The secret life of me

The secret life of me Pt18

My heart stopped and my head thudded, He loved me?

NO it wasn't possible I closed my eyes until the real world around me became a lot clearer

“All done” smiled the beautician. I stood up from my chair and a large smile crossed my face “Wow you look so pretty” Molly said coming and standing next to me. It was scary being almost identical

“Your way prettier” I said looking at her in envy

“No way honey I think half the gay men in here would turn right now the way there gawking at you” She smiled punching me in the arm before walking away. We left Myer all with our new looks and feeling super excited “Who's up for lunch” Blaze smiled

“Me!” I said feeling my stomach rumble. We walked towards a fancy looking restaurant “My turn” Courtney said waving her credit card around

“Fine” Molly smiled. We walked into the restaurant and all eyes were on us, why?

I had no clue so I brushed it off, the other girls seemed to notice too and all at once we looked down at our clothes to make sure there wasn't a stain on any of them “Hi how are y-” He cut off when his dark brown eyes met mine and his dream like face fully hit the other girls. Mikal Grossi stood in front of us looking stunned. Bloody great, could anything worse happen today?

“Uh table for five?” he said guessing after looking at us five girls. He led us to a large table at the very back of the room before handing us the menu. I scanned through the menu “A chicken parmigiana thanks” I said softly trying to avoid eye contact with Mikal. The girls all nodded in agreement. “A Caesar salad” Courtney said. The other girls ordered the same as ours. I finished my lunch at the same time as the other girls and Courtney stood up to pay before we all left to Diva. We walked towards the large red brick building with the pink sign that read Diva.

I drove home with the girls in the back seat listening to the radio. My whole body was tired after today when I remembered I had dinner with Sam and his parents. I pulled my phone out of my purse and found an unread text message. I opened it up and read

Hey babe sorry my parents and I are busy tonight

can we do this another time

love you XOXO Ryan

I new something was up his dad didn't like going anywhere. I drove as fast as I could to drop the girls at school so I could hurry up and see why Sam was lying. I hugged all the girls goodbye and I was just about to drive off when Blaze rested an arm on me

“Be careful what your doing” She said staring down at me, her eyes showing a whole new meaning to the words. I hit reverse and drove out of the carpark and drove home towards my house. I burst through his front gates and up to his front door. I knocked but know one answered I knew he was upstairs I lifted my leg and kicked through the door. I surprised myself at my strength but I was too angry now I walked straight upstairs to his room and I hit deja vu I knocked on the door and he didn't answer. I yanked the handle off and burst through his door. There it was that moment of my most vulnerability my heart was putty in my hands as it melted into a pit of despair. I felt like I was having an asthma attack I couldn't breath and no sound came out. The sight in front of me was horrendous. Laura naked and her body all over him. “Real busy!” I finally made the words escape from my mouth. He froze and looked passed Laura who now had a stunned expression. I was done hear and I turned to leave.

I made it down the stair and almost to the door when Sam appeared at the top of the staircase “Babe wait!” He called I turned around in anger “DONT!, how could you do this to me?” I said tears running down my face