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71. Beom's party

This can't be real!

He likes you!

He actually likes you! The way you like him!

But this can't happen! This is isn't allowed! But you want it, you want him!

"Kook..." you move your hand slowly so that you can hook your little finger with his and you never break the eye contact.

"I know, I'm sorry... I..." he blinks.

"No, don't be sorry, I..." you swallow the lump in your throat, "... I feel the same" you can't believe you let those words leave your mouth! You can't believe you've just admitted that to him! But it's all far too late now anyway, you've already kissed him, the line had already been crossed!

You'd forgotten that other people existed until your bubble was shattered by Namjoon's voice calling out to you both, "are you bringing the drinks or what?!"

"Yeah, we're fucking coming calm down!" Jungkook shouts back instantly while he's still staring at you.

"We should..." you unhook your fingers and move away from him a little and turn to the fridge, Jungkook joins you and you start taking out the drinks for everyone.

Nothing more is said on the previous matter and you both make your way back into the living room with all the drinks to watch the movie.

You don't sit near him, in fact you're across the room from him, but it doesn't stop you from keep glancing over at him at every opportunity that no one is watching you; every so often you catch him already looking at you when you look at him and at one point the staring becomes so intense you excuse yourself and go to the bathroom, not wanting to be caught eyeballing him. Taking a few deep breathes in the toilet to calm yourself down, because your skin is alive with tingles of excitement ever since he told you he liked you.

You wander back out slowly and when you make it back to the living room you instantly see that Jungkook has moved and is now sat in the seat that is beside your empty one; you blink slowly again hoping to calm your beating heart into something more controllable because at this rate they'll all hear your heart banging against your rib cage.

You sit down slowly and as you do you can't help but notice that Jimin watches you sit next to Jungkook, and when Jungkook doesn't move and your thighs touch, Jimin watches even closer, your skin feels like it's on fire but you try to pretend it's not happening even though that's really hard when Jungkook is so close to you. Eventually Jimin looks away and back to the tv, as everyone becomes indulged in the movie, including Beom, you lean into Jungkook a little, just letting him know that everything is okay, and he lets you, Jungkook just sits allowing your weight to stay on him.

When the movie eventually ends you breathe a sigh of relief, relief that now maybe you don't have to try and remain calm around Jungkook, everyone gets up and starts wandering around taking their empty bottles and glasses into the kitchen and you and Jungkook stay on the couch, left alone again; Jungkook places a hand softly on top of your thigh, "stay, just... sorry, I mean, can you just stay a little longer, I want to... can I talk to you?" His doe eyes are shiny and wide and beautiful as ever but with a pleading shy look in them and so you nod, yes, silently.

Of course you'll stay, you'd stay forever to spend time with him, but your mind is racing because where is this going? It can't technically go anywhere. This isn't allowed!