respond
"What?" He asked
" I don't want anything from Glenna when it come to sex because you want to know why?" I asked and I really wasn't out of the closet yet but for some reason I felt the need to stand up for her.
"Why?" He asked
"Because I'm gay and what you said to her was totally uncalled for because your suppose to be her her new guardian but I guess I know why you feel like that though because even though you'll deny it now I can see that you have feelings for her. Now with that said I'll just leave and I want you to think about what I said." I said and with that that I left.
Damian's POV
'Fuck' I thought as sat there with my head in my hands, why did I have to say that, its not like I meant any of it, its just that I felt like she was just gonna give herself away to guy and the thought of that angered me and not the way it angers a father, the way it angers a lover who is being cheated on. I just hope that she can forgive me and that we can live normally like how kid and guardian should because as much as I wanna be with her if authority finds out its my ass and theres no saying what can happen to her. Maybe in the future we could be together but as for right now we can't .