Dreams || Tsukiyama

Ch7 - a new dream

Tsukishima's POV

I'm back at the club room. I see Tadashi's jacket that he always seems to forget. Beyond the window is a dark night sky, not a star to be seen, as it always is. I'm glad. As always, I hear the rattling of the club room's doorknob, although, I never reached for Tadashi's jacket. I didn't need it tonight though, I had the scent I fell asleep to.

"Tsukki." Says that soft, gentle, soothing voice that always makes my heart melt.

"Yams." I say. We both look at each other. This time, I don't stop to admire every detail about him. Instead, this time, I just walk over to him and plant a kiss on his lips. This time, I also break the kiss. Tadashi looks surprised. I rest my forehead on the wall that's above his shoulder and next to his head so my lips are right across from his ear.

"Tadashi." I say, exhaling a deep breath at the end.

"...Yes Kei?" He asks.

"I know I won't be able to ever say this when I wake up so I need to tell you now. I would have told you this in one of the previous dreams but I wanted to kiss you as much as I could but I really can't hold it back anymore. Tadashi, I love you." I say.

I hear Tadashi breathe in a small inhale. I move my face back to look at his, our foreheads touching.

"I love you too Kei. I really love you, so much. I want to tell the real you but I know you'll never feel the same way." Tadashi says, his eyes glassy.

For the first time, I really wish these dreams weren't only dreams. I really wanted this. I wanted this so badly I didn't know what to do. "T-Tadashi... I really don't want this to stop. I really don't want to wake up from this." I say. I feel tears prick the back of my throat.

 "Then don't." Tadashi says.

(quick AN, it gets a little spicy here so just skip to the next bolded text if you don't want to shirtless boys making out and being a bit kinky⊙﹏⊙ ) 

I kiss him. Our tongues immediately meet. This kiss was different from the rest. This kiss was not at all chaste. I really, really wanted him. I wanted all of him, every inch.

I slide my hands under his shirt, dragging them along his back. Tadashi does the same. I slide his shirt completely off of him and leave a trail of kisses along his neck and down his chest. My hands move to his sides as I trail them up and down his body. I feel Tadashi put his hands in my hair as he runs his fingers through it, pulling my face even closer to his body. I bite down on his skin and suck on it to form a hickey, even though I know it'll fade by morning. I hear Tadashi let out a sigh of pleasure and I leave more hickeys all over his body. He tugs on my hair a little bit and I myself let out a soft moan. I hate to think about it but I really am a bit of a masochist.

I lift Tadashi by his ass and set him onto the desk that's in the club room as he continues to pull on my hair, continuing to make me exhale sighs of pleasure. I throw off my shirt and bring my lips back to his as he trails his fingers all over my now shirtless body. Our tongues explore every crevice of each other's mouths. Tadashi digs his fingernails into my back and I let out a very big moan into his throat. It may have made an actual sound in the real world but I could really care less about that right now. I realize... this dream really isn't real. As much as I want it to be, it's not.

(Spice is over!! Come back here my innocent children(／‵Д′)／ )

And there it is. The oh-so faint buzzing of Tadashi's alarm. I couldn't wake up. Please, fucking god PLEASE, don't let this end. Of course. It does. It always does. I was a fool to think it wouldn't. 

Before I let my eyes have the chance to flutter open, I direct my gaze slightly upward.

Huh

The seemingly starless sky seems to have stars now swimming in them.

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