Part 31

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Sid reached airport...........he start finding her........... she was nowhere ............  he was finding her like a mad man .................
After half an hour of finding........... he saw her .......
He become froze ............ there she is ........... in a black out fit ......... looking like a tempting gorgeous lady..........
His feet automatically move toward her........... she didn't saw him .......... she was talking to a girl ............ now she turn and take her bag and suit-bag in her hand ........... her back is facing Sidhart................
Sid speed increased............ he reached......... and held her shoulders and move her toward him with a jerk.............
Sana: what the...........she stop when she saw him.....,,,,,,
Sid held her arm tightly..............
Sana saw him ........... his eyes was blood shot red........ hair was messed......... tiredness and anger on his face.............. lips trembling......... pulses are bulged on the side of his forehead..................
Sana: leave me .......... I have to go ........ she said looking straight into his eyes...........
Her face show no emotion........ no love ....... no care ...... no feelings........ nothing......... and this thing scare hell out of him ..........
Sid: just come............ Sid said in low voice...........
Sana: I don't want to go with you ......... she said in cold voice and try to free her self............
Sid sensing the situation .......... just grip her hand tightly and start walking fast toward his car............
Sana: Sidhart Leave me.......... I said leave me ............ why are you doing this............ plz let me go .......... meri flight ha...........
Sana was shouting whole way .......... people are looking at them ...........
He open car door ....... make her sit......... and lock the door ...........
Sid sat in the car ............. and sigh.......
Sana: Let me go ..........
Sid: never ......... never ......... you understand.............. he shout and punch on the steering...............
Sana: one more wound............ she whispered.............. Sidhart listen and look at her .............. her eyes was shut like she is trying to control her anger.......... or any emotion............. her lips was trembling but no trace of tear...............
He start the car ........... the whole journey was silent.......... Sidhart felt relieved to feel her near him but was afraid that what if she didn't want to forgive him .......... what if she didn't accept his love ............
He parked the car in a building and open her side door.......
She come out of the car and Sid try to held her hand but she shrugged..........
Sid forcefully held her hand and enter the elevator ...............
Sid don't want to take her to mansion .......... knowing the fact that she gone through the heel there ............
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Log kanto sa bach k chalta ha .....
Hum na phoolo sa zakhum khaae ha......
Log ghiro ki bttt krta ha......
Hm na apna b azmaye hai......
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They reached his department..........
He open the door.......... and they enter........... he lock the door........ and switched on the lights..........
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Sid : sit na........ he said in very soft voice............
She didn't sit nor reply.............. she was just standing near the door........ with cold expression..........
Sid: shehnaaz.............. he said after long silent ............he was also standing............. looking at her ......... she was also looking at him .......... they have a intense eye lock.............
Sid eyes are showing extreme emotion........... hurt ......... pain........ regret............. anger........ love ......... and many emotions.............. but sana don't want to believe this time .......... her face lack any emotion..........her cold eyes............ was scaring him ...........:

Muskura kr Nahi tajasus sa dekha mujh ko.......
Wo jo ma pahla tha ab Nahi raha......

Sid: shehnaaz I am sorry............ I am really sorry........... he move toward her .......... he stand near her........ in front of her............
Sid: I am really sorry........ I did a sin........ by hurting you.........I didn't full fill my responsibility toward you........... I didn't realize my feelings Sana ........... you know didn't love that girl .......... I never did......... it was just that a stupid thing was fixed in my mind........... I know you are hurt....... but I will fixed this ......... I promise........ plzz Sana ......... say something............ I don't want to loose you ............ I......,
He was cut by Sana...........
Sana: Sidhart........... if I was on place of you........... and claim to love someone else............. spend days and night with him.......... share pain and happiness with him ............. then what will you do then ................
He was taken a back....,..,,,,,, he can't share her name with Any one .........
anger build up in him ........... but he know she want to realize him that ........ what pain she has gone through...........
the sudden guilt and realization hit him hard ...............

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Sana: answer me Sidhart.......... she said  looking straight into his eyes....,....
He can't even look into her eyes ....... he hang his head down ............
Sid: I can't ..... share your even single hair with any one.......... tears are continuously flowing from his eyes........ the Sidhart Shukla was crying........ in front of a girl ......... for a girl .......... for her forgiveness............ for her acceptance......... for her love .........

Sana smile bitterly ...............
Sana: you know what .......... I even didn't have right of sharing......... because you were and you are never mine..............

Ab kis kis ki missal du tm ko......
Hr sitam bemisaal krta ho........

Sid: you have every right on me Sana...... every right........ I am all yours........ because I ...,,,
Sana: stop it sid........ pls stop it......... neither I have any right on you nor I you have any........... we are not meant to be together..,,,.,... because at first you don't want me........ and now I don't .............
Sid: no no no ...... plzz Sana........ no plzz....... don't say this ..........
He sat on his knees and start crying.........
Sid: don't say this again........... plz....... I can't love without you........ plz Sana........
Sana saw his condition.......... her heart was piercing but she don't want to forgive him.......... not this time........
She move back........
Sid held her legs and hug her ..............
He was crying badly.............
Sana : Sidhart plz........ don't create a scene........... you are not a child ......... plz leave me..........
Sid: Naaaz.........
Sana heart skip a beat.......... it used to be her weakness.......... whenever she is angry......... or Sidhart in his romantic mood........... he used to call her naaz...... and she instantly smile...... but now situations is different...........she can't move back to that life again ........ in which she has no importance........ no
assurance.............

Sana try to move her legs.......... she don't want to melt ........... that's why she don't want to stay here..............
Sid: naaaz........ I love you naaaaz........
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sana forget to  breath............... these 3 words............. she was dying to listen these words from him ............ but ........ now................. for the first time ............ her face start showing emotion........... tears start flowing from her eyes...,.......
Sid: I can't live without you ........... I love you.............. I will die......... I love y....you.........
Sana eyes was shut ................ she was not believing what he was saying........... but these words from his mouth for her giving music to her ears................ but ....... but ..... but ........

Mgr afsos ha janaaa.....
K ab k jb tm loto ga......
Hma tabdeel pao ga.....
Bht mayoos ho ga tm ....
Agr tm pouxhna chaho ga......
K asaaa ku kia tm na.......
To sun loo goor sa jana.......
Purani ak rivayt ......
Tang akar tor di hm na.....
Mohabt chor di hm na......

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Sid: naaaaaaz.......... I really...... lo...lov.... love........ y.... yo..... you........
Sidhart said those words with a lot of difficulty and drop on floor with this....... and got unconscious.............
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Mera mayaar asa ha......
Am awaara Nahi milta.....
Mujha tm soach k Khona......
Ma dobara Nahi milta........
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I read your comments at last update........... I literally became too much disappointed........... I might not told you all about ......... but I was admitted to hospital............ and later because of too much weakness....... I was not using my phone enough....... those who are in contact with me know this.......... some one suggested me that stop writing stop if I am not interested.......... I want to tell that if I am not interested then I didn't start it....... it just because of my health problem.............. I literally don't like to make you wait you all........... in spite of this......., I want to apologize to you all ............🙂

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