Jonnor : What happened in the tent stays in the tent?!

Chapter 1

Jude's POV

One breath. 

Two.

Three.

I tried to sleep.

I couldn't.

"Connor?", i whispered. It was so cold I that could see my breath, lingering like smoke in the thin air around us.

"Yes?"

"I can't sleep", I said, shivering.

"Me neither", Connor said mournfully. 

"Can I come over? Please?"

And even though I couldn't see Connor's face in the spare moonlight I could feel that he had nodded. So I opened up the zipper of his sleeping bag, hopped in and closed it. He slowly moved his arms and put it around my shoulders.

I enjoyed that.

It just...felt right... I didn't ...

want to...sleep...I wanted to enjoy the moment...

but everything felt so...warm and cozy...and...

"Jude?", I heard him disrupt my sluggish thoughts, "are you still awake?"

"Well, now I am..." I wanted to respond sarcastically but instead I asked:

"Yeah, why?"

"I just...I mean...have you ever thought about...you know...being in a relationship with another boy?"

I was a bit taken aback by that question.

Was he asking out of pure curiosity or could it have been more?

I mean...of course it would be nice to have someone's strong shoulders to hold me in their arms, to have someone to lean on.

Someone's hazel brown eyes to stare into.

Someone's dark blonde hair to ruffl-

Wait...what?

What was I...thinking?