loved by one

break-up

A WEEK LATER.    mari P.O.V

Me and Nath broke-up because it was a forced relationship ,i did fall in love with him after a while since we been together 3 years but than i found out he cheated and was using me for money he said it him-self when he broke up with me and said i wasn't even pretty and he only stayed because my parents were paying him a lot of money but since there dead now and i can't get there money till im 18 and that's 3 years away and he cheated with the only friend. I ever had Juleka , me and her have been besties since 2nd grade when i saved her from bullies and thats when i knew my life was over i had no parents its not like that the worst thing they were always abusive saying im just a symbol of someone they cared about and they abused me since they got me from a foster home and i learned that the foster people found me on the streets when i was a month or two and than Sabine and Tom got me when i was 2 years old and used me to make money and used me as a slave and if i messed up they would hit me or whip me but never in the face cause if they did they knew their reputation would be over and they wouldn't be able to use me anymore and when i came home with bruises on my face they covered it up with make-up and the only light i had back than was adrien i meet him at 3 years old at the park after my photo shoot he was 4 and was there with his parents and we became friends i would sneak out since the park was right next door and we would meet up there but than at 5 years old he just disappears and i haven't seen him since and when he left i had no light in my life and i feel into depression but i always smiled my brightest smile when someones near and cry in my room when no-one is near me and at the age of 8 my mom dropped a knife on my arm making dinner and it cut me but she didn't care and that's when i started cutting every-night and bandage it up since mom has to dress me in long sleeves and pants since she abuses me anyway it was easy to hide and now im 8n my room crying i just wrapped my arms in bandages and i knew i would have to smile tomorrow no matter what since i need to stay in the business and i can't use the money from my parents yet cause im not 18 but it's good they have it so it pays by it-self when the bills are due ,"good-night mom dad "