Problem Solving

"simply return it"

This is such a dumb idea, but I would like to see her. Just to test out how I feel. And I can always leave.

I pretend that I gotta take a call and Miss Eason lets me out of class. I feel bad skipping because she's actually a good teacher but... Electra is worth it.

I think I'm going to stay quiet when I see her though. I'm very nervous in fact, and arrive at the place we smoked far too quickly.

"Hey" she says when she sees me, she looks so so pretty. She's in that pretty pink dress she has with the cute white boots and little white cardigan. She smells incredible too, not smokey, so she probably hasn't smoked and is only here to see me. It's a cute gesture.

"Hey..".... toughen up, Lizzy.. "I hope you don't think I'm here to... to.." I struggle, she laughs a little

"Not at all. I know you're gonna be all distant with me today so I'm here to close the gap" she explains, I open my mouth to argue. "Don't. Would you like to go and get some breakfast with me?"

..? What's happening?

"Umm... where?" I ask, she shrugs a little

"Anywhere. We have a car and a couple hours"

"You have a car now?"

"Well, Laf let me borrow it"

"Ah.." ... "wait I'm meant to be ignoring you" I fold my arms, she smiles

"Why?"

"Because.." I mumble in case anyone can guess that we kissed. Even though we're the only people around.

"It's just what girls do" she downplays it which I like, but I find myself wanting her to express to me that it meant a lot and that it was an awesome kiss. Because it did and was to me.

"Right.. so breakfast?" I ask, she nods

"Breakfast. Let's go round the back to the car park"

"By the way it's very out of character for you, skipping lesson and all.." I say as we start to walk "in fact I remember you telling me that I was a bad girl and you weren't"

"Yes, your impact on me is nothing less than incredible" she smirks, I smile so have to look away. "Was your weekend nice?" She moves us on, strangely enough...

I think I'd like her to flirt with me and tease me. Not just move on, no.. that's a bit boring.

"It was okay" I lie. It was hell. I couldn't think straight. Literally. "I spent it alone but it was nice to." I don't really like hanging out with my friends now that I have something big to hide from them. It's very awkward because Electra's all I think about and oh my god my mind goes crazy about her. It's hard to hide.

"Good.. my weekend was rather mundane. I went shopping with Laf, but food shopping so it was quite boring" she unlocks the car "oh speaking of Lafina, she says she's fine with us taking food and drink in, just no sex. So, control yourself" she teases, I hate that it makes me laugh even the slightest bit.

"We should be fine.." I open the door and slide in stylishly before closing the door. I like to look cool for Electra, maybe she the reason likes me is because I'm so cool.

But then I remember she sees me completely different to other people, she knows I'm a mess and can't deal with feelings well. So maybe I'm not that cool to her.

She gets in too and we do our seatbelts.

"I wonder what music she has.." Electra presses the radio button, but a CD comes on. It's Elvis