The Beginning Again

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Later That Morning: 2:36 AM

I woke up to the sound of Nathan's cries. My poor baby. He was so worried about his momma. I slowly got up, trudging to the nursery. Picking up Nathan, I rocked him softly in my arms. He began to instantly fall back asleep, but with the way he was always trying, he wouldn't stay that way too long. I sat in the rocking chair, rubbing his back in small circles. I begin to sing to him. "Remember those walls I built? Well, baby they're tumbling down. And they didn't even put up a fight. They didn't even make a sound. I found a way to let you in, but I never really have a doubt. Standing in the light of your Halo. I've got my angel now." I started to fall asleep before I could get to the chorus.

Derrick's POV

I turned over to put my arms around Kirsten, but she wasn't there. I sat up, rubbing my eyes, before trudging to the nursery. I heard Kirsten singing 'Halo' by Beyonce when she stopped. I saw her sleeping with Nathan in her arms. She's gorgeous. She is the prime example of a perfect mother..

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Kirsten's POV

When I woke up, I was cuddled into Derrick's side. I guess he took me back in the bedroom, because I don't remember walking. I checked the time, shocked. It was 5:30. It was still pretty early, but Derrick had to get up anyway because the Bulls have a game. "Come on baby, get up." I said, shaking him lightly. He grunted awake, sitting up. "I love you." he said, kissing my forehead. "I love you too baby." I smiled.

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Abigail and I cheered Derrick on from the sidelines. It was a pretty okay game for him. He was missing a few shots, but the game was over in 4 minutes. I left to the locker room with Abi. "I'm really excited for your next kid. I want to get to name her. I can name her 'Abigail the Great'-" "How about 'Abigail, calm down'?" I joked, sitting in Derrick's locker. I held Nathan close, while he laid wide awake on my shoulder. "You okay baby?" I asked, looking at him as if he would answer. He just gave me a little smile. I smiled, too. He looked so much like his father.

As if on cue, Derrick walked in, smelling like a fresh waterfall. He smelled amazing. He had a towel around his waist, water droplets dripping down his body. While he and Abigail were talking, I couldn't keep my eyes off of him. He was just so "Kirsten?" he asked, snapping me out if my trans. "Um, y-yeah?" I asked. Abigail rolled her eyes, playing with Jayden. "I asked if we were just going to chill later? Get some pizza, watch Netflix.." he trailed. "Yeah, sure." I nodded. He smiled. "Alright, let me get dressed, and we'll be out of here." he said, kissing my forehead as Abigail and I made our way out the stadium.

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Nathan and Jayden finally fell asleep, Derrick, Abigail, and I chilling on the couch in our pajamas. We were waiting for the pizza to get here, so we were just talking. I was doodling on paper when I thought about my book. I needed to start writing. "Let's take a selfie!" Abi squealed, pulling out her phone. Taking a crazy selfie, she posted it on IG. The caption being: 'Chillin like a villain waitin for a killin with this gorgeous couple; @QveenGriff32 & @DRose1. Talk about relationship goals'.

"Whatcha doing babe?" Derrick asked, peeking over my shoulder. "Nothing. Just starting this book a little." I answered. He kissed me temple, making me smile. "I love you baby." Derrick smiled, looking down at me. "I love you too Rosey." I said, finally putting my pen to the paper, writing:

"Here I am, once again. Blade in my hand, blood on my arms. Being consumed by the darkness of the bathroom. A cold rush of air came through the window, making my hair stand up on end. I'd had enough. I couldn't take it anymore. It was driving me crazy. The voice in my head, constantly telling me I was ugly. Telling me I was fat. I wasn't good enough.

Standing up on my weak feet and trembling legs, I walked over to the mirror. I couldn't even cry about it. I was a complete mess. I need to go for a walk.."

A/N; MY STORY IS D-U-N. Thank you so freaking much to everyone who has voted/ commented/ & even ghost readers.! I have no idea what to do for my next fanfiction. I was thinking interracial. But I don't even know. But VOTE PLEASE. ILYYYYY.❤ ~QveenKaep

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