"I'm fine." That's what everyone wants to hear right? But is being fine suppose to feel like you're drowning? I tell everyone that "I'm fine." What they don't hear is me telling the truth. I'm fine. Yeah aside from not sleeping, the jumpiness, and the constant fear that something terrible is about to happen. But....no one ever asks for the truth. Now a days you have to just smile and go through the motions but...what if life makes you feel like you're drowning in an endless sea? What do you do? Do you keep your mouth closed and try to get to the surface? Or do you give in the the reflex and stop the pain? Someone please...tell me. I want to just stop. I want the world to stop, to turn back time...but we can't can't we?
