know the time, they all straved and looked the same.
Okay, it's still saturday, i had a rough day. I've got yelled at , pushed, hit. But i never gave in , i never gave in to cut, or hurt myself in any other way. I just walked alone like nothing was wrong, i phoned friends, family, cousins. They helped. But i need to learn to start helping myself, and not always hope everyone can help. Because what if.. it's too late?
It was now 12:00 pm, Erin was probably on the plane, I had to admit i was happy to see her. I just want to rememeber things.
Mum.. will we ever go back? I asked with tears down my cheeks, we we'rent even half way down the road, and all i wanted to do was run out of the car, hold Erin for one last time. It's all i wanted.
No Peej, we aren't, we won't have the time, i'm sorry. My mum said while focusing on driviing.
I can't believe this.. i just lost it. I broke down in tears, i sat there in the back seat of my mum's car and cried. I miss you Erin.
I pulled out my phone and typed in Erin's name.
ERIN, PLEASE. PLEASE I LOVE YOU, AND I MISS YOU. Just... remember me, I'l remember you too. I miss you . Please keep in touch! I said into her inbox of her phone, she obviously coulnd't answer on how sad she was, as we drove away, all i could think of was her blue eyes, that where now filled up disapointment and hurt.
We drove for ages, and ages. I just want out. Just out of this car. Now.
My phone went off and i had a heartattack, it was just Dan.
Hello? I Said wipping my tears and atlest trying to sound happy.
PJ, ME PHIL CHRIS FOUND ERIN IN YOUR OLD HOUSE, SHE HAD INPAILED HERSELF, SHE'S DYING PJ. SHE'S..... a short silence came over Dan, he couldn't speak. She's dying Pj. Dan said, "she's dying" was his last words before hanging up.
That's when i lost it, i'm here. In a car, not with them, if i was there, she wouldn't of have killed herself. Is she going to be alive? I won't ever know now...
-End of Pj's flashback-
I wipped my tears that where coming my eyes, finding them down to my cheeks. I tried to think postive, that Erin was still here and she's coming here. But my main question was... Is she still the same, or is ... diffrent?
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1000 miles away ( A KickThePj fanfiction)Fanfiction
The two bestest of friends, have been friends since preschool, They shared secerts, stories and alot more. They had alot of struggles of growing up but never left eachother, until they finshed highschool, Pj had to move to London, leaving Erin for s...