Dreams || Tsukiyama

Ch9 - more than just dreams

Yamaguchi's POV

"Tsukki... around how long ago did your dreams start?" I ask, sitting up. We still maintain eye contact. If he says 3 weeks ago then It's almost definitive. "Around 3 weeks I think. Why?" He asks. His voice seems a bit shaky. I let out a sigh of relief as my smile grows even more.

I have to say it.

"Tsukki... I think... we may have been... sharing the same dream if that's possible..." I say. Tsukki's eyes widen. "Where do yours take place?" He asks. "Club room." I say. Tsukki looks like he wasn't just tearing up and a light pink is dusted on his face.

He puts his arms on my waist and pulls me on top of him. Both of our breathing grows heavy as my face is only inches away from his. I feel Tsukki's hands graze up and down my sides. "Okay, if we really did share all those dreams, what was the first thing I did differently last night?" He asks. I pause for a moment while I think.

"Normally you're reaching for the jacket that's on the chair but this time you weren't." I say. A really big grin spreads across Tsukki's face, one that I've never seen before. "Dork, I didn't think you'd notice that part, but what was the first thing I said differently?" He asks. I pause again as I think more. "Tadashi. I know I won't be able to say thi-" I start to say. I'm interrupted when Tsukishima puts his finger over my lips. "Can you just say what I'm trying to get you to s-" Tsukishima starts to say.

"I love you, Kei." I say. His eyes widen.

"I... Tadashi I l.." He starts to say, but then trails off. The smile on my face slowly fades, as does his.

"I... I'm sorry, Tadashi. I don't think I can say it yet... I mean I want to say it and I feel it but I'm not sure I can say it yet. Sorry." He says.

"Oh... Okay." I say. It hurts a bit but I'm fine. It must show on my face because Tsukki looks regretful.

"You know I said it to you last night in the dream right? I meant to say it now too, I just... I'm scared." He says.

I smile a really big smile and bury my face in his neck. "It's okay Kei. Really. I only want you to say it when you're ready." I say.

Tsukki slowly wraps his arms around me. "I love you." He whispers, as if trying to be loud enough for me to hear it but inaudible for anyone else. "I love you too." I say, also very quietly.

I hear Tsukki start to sniffle, eventually his sniffles turning into light sobs. I'm also crying, just silently. 

We're just both so happy and relieved to know we both feel the same and that our dreams were more than just dreams. 

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