I think this is the last snowfall I'll see for a while.
And im glad to see it go.
I want to leave it behind with my past, turn a new page and find the clean soil underneath that I can grow a future in.
If only I live long enough.
I want to cut all my tethers... I want to forget the ones that have held me back.
The people that never deserved me.
I want to breathe the spring air and bask in my truth. Grow beauty all around me with everything I touch.
I have the ability to.
I want to taste the success I know waits for me on the other side of this gentle snowfall.
I'm almost past all this, the fucking bullshit, the cold nights, the dark skies.
I'm almost past it.
And it will be alright... because I will still have me.
And im going to grow myself even stronger than before. More beautiful. More resilient.
I'm so beautiful.
Like the beginning of spring.
Like the life cycle that renews after winters bones.
I've seen it in my cards.
They are as beautiful and deadly as I am. Grey and black with splashes of rainbows.
The magician. The empress. Death.
10 of cups... the lovers.
What waits in store for my legend?
My story winds through these years like a tale lost on the trail of winters wind.
And I whisper it. To my future.
It smiles back at me. It is waiting for me too.