Nekomas Captains •^•

Ch.13

Y/n POV:
I felt that feeling again...the same one in my chest and stomach...And I hated it so much and not only that Kuroo eyes looked teary like if he wanted to cry which broke me even more

"What's wrong?" I mouthed to him I was waiting for him to answer but all he did was get up and walk out the cafe

did I do something? I wondered I remember last night but I didn't think it was a big deal since we had always got to arguments like that

Daichi had texted and told me he was gonna take a call in the bathroom so I decided to go over to the table were the team was

"Can I ask you guys something?" I said they all looked at me shocked and then looked back to see Daichi wasn't there "um yeah sure?" Yaku said confused at why all of sudden I came to talk to them

"What's wrong with Kuroo?" I said with a worried tone "I had noticed him and I guess he noticed me as well...I cou-could tell he was hurt because he looked like he wanted to cry his ey-eyes out and I tried to ask but all he did was get up and walk out..." my voice was cracking up I hated seeing someone I loved be hurt...

...Especially if it was him...I guess the feelings I had for him before had never really gone away...

"Uh-um...y/-" Kenma was cut off by Moto saying "don't you think you should go back to your date you don't want him to get jealous now seeing you worry about another guy now do you!" Moto said an angry tone

"Yamamoto what date?" I asked confused as hell
"Karasuno little captain" he said annoyed "what! You think I'm on a date with him??"  "Wait do ALL of you think I'm on a date with him??" I asked turning to the rest of the members

"um well...yeah" lev said as the others just nodded "what no no no no! I'm not on a date with Daichi he had just asked me to meet up..so we could catch up" I explained to them

All their faces changed to a revealed one "wait so you aren't on a date with Daichi?" Kenma asked "why would I be on a date with Daichi when I like k-" I stopped myself before saying anything more...

"Hey how come you didn't finish what you were saying?" Inuoka asked "just forget it but you guys still haven't answered me...what's wrong with him? Is he mad at me?"  I asked still concerned

"Oh well about that...he lik- owww! What the hell man!" Moto was saying something until he got hit by yaku on the stomach "what Moto is trying to say is he just doesn't feel well" yaku said while giving little glares to Moto

"I'm gonna go talk to him" I said simply and before they could say anything more I was already out of the door

Kenma POV:
"She really does care about him" I said to the rest of the team "yeah I guess" Moto said

"What do you think y/n was gonna say?" Lev asked "honestly I think she was about to us who she liked but stopped her self." Inuoka mentioned

"Probably...who do you guys think she likes? If it supposedly it isn't Daichi" yaku said "Kenma you've been friends with her longer then any of us don't you know?" Inuoka asked

"Well yeah I guess but she has never been the type to tell me stuff like that I think the only person she would ever tell any of that to is karasuno third year manger" I said looking back at my game

"mmm" all of them said as we continued eating and drinking our stuff

Kuroo POV:
As we continued making eye contact I couldn't help but get teared up...I hated knowing she wasn't mine...it broke me and I hated it so much of how much of an impact she had on me

She had noticed and mouthed "what's wrong?" To me which just made me worser and I just couldn't stay there any more I faced Kenma and told him I needed some air and walked out without answering her

Once I was outside I walked away until I couldn't really see the cafe anymore and by the time I realized I was already at a park

There wasn't many people so I went to go sit down at a bench that was all alone...I couldn't hold it in anymore I broke down in tears...One after another came out of my eyes

I just couldn't help it...I put my hands on my eyes while my elbows rested on my legs I was sobbing quietly into my hands

"I hate this...I hate this feeling...I hate not being able to just tell you y/n...tell you that I'm in lo-love with you that I want to be by *sob* your side and love you...show yo-you that I'm crazy about you...show you the world." As I said that to myself i took my hands off of my eyes and just stayed there

My eyes were red and puffy...my shirt was wet from my tears...all I did was sigh I mean there wasn't much I could do...tears still were falling from my eyes but wiped them off immediately

A couple minutes had passed...everything was quiet..peaceful until...

...I heard a voice...her voice...that sweet, soft,perfect voice that was like music to my ears

Yeah hwiakabwii idk what to say but tell me why I started crying while writing this bruh I would hate to see Kuroo cry😭