July 20th, 2007 - Malakai

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I'm officially freaking out here. I really am. I'm trying to figure out how I'm going to ask Ashley. I've got the ring and I'm completely sure about asking her, but I don't know how to. I don't really know why I'm always writing in this journal, because it obviously can't help me the way I need helped, but I guess I'm just so damned nervous here; about asking her, about her reaction, about everything. I don't think I've ever been so freaked in my life. I know we're only 18, but we've been together for almost three years, so strong the whole time. I don't know...maybe it is too good to be true. Maybe we're not meant to do this. What if we've had this going for so long that it's going to fall apart soon? Is this a good idea? What am I talking about? Of course it's a good idea. I'm just thinking too much into things. Damn...

MLT

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