its not like i like you

runaways

adoras POV

*yawwwwnnn*

I awoke to the sound of shuffling and what sounded like purring. I open my eyes to find myself in a unfamiliar room.

"hUH WHERE AM I?- oh"

the memories came flooding in, catra and I... spent the entire day together. For some reason is felt hazy and almost like a dream. I felt like I was forgetting something.

I glance to my side and she's sound asleep, she looked so peaceful-

"good morning" she suddenly awoke and caught me staring at her!

"why were you staring at me?" she smirks

"I wasn't staring!" I get up and out of the bed.

"rightt... anyways let's head back to campus"

"okay" I felt disappointed that our time was over.

"hey adora?"  she says in a  gentle tone

"yes catra?"

"are we friends now?"

I mean of course we are friends?..

"well duh! we spent the day together, this makes us friends. unless you wanna be my enemy"

"hah, okay" she gets up and we get ready, my head hurt a bit from last night and my knees have a bruises on them.

"catra did I fall last night or get hurt?"

she suddenly spits out her water.

"uh yeah! you fell- fell over, I couldn't catch you though so sorry"

I wonder why she looked so tense, I wanted to remember what had happened.

we head down and onto her motorcycle, the city at day had a completely different atmosphere than at night. The ride was calming, my head ache seemed to go away.

We both arrive at campus.

"hey.. so thank you... let's hang out again!"

"sure ... bye adora" she walks off and I felt lonely. really lonely. I kept thinking about her saying my name.

I decide to go back to my dorm.

"where have you been?!" bow and glimmer ask in unison

"Ah! wait how did you guys even get in-" I say surprised

"doesn't matter! answer us right now adora"

"okay guys calm down"

we sit on the couch, their arms are crossed, they look like parents.

"I was out... with... catra"

"catra?! didn't I tell you to stay away from her" bow says

"bow! she's really not as bad as it seems like"

"doesn't she like girls, maybe she wanted to get with adora!"

"huh what do you mean?" she likes girls? I blush furiously.

"did anything happen last night?!" bow asks

"no nothing-" I stop my words. I remember. The fall. the kiss. No wonder my knees have bruises on them!

oh no no no no!

I remember tasting the alcohol and cigarette on her lips, her tongue against mine. did we really do that?!-

I've never kissed a girl before, but it didn't feel wrong either. In fact I enjoyed more than I should have.

"adora hello?!" glimmer tried to get my attention.

"uh- we might have uh- kissed" I say quietly hoping they don't hear

"WHAT?!" they both say

"adora it's great you like girls but- HER? what are you thinking, do you want to ruin your reputation"

"guys I'm sure it was just because we were both drunk, she probably forgot" I need to ask her about this.

"that's all that happened?" bow asks

"that's all" I reply

"we're so glad your safe!" they both hug me

"aw you guys.. I love you" I missed them.

bow and glimmer leave my room and head back. I'm still in shock about how we actually kissed and it was so lewd too! I realised that i might  like girls too...

catras POV

I felt so awkward leaving. I hadn't said anything about the kiss because she seemed to forget. I hope she doesn't remember but a part of me wishes she does.

I felt lonely again. I head over to scorpias dorm room.

"catra?!" she runs over and hugs me

"put me down!!!" I say, I love her but I don't like affection, gross.

"you need to explain everything right now wildcat!"

I explained how adora and I went out to the beach and bar and back to my apartment.

"wait you guys went back... to your apartment?... I have never even seen it!"

"I know I'll show you but it was only because it was getting late"

she seemed deep in thought.

"I thought you didn't like her though"

"I- I only did it because she was feeling sad! I don't like her"

"hmmm right and did anything else happen?"

I sigh.

"we kissed"

"huh?..." she was left in shock, I couldn't blame her

"like the adora and you KISSED? like mouth to mouth"

"yes!!! but she seemed to forget so it's fine, it's over now"

scorpia seemed to whisper something under her breath. Her expression had changed.

"hey I think i wanna be left alone for awhile"

"huh why?! Is it because we didn't go out?-"

"It's not that! just- just leave"

I didn't want to make it worse so I left. I was mad. why did she react like that? is it so shocking we went out! who cares?! I had a bad feeling in my stomach.

I head towards my dorm. correction mine and adoras dorm.