Forever Mine

6

After the shower I walk out...feeling different.
Yoongi looks completely pleased...
I'd rather not relive the moment but it happened so suddenly that I can't help but think about it...

/back in the shower/

"Hey! You better fucking swallow!! Or else its going to be more than an broken shoulder!!"
Yoongi raises his hand turning it into a tight fist, his face showing anger as if he's possessed by an evil demon...but I'm wrong, he is the demon.
Anger starts to consume me but I'm so pity full that I do nothing but cry as I continually say
"I-im sorry....please...f-forgive me Yoongi..."
his anger overcomes him as he punches me right in the face, a bruise slowly showing up branding me, showing anyone who see's it that Yoongi did this...
He sighs, as he grabs clumps of my hair to push me further, I gag slightly as he's starting to choke me...
"Now, be a good girl and swallow the gift I'm giving you~"
A groan escapes his mouth after he gives me my gift...it tastes terrible. Bitter, so fucking bitter..
He pulls out as a string of saliva connects us.
"Open your mouth and say, ah~"
He smiles down on me as he reaches for something in the small cabinets.
I open my mouth...
"...a-ah~"
The moment I do Yoongi pops in a tiny pill, its bitter and stings my mouth as it goes down to my stomach.
I cover my mouth and try to not throw it back up.
Tears start to glide down my cheeks... slightly stinging my bruise.
"Thats my good girl~"
And that was the end of it. Him popping a pill in my mouth.
Now Im staring at my almost nude body as my wet hair trickles down to my leg. I'm in a bath towel, almost exposed to anyone in this building...including Yoongi's friends. Meanwhile Yoongi wears a matching colored towel robe, with some slippers...
He grabs my waist and smiles kindly even after what he did.
You sicken me
"Lets put you in some clothing, Darling~"
I look away as I feel his gaze on me.
What am I to do when the man who hit me says words full of honey?
What am I to do when it happens again? And again? And again?
Will I be in an eternal dance in his palm for his entertainment?
I can't escape, can I?

And before I know it I'm brought back to the world with Yoongi shifting through some lace  lingerie in a bedroom, it seems to be more feminine looking as the walls, decorations, and bedding are all lace and pastel colors along with some cute lofi music playing in a melody like tune. He soon picks out a see through baby blue bra with embroidered flowers on it along with matching panties
"Don't worry, these are to only excite me~ I had my fun already.."
He says while he hands me the lingerie, I grab it tensely as his words terrify me.
I put them on but hide them with my towel,

He then picks out a smooth cloth dress that has a square shaped hem that shows of my collar bone along with some of my chest, the dress barely hits my ankles. The dress also has bell shaped short sleeves and is snitched at the waist. It looks nice but I'm not exactly thrilled to be playing dress up with him.
He smiles and hands the dress to me.
I take it as he pulls out a silk vanity chair and stares as I take of my towel and put the dress on. It fits perfectly, making me wonder
'How much does Yoongi really know?'
I think about it and soon I remembered the words one of Yoongi's friends muttered...
"Isn't that Y\N from middle school?"
Middle school...one of the worst school years I've ever had. I suppose that Yoongi kept his eyes on me ever since, He's been watching everything. Everything that I've even done in middle school throughout college Yoongi has been keeping and eye on me. To writing love letters to my crushes to typing emails to professors.
I turn to Yoongi and look down to my feet...I still don't have any shoes not even some socks.
"Yoongi?"
He looks up "yes my darling~?"
"May I have some socks?" I quietly tell him
"Only if you get on your knees and call me daddy~" he chuckles as he tells me.
It's either saying a few words or no socks...
I choose no socks...
I rather not give him the satisfaction of me saying those words.
"...No socks then."
He tosses something behind him into a trash bin, its white and seems to be made out of cotton...I don't pay much attention to it though.
He interlocks his hand with mine and holds tight as he hums a sweet melody, My stomach tightness as I react to the sweet gesture but I shouldn't allow myself to be swayed by such actions. I look down and feel a jolt of pain on my cheek, it's probably the mark he gave to me. Its not like it matters, I'm just gonna get hit again and again and again until the end of time. But...what if his time where to end? What would happen to me? Will his friends just let me go? I doubt it, they pity me now but later on they'll treat me just like how Yoongi does, But on the off chance that they decide to make me the leader, will Hoseok be my right hand man? Or will all of them show me respect the same way they would to Yoongi?
I look up as the thought of killing him races through my mind echoing as it taunts me.
"Oh...if you're thinking of killing me then drop it. I won't allow you to do jack shit to me."
Yoongi buries his nails into my skin with intense pressure.
"I now the face of a person when they think of trying to kill me...they first look down their eyes swaying back and forth as they think about the outcomes of my death, then they start to move their fingers as to test if they really have it in them, this could include mimicking pulling the trigger of a gun and or swaying their hand back and forth to mimic stabbing me...finally they look at me a slightly smile and or show any type of emotion by either their body and or face, You expressed it by your eyebrows~"
Fuck.
"I'll spare you though my darling~"
Shining and glimmering in the light a pocket knife flips open as Yoongi smiles and grabs my wrist out...I try to pull out from his grasp but the more I struggle the more Yoongi pushes the knife further into my skin. As blood trickles down my wrist I look at Yoongi with panic hoping that he will truly spare me. But at this point I really hope for him to lose interest in me, Because then He'll let me go.
But then he'll just get obsessed with someone else and I can't...no, I won't let anyone experience this ever in their lives...Even if that means I have to lose myself and take him down to hell with me.