Arslan Senki One Shots

~~She~~ Daryun x reader

Y/N pov:

Am I allowed to look at her like that?
Could it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at.

I was staring at my best friend. At how perfect she is. She's skinny, got long blond hair, blue eyes and has the best caracter in all man kind. Every man would fall for her.

And she smells like lemongrass and sleep.
She tastes like apple juice and peach.
Oh, you would find her in a polaroid picture.
And she means everything to me.

And so did Daryun, well at least I belive so how he looks at her so mesmerized, as if she was his whole entire world. Don't get me wrong I'm happy for her, I love her like a best friend would and I care for her and wish her the best. But I wish I could be Daryun's world.

I'd never tell.
No I'd never say a word.
And oh it aches.
But it feels oddly good to hurt.

I fell in love with Daryun after just a short period of time. How he talks, how he walks, how he fights, how he smiles, how he laughs. All these things made themselves apparent to me. But he would never know nor notice that I thought of him that way. Especially since he got his eyes on someone so bright and beautiful. Something so perfect.

I can't blame him tho. I've got brown short hair and brown eyes, I'm not skinny nor pretty. And I'm not as talented as Alison is. Besides her I'm just an ugly waste of space.

She smells like lemongrass and sleep.
She tastes like apple juice and peach.
Oh, you would find her in a polaroid picture.
And she means everything to me.

I'd also pick her over me.

Daryun's pov:

I watched Y/N as she was staring at Alison. She looked so sad and heart brocken. As if she was admiring Ali while hating herself.

It made my heart ache, seeing the person I feel in love with just so sad and scared.  I fell for Y/N because I find her so beautiful inside and outside. She's so funny and loving, loyal and caring, a good strategist and a great fighter, she has many more talents too. Her cute brown, short and bouncy hair that curls up when it gets wet with that silky smooth touch or those honey brown eyes that glitter in the sunset.

....But they glitter, because the once so bright light in them shattered and that is because she can't see how great she is. I've noticed it, I always have she looks at Alison and then at herself and becomes sad and anxious.

I wish...I wish I could do something about it, if only I could hold her close tell her I love her and that she's perfect in each and every way but I can't.  Because she probably doesn't feel that way.

and I'll be okay.
Admiring from afar.
Cause even when she's next to me.
We could not be more far apart.
Cause she tastes like birthday cake, and storytime, and fall.
But to her I taste of nothing at all.

I watched closely, as Y/N got up to talk to Alison. Putting on her beautiful smile and then greeting her friend.

She looks so mesmerizing when she smiles. I softly smiled myself as she let out a giggle. How does she not know her worth? I wondered, but was caught of guard when she saw me staring. She waved happily and then turned back to Alison. I looked down feeling heat rise to my face.

Ok you know what, I will tell her tonight, I speak my mind and tell her how much she is worth to me.

Y/N pov:

I looked up from the conversation, me and Ali had. To see Daryun's eyes on us, he was probably staring at Alison, but since we made eye contact I had to do something so I just smiled and waved at him, before going back to Alison who was giving me her gourgeous smile

And she smells like lemongrass and sleep.
She tastes like apple juice and peach.
You would find her in a polaroid picture.
And she means everything to me.

Daryun's pov:

It was about midnight when I decided that now was the time, the time to open up.

I got up from where I was laying down and walked over to where Y/N and Alison were sleeping. I softly shook Y/N awake on which she shivered and then gave of a grumpy but cute sound. She really is adorable "Y/N please wake up, I need to talk to you." I spoke softly.

On which she sat up and rubbed her eyes. "Okay." She answered still sleepy.

Y/N pov:

I followed Daryun away from the camp into the forest towards the cliff.
He wanted to tell me something, no he probably needs help with Alison to make her fall for him. Thats why he wants me to come with him so she doesn't hear.

When we reached the cliff. He was quiet, he just stood there saying noting.

"So-" He started but I cut him of "look Daryun, I know you love Alison alright if you need help you could have asked during the day." I hissed at him. But how these words left me were not only hissed but there was a teary tremble behind them. One that showed hurt and frustration.

"Y/N, I-" He tried speaking but I cut him of again. "Ok you should know this, before I explode, so I will just let it all out.  .....Daryun I fucking love you, with all my heart and soul. With everything of me, I love you. But I know you love Alison and I'm not good enough for you and I understand, I mean I'm just a piece of garbage besides her. And I will help you win her if you promise me that you will love, respect and care for her make her happy and never hurt her." I finished, finally letting my tears run wildly down my face.

"Y/N." He now said sternly "what." I spat out while trying to wipe my eyes dry "I-I....I don't love Alison." He spoke which made me look at him in confusion. "What?" I asked with a shocked expression "Y/N, I love you, that's what I wanted to tell you." He finished. Before grabbing my hand and pulling me into his arms. I just sunk into it not being able to move as to how shocked I was, the only thing I could do was cry. But why was It sadness or happiness?

Daryun's pov:

I held onto her tight as she just hung losely inside of my arms, I could feel her shock radiating of from her.

"I don't know why you think you are worthless, but let me tell you that I love you in each and every way." I mumbled softly into her neck while trying to sooth her. "But I'm so ugly, like my brown eyes, why can't I have blue ones like Alison-" this time I cut her of "your eyes are brown yes but not just brown when I look at them I just melt, they look like one of the rarest and most delicious kind of honey, I've ever seen melting away at dusk and dawn. Your eyes are beautiful because they have the power of mother earth, you could make mountains crumble and fall if you pleased. I want you to know that you are everything to me. My Moon, My stars, My sun and my world."

Yes she means everything to me.

I carefully let go, so I could look at her. She smiled gently through her tear stained and puffy eyed face "Daryun I love you so much, I can't even put it into words." She whispered through her trembling voice. "I love you too." I smiled, giving her a soft kiss on the forehead and then pressing her against me in an embrace one more time. We slid down in a kneeling position, just taking our warmth and love in. Taking us in.
We stayed like this until Morning came not saying a word just feeling each other. We knew what the other wanted without saying it out loud.

~She means everything to me.~

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Hope you enjoyed my first one shot!

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With the title she