"Did He apologize?" He asked me. I nodded. "Everyone did. Well, besdies bitch face Melonie, but I don't are about her. Ace and Kol both apologized for making me run. But Kol... he still rejected me. He's still recjecting me by scrweing the plastic troll, and you know what? I couldn't care less. Because I'm no longer his mate, he's only mine. I'm mates with Elijah. True mates. My bonds are broken with Kol, his just aren't with me." I told him, grinning thinking about Elijah. "Whoa. So... one and a half mates, and a brother who is torn up with how he treated you?" He asked e to clear things up. I nodded grimly. "I just don't know if I can forgive Ace, I mean I want too, but I'm just scared that he'll hurt me again. I can't exactly run from my pack, cause i'd be leaving more behind than I could ever take. I'd never leave Elijah." I told him, My heart hurting just thinking about it. He was deep in thought for a moment.
"You trust me right?" he asked me. I nodded. "Of course." I told him furrowing my brows. "Forgive, Ace. Right now, believe me, trust me, forgive him." He told me and pulled me into his bulding like chest for a hug. I sighed taking in his scent. I had my best friend back, I thought happily. I shot away from him grinning. "I'll go get him." I said and bounced off the bed to go look for Ace.
I didn't even understand why I sent Katerina off with that guy Stark. But I could tell she missed him, she needed him, and I'd do anything to make her happy again, whether she accepted my recjetion or not. I frowned thinking about it. I needed her. I missed her. I wanted her. I shoke my head feelings regret deep in my stomach. They new eachother, long before I'd even met her. I wasn't sure how I was supposed to take that, but surprisingly, I did it very well. I was trying, trying to show Kat that I could keep my promise and make things better. I was giving her space, to be with other guys, to have a life. Showing her she has freedom, that I love her, and that I want her to be happy and that's all. I smiled, imagining her beautiful red hair drifting around in the wind as she spun in circles with our little pups around her ankles. It was a low blow sleeping with Melonie. I know what I promised Kat, and I know that I broke it. All I have to do now is make sure I never break it again. I mean we were mate's right? It's not like that's ever going to change - and I don't want it to change - our bond is un-breakable.
I don't know when she's going to forgive me, and even though I don't deserve it, I want a fourth chance. I don't know when that's going to happen. When she'll talk to me, accept me as her mate, let me hold her in her arms every night, wake her up with a kiss every morning. The only thing I do know is that I love her. Unconditionally, utterly in love with her. And not just cause I have to be. Not just cause she's my mate. Not just cause she's skinny, and beautiful, and perfect now. Because she always was, even before when everyone found her repulsive, and I played along because it's what they all wanted, I was begging with every ounce of my energy that she would turn out to be my mate, and when the time came... somehow my reputation took over everything and I was left mateless, and broken. I love her, I love her so much it hurt's me, it hurts me to see her with Elijah, but in the end I know that he's better for her. That he was there for her when I wasn't, and that I can never change how he makes her feel. I see it in her eyes how much she cares about him. And why wouldn't he? He's fricken gorgeous. I rolled my eyes at that.
I know what the best thing for her is. I know it's me leaving her alone, letting her be with Elijah, love him, marry him, have pups with him, but I can't. I can't watch her be happy, no matter how much that's all I want for her, she just can't be with anyone else. I sighed slamming my head on my desk a few times. "Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why." I repeated over an over again. "Cause' you're a total ass and don't deserve love. But hey, who didn't know that?" Renee told me leaning against the door frame of my office making kissy faces. I sighed. "I know. But I want her." I grolwed lowly to her. She chuckled. "Every day that I snuck into her room to see her, she was afraid you were going to hurt her." she told me. "I never wanted it to be like this, Renee. I just want her to be happ-" "No. You want her to be happy with you, and not Elijah. You're jealous, and pissed, and you want to rip open his throat, admitt to that. And also, while you're at it, apologize." she told me. I flinched. "I have apologized." I told her matter-of-factly.
"Not just an 'I'm sorry I ruined your life, please love me', apologize and accept her you idiot. All my bestfriend wants is for her mate to accept her, love her like she thought she was supposed to be loved, by her mate. Do that, be her hero, save her and she'll want you just the same." Ren told me like it was the easiest thing in the world. And I thought about it. Could it be that easy? Just.. say that I accept her? Cause' I do. I accept her as my mate. I want her as my mate. I'd tell everyone and anyone too. But first, I have to wait. Let Katerina be happy for once before I ruin it. I nodded at Renee. "I'll just give her some time, kay'?" I asked her. She smiled. "Sounds good to me. She just stole my mate away from me, so. I'm left with nothing to do." she said shrugging. I thought about it. "Did you wanna.....help me plan the perfect birthday gift for Kat?" I asked her hopefully. "Hmm. Sure." She said grinning and bounced over to me as we started planning out exactly what to get the girl who has everything she needs and wants. I would never include in those list's though...
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Untamable (Completed)Teen Fiction
Katerina has been tormented by all the people she counted on most in her life. Her pack, the kids at school, even her own brother. She felt lost enough as it was since her parents died. Something changed in the pack when they passed and no one seem...