finding peace in anothers arms

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just your average eighteen year old highschool girl is what everyone see's. they don't know what i hide and what details could be seen. at school im the silent grizzly bear everyone fears but respects. never hit anyone other than people who hit me first. i'm a short, chubby, brown haired, brown eyed girl. one day i stumbled into a site online we will call fetsmile. first when i started there i thought, i know exactly what im looking for. but as time went on, trying things out with different people, i realised i need to start over. i deleted my account and made a new one. announcing myself as a baby girl. a bratty, silly, rebellious, and mischievious little girl that needed a firm and strong hand to weild her. at first even after posting in a few threads to try and gain friends, i had no replies. i started geting scared. thinking, what if no one can handle my new identity. if this place can't even handle it, how will i ever find someone. slowly i gained a few friends, started chatting and everything. having fun with it. no one serious showed up until a guy i wil call dean. sweet, caring, everything i could dream of in a partner in this lifestyle. willing to take care of me and was goofy, silly, loved games, and has an amazingly beautiful smile that is so big and bright. standing at around six foot, i knew he would definitely fit what i needed. hieght intimidates me and puts me in little mode immediately. (he does not know that) he might just be my 'one'. if there is a such for someone like me. brand new to the title he branded himself with on fetsmile. we started learning, studying and googling all the materials we need to make this work. thats when the embarrassment for someone in my shoes kicks in. 

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