My eyes were heavy as I had switch places from Namjoons lap to a spot right next to him my head leaning against his chest as his arm was wrapped around me.
A little while ago both Yoongi and Hobi came in. Not saying nothing but sitting on the floor in front of the Couch that Taehyung was spread out on. Tae was so fixed on Ponyo the movie that he didn't bother to move for them. I still wonder why they brought Hobi but it's not like I'm going to ask about it.
I move closer to Namjoon as he pulled me closer. My eyes were really heavy but I couldn't sleep my head was still getting over that fact I lost my mug. I sighed and got up.
"I'll make you guys something to eat." As I sighed making myself go over to the kitchen. All the snacks I had done were with the boys.
As I went to the pantry to get instant Ramen I heard the door shut behind me and the door handle lock. I looked over my shoulder to see Hobi we both locked eyes as my breath hitched in my throat.
"(Y/N)...." He said as he moved forward. His arms out stretched to me. "Don't." I say as I backed up, legs hitting the selves as I put my hands up in front of me. He stopped moving.
"(Y/N) please.." He begged. "Please, please, please." Hobi collapsed to the floor as he started to come forward warping his arms around my legs his eyes tearing up.
"Get off Hobi." "Got off of me please." I begged I was feeling sick. Him touching me made me feel so sick. It hurts, it hurts so bad. I can't do this I start to break down.
"(Y/N) please let me in, let me come back to you." He was pulling me down with him on the floor, my body was useless at this point and just let him do it. He wrapped his arms around me and held me as I cried.
I can hear his cries and it broke my heart, he was begging for me, but I was broke from him and forever will be.
"You left me!" I cried as he pulled me into him. "You left me, you left me, you left me." I repeated. " I love you and you left me." "I waited for you to come back I looked for you I never stopped looking, I wanted you back, I would have done anything for you to come back home to me, I'm hurt, I'm broken I needed you, I still need you, I'm scared of letting you in again.... I don't want you to disappear." I sobbed into his chest as his arms around me tighten and he pulled me even closer
"You still love me..?" "After all this time you still love me." He paused. "I never stopped loving you, it always been you." My head was spinning and I felt like I was in a dream nither good or bad I didn't know what the outcome would be and I was scared.
Do I really want Hobi in my life again. "My poor baby." " I'm so so sorry I didn't think you cared about me, we were kids I.. I love you too baby." Hobi rubbed my back to calm me down he had stop crying along time ago. My
mind was blanked I wanted out of the pantry.
"Namjoon." "What?" Hobi said confused. "I want Namjoon." He pulled away looking me in the face. "But I'm here.." The door to the panty rattled. "Kitten?" I heard Namjoon say. "Why is the door locked and have you seen Hobi?" I stood up from the floor Hobi following suit. I unlocked the door throwing it open and jumped on Joonie. He made an oof sound as he caught me.
"What's wrong.." " What did you do." Joonie said his voice going deeper. He must have seen Hobi standing in their. "Nothing I was apologizing, we are getting back together." Namjoons grip on me tighten. "No." Slipped out quickly. "I accept your apology but I don't think we could ever be us again, I don't trust you and I don't know if I ever will." I pull Joonie closer to me.
"You still love me, you just told me you did!" "Love is patiences, you can wait Hoseok." Namjoon voice was still deep with authority. "Yes, sir." Hobi said angrily. With me in hand Namjoon walked away saying something about ordering pizza instead. My eyes were still looking at Hobi over Joonies shoulder both of our eyes stayed focused on each other until I was out of site.
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FanfictionWe're all friends right! - Jimin We would never hurt you!- Yoongi Don't be scared of us-Jung-kook We love the games you play-Jin Look like he had an accident- Taehyung It your fault we're like this- Hobi Let the fun begin-Na...
