ANGEL IN THE DARK

#46 - [Special Chapter]

[Special Chapter]

Question: Have you ever questioned why do you love somebody or why does he/she love you? Logically? I've been always asking these questions when I fall for someone and I always try my best to find out why. And the reason is they have something I don't have and I admire that something so much! How about you? I'm just genuinely curious.

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Lisa's POV

With my face entirely flushed and my stomach twisting delightfully with every movement Jennie makes, I push back her tongue with my own while holding her tighter, closer to my body. Entering her sacred place, I taste the something sweet, burning, alluring and addicting, swirling my tongue around eagerly, holding her nape and her waist, I feel every second passing Jennie melt in my embrace.

Jennie parts our lips a little as her warm breath fans on my lips, she breathes out breathlessly.

- Is it a yes?

I free her waist from my hold raising both of my hands cupping her face again and kissing her soulfully.

- Yes. A million times yes.

Her smile reaches her teary hazel eyes.

- I thought the opposite. My heart was gonna break.

She buries her face in the crock of my neck while I hold her entirely, my nose sinks in her hair, taking all her scent in, my heart can't stop skipping its beat with happiness.

- Shhhh, don't cry, my girl! - I place a long kiss on her head, holding her tighter, so much that I feel her heartbeat against my own, her warmness radiates on mine. Her small sniffing sounds mixes with the sound of the ocean waves. It's a peaceful sound.

After one or two good minutes, her breath comes back stable, she pushes herself from mine but still keeps our bodies close for her to run her fingers through my hair, then cupping my cheeks fondly. Stars are placed down in her eyes as she can't stop smiling while gazing at some parts of my face, her thumbs gently run on my cheeks, like she has been missing doing this.

- Lalisa Manobal. - She is using her deep voice, suppressing emotions from exploding but it ignites mine. - I have to tell you something. - Our eyes are locked with every word she says. - I used to think that I don't deserve you...

- Jennie, it's-

- Please, Lisa, let me tell you all the things I have kept for myself for so long.

I hold my breath as giving a small nod.

- I have always thought that I had tried my best with everything I did in my life. But when I met you, I no longer thought it that way. You have always tried harder than me, you have always tried harder than anyone I know. You have always pursued what you want, grittily and with determination. Never a moment I saw hesitation in your eyes. While I looked strong on the outside but deep down inside, I knew that I was a coward who didn't have the courage to pursue what I really wanted. I always find excuses and reasoning to hide and try balancing my already messy life. I want to be at least equally passionate and brave like you, even if it turns me out to be a selfish person but I can't always have everything, I will fight for what I really want. You are the reason for me to be the one I am right now. - She cups my cheeks again, her eyes gaze at me soulfully My heart is melting with every word said. - The only thing I want in my life right now is you. And this time I will fight for you. This time I'm not letting you go...

Suddenly, I feel my breath hitch as she slides her hands down my arms, she lowers her body while my eyes get teary the moment one of her knees is on the sand.