"I can't remember"

~Christmas edition~ (not a chapter)

Finally! Winter brake, I wonder what I should do during this? Bake? Hang out with tendou? BAKE AND HANGOUT WITH TENDOU and ushijima! You thought to your self and got excited
You continued walking down through a park which led to your living alone apartment and a few times you brushed your head off from the snow.  After a while of walking you seen a few children run around with snow balls and building a snow man you giggled and kicked the snow as your walked you pulled out your phone then put ear buds in and listen to music then you drift off in your mind then you feel a big hand brush to your head
"AGHDAJDH-" you jump and step back a little but to realize it was ushijima that brushed the snow off from your head
"OH! Ushijima!" You said then slipping your arms through his then hugging his warm body
"Hey Y/n, why do you always greet me with a hug?" He said not returning the hug and just letting you stand there hugging him your face was pressed against his (the front body part his body were your height would reach)
"Mmhmfh" you said hugging him tighter
"I can't hear you y/n" he said plainly hoping you won't notice the blush on his face
You flung your head back and breathed
"I said I'm stealing your warmth" you said with a cheeky smile ushijima sighs and pats your head you hugs continue to walk and you go on about how your day was and you were excited about your winter brake
You then stop and look at the store
"Hey let's get some (favorite winter time drink or your fav drink)" you said pointing
"Sure" ushijima said you walked him first with him following behind the both of you walk around looking at the trinkets and toys on sale because of the Christmas all most around the corner when you got to the drinks
"Y/n I'll be back I'm going to use the rest room." Ushijima said while sapping your shoulder "alrighty I'll be looking around here for a bit" you said looking at him and looking back at the drinks he then left to use the restroom and for a few seconds go by and you find your drink
You stood at the end of the shelf and leaned against it you were on your phone and playing a game till you heard foots step and a 'ahem'
You look up to see a older man who looked drunk and musty "hey there pretty lady, what are you doing here alone?" The man says with a ugly smirk "Tch non of your damb business old man." You spat out then spitting at his shoes and went back to your phone
"Come on, don't be like that" he says while the musty man reaches to play with your hair
You were about to rock his shit but a huge hand grabs his wrist and pulls him aside
"I would appreciate it if you didn't touch them." Ushijima said darkly and stood in between you and the must man which stood at 5'9 "oh yeah? What are you gonna do about it sunny boy? Hit me? I can take you down with one old swing" The man said but trembling but bold saying his words
Ushijima was about to say something
Then
"BARK BARK GERRR CREEEE" you said squatting down and jumping the musty man stood back and ushijima flinched at your actions "GIMME YUR SHOSE MUSTY MANN" you shouted and pulled his leg and the musty guy fell back words and hit his head then out old
"Y/n??" Ushijima said with concern tone "yeah ushijima?" You said while standing up from your squatting position "what- whats was that?" Ushijima said confused "oh! That was my defense mechanism for musty men like that tendou said to use it and I did" you diss giggling "ugh- you bitch-"
WACK
"Shut it old man" you said kicking his stomach
"OKAY NOW LETS GO" you said pulling ushijima and while passing the cashier the exact money into the tray "SORRY GOTTA GO" you said while running out with ushijima in hand "HEY WAIT- COME BACK I DONT WANNA TAKE CARE OF THAT DRUNK" the cashier said but you didn't stop with ushijima in one hand and the other the drinks
"Hah- thats was a rush!" You said letting go of ushijimas hand you looked at him he had a shock expression you started to laugh at his face then he giggled a little bit to then you guys started to laugh
But you were bazazaled by his deep laugh "haaa that was funny! Did you see the mans face when I did that thing" you said whiling away a tear of laughter "indeed I did" he said giggling a little and calming down

Time skip to your house ((at this time it's 6:00 and there's people over there))

There were many people there more then you intended, you looked around and see people laughing and being loud and just having fun you sigh and a sweat drop you were never really good with many people then you expected you were okay with it just not the best ushijima noticed you nervous look
"Y/n? Are you alright?" Ushijima asked and put his hand your your shoulder
"Huh? oh! Yeah I'm fine it's just....the people" you said the last part while scrunching your nose "you don't like people?" He asked
"No I'm okay with them just not the best" you said while taking off your jacket and both of you hanged them up you start to walk through the people till you feel a arm snake around your shoulder you then look where it came from and it was the red head Tendou  "come on let's go get some food!" Tendou said with a happy grin he was wearing a funny tree and what looked like a reindeer went through him
You guys walked to the food table and got a plate of food and something to drink you stood at a door frame as you watched everyone talk to each other and having fun You took a bite out of your cookie not paying attention to your surroundings "y/n-" "KUCHSN-" you choked on your cookie from ushijima scaring you *cough* "Ack- ushijima-" *cough* "you scared me!" You said shaping his arm lightly "ah sorry, sorry" ushijima said then standing beside you by a door frame it was a comfortable silence just looking at the people there have fun
"USHIJIMA, Y/N-" tendou shouted and pointed up the door frame "what-OH-" you said looking up and noticing a little green and red plan, a mistletoe
"What are you talking about tendou" ushijima said then looking up "ah- I see" he said then his face heating up and by that point every one was looking at you two You then shot tendou a murders glare like you where gonna throw him in a huge meat grinder
Tendou sweat drops and steps back you sigh and look up and ushijima and you thought you seen a tomato he was covering his mouth with his hand and looking away you giggle then reaching your hands to cup his cheeks you've been wanting to do this for so long yeah you were nervous but how can you pass a kiss? Then you cupped his cheeks ushijima looks at you wide eye and you give him a big smile and you lean in to kiss him he's shocked but soon returns the kiss which seen so long but you loved it and so did he the whole world felt like it stoped
((Wow- I'm so cheesy 🌚🖐))
You two pulled away slowly and look at the people that were there and they ether had there jaw dropped or was hyped up and laughing tendou just looked like a proud big brother "WOHHHHHHHH" most of the people said started to laugh not noticing ushijima with wide eyes looking at you poor guy need to proses what you just did and realized and missed your kiss he stood up straight behind you
You thought you flustered the boy and which you did but he had something up your sleeve ushijima taped your shoulder and you turned around with a smug look ready to see ushijimas face but you seen something you didn't expect he had a soft straight face and then lifted your chin with his curled index finger and kissed you and the kissed deepened and TOTALLY FORGETTING THERE WAS PEOPLE SEEING THIS AND HAD NO, NOO WORDS- anyways he didn't care nether did you
Then you guys pulled away looking like tomato's you two where so close when you two noticed you two stepped back and looked at the ground "AYEEEEE MY TWO BESTIES KISSED" tendou shouted and the people started to clap and cheer

-Time skip to after when everyone had left-

You where cleaning the and ushijima stayed and helped you with cleaning your place in tendou was helping but....he said he was so 'tired' which was surprised because you guys text ALL night till morning but your shrug it off because tendou is tendou satori
You were cleaning dishes and then you started to think about the kiss
You think more and more and miss the kiss your two had soon enough you zoned out while washing the dishes Not knowing ushijima felt the same and was behind you
"Y/n?" Ushijima said tapping your shoulder
"AH- watashi! Ya need something?" You said nervously snapping out of it
"Are you alright? You seem to be zoned out" he said looking at you
You blush a little "I'm  A Okay! Watashi" you said with a big smile hoping it will cover up the blush ushijima noticed that you seem nervous "are you, actually okay?" He asked but more softly while placing a hand on your shoulder you two looked at each other for a few seconds you then look away then look at your shoes "did you- did you actually mean that kiss? It's just I've been thinking about a lot and I can help but wonder because I- I really seem to like you and- I don't wanna get things-" ushijima cupped your face and squeezed it "Y/n, your rambling" he said with a chuckle ushijima then leaned down to press his lips with yours you were shocked then you grabbed his cheek to return the kiss
The kiss started to get deep and long
You two pulled away breathless
"OKAY WOW-" you said lightly pushing him back ((not in a serious way)) "your wayyyyyy to good at kissing, that's illegal" you said pointing up at him ushijima just looked at you and then your pointing finger he then grabbed it and kissed the pointing indexed finger and then your knuckles
You blushed at his actions and stayed quiet trying not to die then ((your favorite slow song or favorite song that's fun)) you gasped and pulled him into the middle of the kitchen and you two spun around slowly
Ushijima was confused and looked at you and seen you where trying to dance with him
He then spun you around slowly and the two of you danced after a few songs of having fun and dancing you two stoped
Ushijima had a slight blush he then kisses your forehead "do you wanna watch a movie?" You said sweetly ushijima nods and looks down trying to hid the blush yoy pull him to the couch and you put in ((favorite movie)) then got some snacks and with that you two cuddled you were the first to fall asleep ushijima felt your breathing steady and looked at you to see you asleep on his shoulder he sighs and slowly moves to pick you up and walk you to your room and lightly lays you down and plants a kiss on your forehead "sleep well y/n" he said rubbing your shoulder while ushijima was going to stand straight you grabbed his arm sleeve "where is my personal heater going?" You said with a sleepy grin and tugging at his sleeve
"Do you wish me to stay Y/n?" Ushijima said then taking off his jacket and putting by your bed "yes, very much so" you giggled
You scoot over and ushijima lays right beside you and you curl up into his chest and you sigh in relief then you two fell asleep