Death

Sharp and shiny.

TW!! (Self harm) 

I pull out the sharp object, soon rolling up the sleeves of the hoodie I was wearing. I look over my arm, seeing the scars I had already applied to my pale skin. I look through the scars to see if there is any places that have a empty space, I spot a small one and I slowly start to apply the pressure to the skin, it slowly breaks the layers of skin. Letting me feel the pain of each layer. I finally get enough layers for the bleed to start dripping. The blood is a deeper red, it showed it's true color by it slowly dripping more. I slowly take the object off of my arm, looking at its shiny form. The blood on the sides and it's shiny ways, it's truly lovely. I messily made a new cut, with a shaky hand. I could already feel the disappointment in myself. Tears started to form in my eyes, but yet. I keep going, as if I can't stop. After I feel satisfied by the pain I put myself into I hide the blade away, roll down the sleeves of my hoodie,  "No one will notice you in pain."