CHAPTER 31 Paranoid

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AVI'S POV (2 months later)

The voice, I hear it again. He's here.

"You can't run away. I own your mind, you belong to me."

"Get away from me!" I screamed as I grabbed my head.

"But why? I thought you loved me." He laughed.

My heart rate was picking up and I started shaking uncontrollably. My vision was going blurry and I felt paralyzed.

"Let me in your mind, let me in pretty boy."

"Get the fuck out!" I yelled.

"I see you, I see your every move. You can't run Avi."

I was now blind, I couldn't see anything. Everything was pitch black.

"Why can't I see? What are you doing to me!?" I sobbed as I felt around to know my surroundings.

"I'm not doing anything to you. You're doing this to yourself."

Just then my vision was back and I could see perfectly. My breathing was back to normal and I stopped shaking. I took a few deep breaths to calm myself. I quickly looked left and right but my surroundings were normal. I don't know what's happening to me. One thing I can tell you that its freaking me out.

Kacey and I have been trying to work out our realtionship and it's actually been going well. We're getting married in about two weeks and I'm very excited. We're both having bachelor/bachlorette parties and its going to be great.

I took a few more deep breaths and then I walked out of the bedroom. Kacey was in the kitchen making sandwiches. I tapped her on her shoulder and when she turned around I waved. She smiled and turned around.

"Who were you talking to up there?" she asked concerned.

"Oooh, just somebody that I used to know."

"You seemed pretty upset is everything alright?"

Shit she heard me, "Oh yeah everything is fine." I chuckled.

"Are you sure?" She stared at me intensely.

"Yes." I stared back.

She shrugged her shoulders and turned back around to finish making the food.

"Why are you making so many sandwiches?" I asked.

"Cody and Michael are coming over. Can you pick up some chips from the store for me?"

"Anything for you my love." I said as I kissed her cheek.

I drove to the store and stopped the car. I can feel someone staring at me. They're not slick. I turned to the left but there was noone there.

Avi calm down, he's locked up in prison. You saw them officers take him away. He can't get Kacey. Stop being so paranoid.

I walked into the store and went to the chip aisle. I looked to my right this time and there he was. He was eating a dum-dum lollipop smirking at me. I walked over to him and sized him up.

"What do you want?" I asked.

"You know what I want."

"Uhm excuse me sir, who are you talking to?" A customer asked me.

I looked over to Asher but he was gone. I didnt want that guy to think that I was crazy so I thought of a lame excuse.

"Uhm, I rehearsing for a movie I'm going to be in."

"What movie?"

"Pitch Perfect 2"

"I'm looking foward to seeing it." He smiled.

"Thanks."

The man walked away and I let out a sigh. I think I'm paranoid. Everything is fine, Asher is in jail. He can't escape, they're on him like white on rice. Just as I was walking to the checkout I walked past the pharmacy. I decided to head over to see if they had anything for me.

"How may I help you sir?" The lady asked.

"Is there any kind of pills I can take to get rid of paranoia?"

"Yes there is, how bad is it?"

"I'm starting to see things..."

"Wow, uhm, ok I'll be right back."

She came back with a medium sized bottle of pills. I took the bottle from her and read the side effects. Nausea, stomach aches, headaches, blurry vision, and numbness.

"Now, these aren't prescription, just something to help you out."

"Ok, thanks." I started walking away.

"And whatever you do, don't overdose."

I checked out my things and drove back home. I still haven't gotten my tux yet for the wedding. Kevin is my best man. Nothing surprising though. Kacey has already gotten her dress but she told me that I couldn't see it until wedding day. I can't wait to call her mine. I love more than anything in the entire world. I just hope she loves me the same.

As I pulled up to the house, I hid the pills in my pocket. I don't want Kacey to know that I'm doing this, it will break her heart. But I have no other choice right now. I'm going crazy. I walked into the house but Kacey was nowhere to be seen.

"Kacey?"

No reply.

"Kacey!?"

I was starting to freak out. I ran up the steps to our room but she wasn't in there. I heard water in the bathroom so I opened the door.

"Kacey? Are you in here?"

"Yea, do you need something?" She asked over the noise of the water.

"No.....no I'm fine."

"Or did you just want to join me?"

I started to unzip my pants but then I zipped them back up. If I went in there now, I would have sex with her. Something I've been trying to wait until we were married for.

"No, you go ahead and enjoy your shower. I'll be in the room."

I flopped down on the bed and I heard the pills rattle in my pocket. I took two pills out of the bottle and played with them in my hand. They were small and white. A child could easily mistake it for candy. Without using water, I swallowed the pills. I hid the bottle in my drawer under my clothes with the rest of the things I hide like my gun.

The pills instantly started to kick in. I already felt calm and more at ease. Kacey came and sat next to me on the bed. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into a hug.

"I love you."

"I love you too." She laughed.

"What's funny?" I asked.

"You just seem different."

"Different how?"

"More...relaxed." she said stroking my hair.

"Keep doing that." I said.

"Keep doing what?"

"Playing with my hair."

She ran her fingers through my hair making me moan. She took it in between her fingers and tugged on it a little. If I wasn't feeling so sleepy from those pills, I would have been on top of her by now. She was planting soft kisses on my neck making it hard for me to control myself but somehow I did.

"Why aren't you responding?" She asked confused.

I did a genuine yawn. "I'm really sleepy."

"I'll help you go to sleep." She smirked.

And that's exactly what she did.

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