Eli POV (oki, so this is a mature chapter. 👉👈. Like my other books I'll only give one warning so I don't have to do it every chapter, said warning here and in the description. Anyway, thanks for reading so far and I hope you like it.)
I did regret it. I regret even standing up to lucifer for stupid fertile lands and clean water. Lying to Nikolai about having a vasectomy made me realise that I could have actually had kids. I could have had kids and not be this... monster that can't have kids.
After 272 years of being alone, from the exception of Lexi, Brandon, Hannah and Darren has gotten to me. Of course I want kids, who wouldn't. But being a demon has made me want them even more. Just one. Just one baby that I can't settle down with so I can be happy.
But that all went south when I died and went to hell.
"How come you regret it?" Nikolai asked me.
"I guess I see men and women with kids of their own walking around. I just want one for myself, to keep me company with its mother." I sighed. Because it's true, I just want to have a family to love and protect forever. "That's a secret only Hannah knows, not even lex, Brandon or Daren."
"Thank you for sharing." Nick looked to the sky. "I have a secret only I know. I haven't had the guts to tell anyone."
"You don't have to share it." I gave him a reassuring smile. Something I never did often, smile.
"No its ok. I want to share." He closed his eyes. "I have a rare condition called hermaphroditism."
"What's that?" I asked curiously.
"It's where I have two sex organs. So I have male genitals where it's supposed to be, but I also have the same reproductive system as women. I can have a baby as well as women." He told me.
Tears formed in his eyes as he kept them focused on the lighting flashing every couple of seconds.
"You don't have to be embarrassed." I whispered in his ear.
"My dad doesn't even know." He sniffled. "I had to go to the doctors on my own at twelve years old because I was bleeding for three days straight. That's when they told me about it and I get periods sometimes."
I didn't know what else to say. What could I say? I've never had to comfort anyone because Lexi has always had Brandon and Hannah has always had Darren. So I opted for tightening my arms around Nikolai and pulling him to my chest more, resting my chin on his shoulder.
"It's ok." I told him. "You'll be ok. If you can't help it you can't help it."
"That's partly why I moved schools. I had got a period in school and everyone thought I got bummed in the toilets. Losing my virginity at school so I got bullied for it." He sighed.
"What do you mean? Bummed?" I furrowed my eyebrows.
"I'm gay and some how everyone found out. They started calling me bummer boy because I was the only gay in that school." He laughed unhumorously.
"Having that vasectomy isn't my biggest secret." I admitted.
Nikolai looked at me with his red eyes that still seemed to be beautiful. His red cheeks looked so soft that I wanted to run my fingers on them at all times. And his lips. His lips looked so pink and plump that I wanted to claim them.
Never in my life, living and dead have I felt this connected to someone. Even hearing him from my room laughing with Darren made me feel good inside. Well some would say make my heart flutter, but I don't have a heart. Therefore I can't say it.
My eyes went from his eyes to his lips then back to his eyes. Our faces were really close that I could feel his small warm breaths on my lips. It drove me crazy that before I knew it, I leaned down and crashed my lips on to his.
Just like I had expected, both his lips and cheeks were soft. It seemed like everything around me stopped and it was just me and Nikolai. So cliche I know but it's true.
All of a sudden, Nikolai turned and straddled my legs not breaking the kiss. My hands went to his waist pulling him close to me while his hands went to the back of my neck. I groaned when he tugged at my hair, don't judge, we all have our kinks. Mine hair pulling and being called daddy to be honest.
I felt my joggers tent around me along with Nick's hard on poking my upper thigh. Needing that friction, I bucked my hips up to grind my very prominent erection against his. We both moaned so I did it again and didn't stop.
Nick pulled away, his breathing heavy as his chest rose up and down quickly. He greedily took in oxygen as I kissed his chin, jaw, ear and finally his neck. I made sure to leave my mark on his neck, big, red and purple for everyone to see.
What is this boy doing to me?
To get more friction and the need to release, I flipped nick on to his back. Not waiting to harshly grind myself to his hardness. I was rewarded with a loud moan from the small boy underneath me.
He became a moaning mess under me in a matter of minutes. My lips never strayed from his neck as nick tried to take in gulps or air but was letting out loud and breathy moans to actually breath properly.
"Ah, ugh Eli. What's happening?" Nick moaned.
"Cum for me, nick. I've got you, cum." I told him with a small smirk on my lips. He was so close so I went harder. Then with one last hard, deep thrust, nick came in his boxers and pyjama trousers.
I carried on grinding, not long cumming in my own trousers. Even though I am a demon, I still cum but it's never a lot therefore making me seem like I have a low sperm count. I just tell people I got a vasectomy so they get the idea I can't get anyone pregnant.
"Wha-what was that?" Nikolai breathed out when his breathing was semi normal. Ha! Semi. Just me, ok.
"Was that your first orgasm?" I asked him. My breathing also heavy.
"Y-yes." He blushed and looked away from me. I put my fingers under his chin so he would look at me again, holding myself up with my other hand.
"I'm glad I was your first." I smirked, but then it fell and had to ask. "Have you never even master-bated before?"
His cheeks got impossibly more red as he nodded. "It never really appealed to me. So I never did it."
"Well, I'm glad I was your first time." I winked at him.

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Eli
ParanormalEli sold his soul to the devil to save his family and his village. He asked for fertile lands with clean water. The devil granted him that but it all went wrong when Eli went out of village borders and got tuberculosis. He died and went to hell sinc...