BEST FRIEND _Jenlisa (one shot)

Best friend-2

Two months later

Lisa pov

I'm in a meeting again.
But this time I don't have someone to fetch.

The coffee shop we opened last month is really successful.
The shares owners really like my works. I didn't expect it tho.
And my father is so proud of me.
But I don't know what is happiness anymore . Because it's been two months since something change between us, me and her.

After the meeting,I go back to my office although it's already lunch time.

My mind is always wander around a certain brunette.
I've been distancing myself from her.
She didn't complain about it even for once.

Didn't she notice my feeling from the beginning or is she pretending.
Or Is she disgust me.

The last time we saw each other was last month when her boyfriend come back to Korea.
She introduced me to him.
He was a really handsome guy.
Tall ,fit ,rich and everything a girl would wish for.
Typical Jennie's type.

They were very sweet to each other.
I don't even remember how many time I hold my tears when they are around.
But I think he is a good guy.
A perfect guy for Jennie.
There's nothing I can compare to him.
That's why I back off.
I'm just a best friend she would remember when she is sad or when she need a company.
And then as time pass by, I'll be Just a person in her memories who she used to play with.

I call my secretary and ask my schedule.

I decided to go back home cause she said there's no schedule for today.
And luckily it's Friday night so...
getting wasted is not a problem

I parked my car at the garage and walk to my house but suprisingly the door is open and a pair of shoes is there.

And I already know who it is.
The only person who I gave my spare key.

I walk in the house and a nice smell welcome me..
It's gamjatang.

And I can see her busy back from the living room.
I am really happy to see her in my house,in my kitchen.
And I won't complain if that happens forever but it's obvious that it's impossible.

But then again, What do she wants more. Why can't she understand.
Breaking my heart should be more than enough for her even she doesn't know.
Why can't I move on in peace.

Didn't she see that I'm trying to get away from her? Of course not.

Can't she see that I'm always holding my tears when she's around?. Definitely not.

Is seven years not enough for her to notice my feeling? Maybe not.

Or am l the one who was being a coward..?
Probably yes.

Im here glued to the floor as I watch her humming and cooking.

She didn't know and still do not know.
Am l so bad at expressing. Even my arrival is not noticed by her.

My feet draw me to her..
I can't control myself anymore

because from the very moment she told me to break up with chae I thought she would somehow had the feeling to want me
It was my hope..
And I give myself up in her control.

But I was wrong.....
She never wants me.

I don't know what gotten into me but I bravely hug her from the back.
She stiff cause I know I barely hug her like this.. I barely thouch her in our daily hang outs. I barely start skinships with her.
She might think it's Kai in my house but I don't care. I'm needing this.