Part29

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His state was like a person ...... who just lost his reason to live ......... because of himself........... he was devastated............ for the first time in his life he was feeling helpless.......... he was unable to breathe............. he was devastated................ some time we don't feel need to think about our feelings........... some time people thought it's enough that other person love is enough in relationship ......... but no ........ it's not enough..........we didn't pay any heed to our feelings regarding other person......... same happens with Sidhart........... he felt his relationship is complete............. with Sana ........ he didn't realize his feelings..........
moreover he was keep telling her about his relationship with another girl ............ he know that she love him .......... how much she was hurt ........ ohhh god
Sid : I will not let u go ......... not this time ........... I will find you .......... I will find you ......,,,,,,
He wipe his tears and said ......,,,,,, he has determination in his Tone........... how can he let her go.......... he always take her granted ............ but now he realized that she is his life ............. he realized now when she is not around him.......... that he was unable to breathe without her ......... but he is late............

Hamesha drrr kr deta hu ma....
Koi batt Kahni ho.......
Koi wavda nebhana ho.......
Ausa awaz deni ho........
Ausa wapis bulana ho......
Hamesha drr kr deta hu ma .....
Badalta mosamo ki sarr am dil ko lgana ho......
Kesi ko yaad rakhna ho .....
Kesi ko bhool jana ho ......
Kesi ko moot sa pahla kesi ghum sa bachna ho ........
Haqeqat rrr thi kuch ausa jake yah batana ho ....,,,,
Hamesha drr kr deta hu ma .........
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It's 3 am and Sidhart was driving senselessly to find her......,,,. He went to his parents home but she is not there .......... he can feel her absence there........... his heart was saying that she is in this city ..,,,,,,,,, he was driving when he saw a Dargah .......... he went there ........... he stop the car and went there ........... his condition was so devastated............... he sat on the stairs and held his hairs in his hand............. and shout ...,,,,,,,,,
Sid: naaaaaaaaaaaaazzzzz........... and start crying...,,,,,,,,
There were very few people present there ............ he shut his eyes and start crying....,,,,,,,,,,
Sid : ajao naaaz ....,,,,, plz ajao ...... mga dard ho raha hai........ tmhara Sidhart ko bht dard ho raha .....,,,,, Nahi rah skta tmhara bena.........mar jao ga ma.....
He was mess.......... but he himself responsible for his this condition........
Aj khud ko atna tanha mahsos kia ..........
Jaisa log dafna ka chala gaya.......

It's few hours when he was sitting there .........,,,, lifelessly............ his eyes was close and tears are continuously flowing............. he heart was bleeding with immense pain..........
A old age man come and sit beside his and was examining his condition........... Sidhart was in his naaz world........ in her memories........ in her thoughts....... he didn't realize any one sit beside him............,
Old man caress his face...........
baba: beta kia hua..........
He asked Sidhart.........
Sid: meri naaz.......... he spoke very hardly............
Baba: beta ........... open your eyes ........
Sid open his eyes and look at him ........
Baba held his face in his hand and examined his eyes and face......,,.,,
Baba: why don't you tell her???????
Sid: ............. I didn't know ....... Nahi janta tha ........ that she is running in me like a blood ............ she is reason of of heart to beat ............ she is the reason to breath.............. mujha Nahi pta tha ............... he wept holding his face ............. he was crying like a baby..........
Baba: tm na ishq ma shirk ( elude) kia ha.............. shrik to khuda b maaf Nahi krta ........... wo to insan ha ...........
Sid was surprised that how can he know this ............ but also needles pierced when he said that she will not able to forgive you .............
Sid : wo maan jae gi ............. wo bht pyar krti hA mujh sa ........... he said with confidence.............
Baba: what if she don't........
Sidhart: plzzzz don't say this ......... plzzzz........ ma mrrr jao ga ..........
Baba: tell me what's she is her .......
Sid: my life......my peace......my world ....
Baba: if you are able to find her ........ never leave her ......... even she push and don't forgive you ........... now it's your time to prove your love........
Hamesha aus ko chuno jo tm sa mohabt krta hA ......... ku k apna dil ma kesi k lia jagah bnana Asan hota hA Pr kesi k dil ma khud k lia jaggah bnana bht mushkil..............
Sid: wo mil jae gi na?????? He asked helplessly..........
Baba: mil jae gi ..........
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After leaving from his mansion Sana was heading toward her friend home ............ as she called her that she wanted to go to turkey......... but she didn't booked a flight .........
She went to her friends department and rang the bell ........
Girl: hey my Barbie girl ....... how are you.....
Sana just hug her and cry her heart out ..........
Girl: what happened meri jaan ..........
San: nainaaa......... wo ........
she was crying badly............
Naina : come inside first.........
Naina: ab btao kyaa hua hA........
Sana narrate all things.........
Sana: naina......... I can't live without him ............. mujha sans Nahi aarahi yrrr......... why it always happens that whom we love ......... that love some one else..............
Sana condition was worse......... she is like a defeated person......... who loose everything...........
Naina: relax Sana........... it's your fate you have to accept it ........... may be Allah has planned some thing good for you ..........
Sana: hmmmm .......... but it's really paining here ........... ma ausa kaisa dekho gi naina ab......... mujha ausa Dekhna ha......... pta Nahi wo thk ho ga ya Nahi ..........dinner kia ho ga k Nahi........... 
Sana is behaving very weird........ naina sense her condition and hug her........
Naina: you have to take rest Sana ....... come .......... she gave her sleeping pill and make her sleep.............
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Sidhart know that he done a sin.......... Sidhart sit on the car all devastated........
He take out the mobile to call the defective......,... and saw many notifications............ and the name from which notification came was enough to raise his guilt and frustration.............
but the thought strike in his mind that ............ he has to sort out and end the thing with Sneha which he has created ...............
He thought to went to Sneha flat to tell him that he never love her ............. it was just attraction before his marriage and after it was just that a thing that was fixed in his mind ............ he reached.......... and rang the bell.......... he rang the bell several time but no response........... he was about to turn when door open .......... the door was open by a guy ........... whose condition can tell Sidhart that what was going on inside ............
Man: hy bro....... what's problem??????
Sidhart was not believing what he has seen..........
Sid : amm... Sneha........
Man: today she is with me ........ you can come some other day ...... plz now go ........ you already spoil our s*x..........
Sid was ashamed.......... angry on himself.......... he was such a fool....... such a stupid that he didn't realize .........
oh god...........
But was the reason of her love drama with me ........ if she only want s*x with me she can asked or what ever....... but she created big drama ......... what if she created this scene with a motive........ I have to find out .........
with this thought he rang the bell once again .......... he rang constantly......... this time door open by Sneha ...,,,,,,, she look at him and gasp..........
Sneha: tm?????? She fumbled.......... Sid wo.........
Sidhart held her with his hair .........
I don't have any interest in you just tell me why you have created that drama ....... what was the reason........ tell me truth ......... if you don't ....... you know I am capable to dig all the truth ......... so better tell .......
he push her and she land on the couch .....,,,,, she know that now she can't escape.......... if she told him truth or lie with him ......... in both cases he will not let her ........ so better with truth...........
Sneha : sid wo...........
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