Bye My First | Na Jaemin COMPLETED

Chapter 1;

In-na's P.O.V:

I woke up too early today... but why? I know it's good to wake up early, but... my school is still like 3 hours ahead. I'm supposed to wake up later. Eh whatever. I got out of bed and made myself some breakfast. My mom's still sleeping and so is my dad. My brother is probably asleep too. I'm alone and yet I feel better whenever I'm alone. I have friends, but that doesn't mean that they are true. I actually think that only one of my classmates is my real friend. Right now I am grade9.

My parents want me to excell... ofcourse I also do. People tend to think that we're rich, but we're actually not. We're in the middle. We're not rich, but we're not poor. Because of my achievements, I have a lot of gadgets... the new one. My brother is in the top 10 of their class and he's actually one of the people I wouldn't interact much with.

We barely talk to each other. We have the same gadgets, but they treat him differently. I'm supposed to have high grades... I should never disappoint them, but my brother... he's allowed to make mistakes. I'm supposed to do the chores. My brother is also said to do some chores, but he would leave them sometimes behind. He has this big circle of friends, and they've come over to the house already.

Me? I'm not even sure if I have any friends. My old bestfriend betrayed me. Everyone has been turning their backs on me ever since I entered highschool. It's life. Somehow... my brother... he almost gets everything, while I get what I want whenever he wants the same thing too. I don't know why though.

Okay! Done eating and washing the dishes as if nothing happened. My parents are actually fine with me leaving earlier, I mean... my school is just 11 minutes away. What's the worst that could happen? Right?

So there I was walking alone on the sidewalks of our city. I'm pretty calm since I've been doing this for a month already. I usually leave the house early to jog so they're used to it. I have my airpods in my ears and of course I'm listening to music. I was listening to Blackpink, Twice, BTS. EXO, etc. The usual... I didn't include all of them so yeah. I'm walking in the halls of the school... it was still dark, but I just checked my classroom to see if it's open... and it's not.

I went to the gymnasium and ofcourse it was also dark. I sat on one of the seats at the bleachers and sighed. The thing is... I've never really experienced being comforted by anyone. No one in my whole life has ever hugged me as a real friend. I guess I'm really supposed to be lonely. I closed my eyes and... tears. Tears are so important in my life... well... it's what keeps me from losing my mind. I'm so glad I'm able to express pain like this, and the best part is no one can see it. My sobs get louder every second, but it's okay... because no one can see it... atleast I thought no one was here. I was surprised with the presence of my brother's friend... he's with a girl...

it's Jaemin.